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death, achievement, you

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http://www.alansondheim.org/star.mp4
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I can, I will, talk about death now, because I have not yet
achieved that. And when I have achieved that, I will not answer
your questions, I will be silent in relation to your questions,
and then that will be a final statement, or rather a wall, which
you will not be able, will not have been able, to cross. And
that wall will remain, it will embrace ignorance, and
forgetfulness, and there will be nothing left, and I will have
then, at that point surely, been successful, and fabulous at
success at that point. The wall will be my embrace. I will no
longer dream of death, wake and sleep death, there no longer
will be that necessity. There will no longer be the necessity of
the wall. I can, I will, succeed now, and this point, and I will
write this, this is part of my success, I have achieved writing,
I have not yet achieved death. And when death comes, I will
answer your questions, you will hear the answer to your
questions, and that will be a beginning for you, a beginning
preconditioned on my absence, a gateway or a door, which will be
a threshold, your threshold, not mine. It will embrace
knowledge, and everything will be left, and perhaps you will see
this as a being-born, and I will have succeeded, or as the
achieving and embrace of death, I will have succeeded also. I
will speak to you then, I will not be there, and my silence in
my speaking will reveal.

2c2
< I can, I will, talk about death now, because I have not yet
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> I can, I will, talk about death now, becuase I have not yet
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< write this, this is part of my success, I have achieved writing,
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> write this, this is part of my success, I ahve achieved writing,

My Article in 2600, The Hacker Quarterly, Autumn 2017, 34/3

I'm really happy that my (short) article "Splatter" appears in
the latest issue of 2600! I'm particularly glad that this is a
journal I have a huge amount of respect for, and one which
reaches a wide audience. I've been reading it for years. I've
been struggling with the intersection of hacking and politics,
and I sent the article in some time ago; I just had an email
yesterday that it's been published. You can buy the magazine in
the U.S. at Barnes and Noble, and online at
https://store.2600.com/collections/2010-2015/products/autumn-2017
Please buy a copy, support the magazine of course!

- Alan

The lengthy comment on Reading the Comments which needs help:

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I'm trying to write a review of:

Reading the Comments: Likers, Haters, and Manipulators at the
Bottom of the Web, Joseph M. Reagle, Jr., MIT Press, Cambridge
and London, 2015.

and what I find is that my own life is so disrupted by friends'
disappearance, illness, exhaustion, police behaviour, anxiety,
depression, politics, anger, etc. that it's all I can do to make
my own work, stay on even keel, etc. So here's a mashup of the
review, which I doubt will find acceptance (I was asked to write
it, I was delighted, I keep trying, I keep faltering, I keep
losing it, I realize how difficult a review can be, how hard and
stylized close-reading is, how I'm already wounded, disturbed,
of doubtful character, how I'm blustering about everything, how
the book led me immediately to Trump which was after the
publication of the book, how Trump has derailed everything. As I
said to my psychologist, Trump gets into our minds, we can't
deal with it, we don't have the mechanism, what gets in there
circulates, creates new obstacles, there's no way around these
things. So I tried dictation and everything else I could think
of, nothing seems to work

"What we can learn about human nature from the informative,
manipulative, confusing, and amusing messages at the bottom of
the web."

This book is important, this country runs on anger and tweets.
Reagle writes in a more innocent time, 2015, before what
increasingly seems to be a proto-fascist takeover of the United
States. The horror starts with the comment, comments are
performative, far beyond the like/don't like and *-***** star
ratings.

Saying the book is "important" is part of the reason the book is
important, already close to a *****, perhaps a ****, so to note,
it's lives, timely, but otherwise, earlier than that, perhaps
the foundations for timeliness, shared also with Nagle's Kill
All Normies -

I keep getting side-tracked; last night I was reading William L.
Shirer's Berlin Diary, with this, from 1938:

"IN A DUTCH PLANE BETWEEN AMSTERDAM AND LONDON, MARCH 12" [...]
He's in Vienna: "A seat on a Dutch plane straight through to
London. I had an hour for lumch. I bought the morning Berlin
newspapers. Amazing! Goebbels at his best, or worst! Hitler's
own newspaper, the Volkische Beobachter, on my lap here. It's
screaming banner-line across page one: GERMAN-AUSTRIA SAVED FROM
CHAOS. And an incredible story ot of Goebbels's evil but fertile
brain describing violent Red disorders in the main streets of
Vienna yesterday, fighting, shooting, pillaging. It's a complete
lie. But how will the German people know it's a lie? The DNB
also has a story today that sounds phony. It claims
Seyss-Inquart last night telegraphed to Hitler to send troops to
protect Austria from armed Socialists and Communists Since there
were no 'armed Socialists and Communists' in Vienna last night,
this obviously is also a lie. But interesting to note Hitler's
technique. The same which was used to justify the June 30 purge.
Any lie will do." (page 104.)

This is my background, Shirer's account, what went through
McCarthyism, body-counts in Vietnam, incendiary lies that have
enormous effect, informants and productions everywhere.

So 2015, a more innocent time, although some of us could already
see the writing on the wall decades ago; we're all haunted by
spectres. I can't help but to read Reading the Comments against
this, in relation to this.

From dictation: It's the barrage of material coming from the
administration that creates the greatest problem this material
splatters across the landscape there's no escaping it it
dominates the news did not speak comes every action basically to
work could be called the splatters fear splatter fear So what
occurs another way to look at it I think it's with the deeper
analysis dealing with splatter semiotica the book remains on the
surface of things it doesn't go that direction it provides an
overview and classification for that overview it hovers around
Amazon it doesn't go so much into tweets for example Twitter is
the problem like Ted talks they reduce everything to sound bite
sound bites are then picked up by news organization and these
organizations by centering on them promulgate undispersed the
tweets racists evil sexist evil these things can spread in such
a fashion put the book came out in 2015 way before this it seems
almost like decades ago and for that reason we have to read it
against that or as a foundation of that.

I read all the comments on the book, from Amazon. I can't think
straight. I mixed the comments, vexed the comments. I dictated
again:

He visits communities of Amazon reviewers fan fiction authors,
online learners, cameras and so forth alienates us he finds pre
Internet historical in the seatons of online comment I tend to
worry myself about fake news and its relationship to reviews on
Amazon and elsewhere. select nothing continue. he just He just
doesn't talk about things like stacey dash went through didn't
mention anything about how it's like a taxi guy walks into a
meeting and carries Donuts this is a one sided narrative falling
in line with collective thinking good grief nothing is the books
been offered for free I through Amazon people get things in
exchange for free often write great reviews could that be the
case here maybe Alan sometime I tend to like the book and think
that it's pressing right now um but the problem is if there is a
problem has to do with fake news and the wave plate news is so
dominating discussions necessarily dominating discussion of well
what's going on in the trump administration and elsewhere with
an attack on journalists how can a book like this survive except
as a portrait of a particular. in time. Well then dispose not at
all what I expected I read the comments I always do it the
bottom of the web and so I thought this book would be really
funny it's not funny I just enjoy reading comments that's all I
didn't really enjoy the book because it didn't have enough
comments maybe this comment on the book will help people enjoy
the book

Huh if that's not bad enough to text in the book is so tiny in
life that I almost couldn't read a bit of it even where and when
I wore my glasses or ask my friends to read the book for me
there's lots of filler in this parking there are a lot of words
words are in the book.

It's amazing to me how broad a range the book covers it doesn't
just stay with Amazon reviews of course but deals a little bit
into politics and so forth by coming out in 2015 it misses the
boat in terms of fake news so it does provide a kind of
phenomenology how fake news and news before basically the
Armageddon hit this storm it in other words online bulletin and
bullying shells sock puppets lot of angry people in this also
relates to nagles book kill all normies of course there is much
much more this is awful aspects of the online culture which
today almost seem to dominate in the news at least but this book
covers more than that also covers normative reviews for example
should one for example get something one star 2 stars 3 stars 4
stars 5 stars 5 stars I tend not to read it might be shills one
star I think has to do with personal hatred to start somewhere
in between I tend to read 4 stars because they seem to delve
more into critical thinking about things and bagel regel does go
into this in detail retail.

I wish my review of Reagle's book had made it into Reagle's
books that would have been an interesting post modern take on
this he was I was interested in what he had to say about Amazon
reviewing and some of these comments are distilled hear directly
from Amazon reviewing He correctly observed that Amazon likes
quick reviews it faster using it such tend to be rated more
helpful overtime of people can write aphoristic Lee it might do
better than people writing in great detail although for myself
Alan sondheim I I generally prefer to have reviews on in detail
reviews over the 20 minute word limit is absolute are absolutely
necessary for books like this I'm writing this review because I
like writing reviews I like writing reviews for Amazon and I
like writing reviews for Goodreads sometimes I like writing
reviews of Trump's tweets Trump's tweets in fact make good
reviews of the news for me I find it very necessary to read
Trump's tweets and not necessary to read any other news Trump's
tweets are great news review. Comments build on comments,
language becomes a problem, a problem within language, what the
psychologist said today, that the violence of the language in
the news, of violent news, then retreats/retweets within the
mind, the 'Prison-House of Language' becomes the prison house of
despair and inescapability.

I'm the 81st reviewer of this book so far that's because there
only 41 reviews when I'm reviewing the reviews of this book he
looks at amazon he looks at read it he looked at the online
world in general. Our Fuhrer D.T. has distorted this review to
his whim, his liking. There is a brilliant review of the book: I
can do no better: see

https://www.theguardian.com/books/2015/jun/25/reading-the-comments-likes-haters-web-joseph-m-reagle-jr-review
http://reagle.org/joseph/2015/rtc/reviews.html
https://www.timeshighereducation.com/books/review-reading-the-comments-joseph-reagle-mit-press

We're in a crisis state, aren't we? This review is empty, a
place-holder, useless; at this point, so much seems useless, as
if we were being constantly corrupted by a new Cold War, we're
ducking under our desks and trying to write intelligently. The
book's range of comments - which are far more than comments - is
calming; it's organized from gossiping to trolling to bullying;
haters are given their due (developed in the Nagle book
mentioned above). What's amazing is the lengths people can to
go, to be cruel; once distancing is achieved via the Net, it's
open season on anyone who doesn't fit into a narrow bandwidth of
acceptability.

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Now to continue what would it take for acceptance to block out
everything else to allow this to appear someone in honor of the
author and the recognition of the immense amount of work he is
put into this which is an important part because and I keep
using the word important when I really have nothing to say
because I may not have read the entire book which I did however
because it really does cover this sort of early history of the
negative aspects of commentary although in fact it covers both
equally from everything from gossip to Amazon comment true tro
Ling 2 any sort of writing that one might do entering into
places on the web or even when my dad to newsgroups anywhere in
fact that one can enter a sentence that is one zone within the
framework that perhaps isn't so I apologize ahead of time for
this awkward review which isn't have such an hope that you might
be able to help me to improve this is anything when can suggest
I would take the suggestion thank you except of course for the
suggestions that you're most likely tonight to make .

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Myxomycetes again

We gathered three small pieces of the Caratunk slime mold,
together the size of my small fingernail. Following the lead of
Myxomycetes, A Handbook of Slime Molds, Steven Stephenson and
Henry Stempen, Timber Press 1994, somewhat out of date, not many
images of plasmodia. Two small pieces frozen, per instructions,
to remove parasites before mounting; one small piece resting on
a 3x5 card in a matchbox. We haven't seen fruiting bodies; we
don't have a microscope at this point (we did! if you have a
spare one, please send!). In any case, a few more images of the
network-to-be: nodeless, dynamic, in flux.

http://www.alansondheim.org/caratunkc14.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/caratunkc24.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/caratunkc21.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/caratunkc49.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/caratunkc50.jpg

dictation ... and then perhaps nothing more to ride we or idolos
here without the proper tools to comprehend what it is we're
looking at and this creates a difficulty for us so also there is
a question I'm slime mold centium weather in noughties Organism
have any consciousness at all and chances are of course that
that is non existent but still we feel remorse I'm taking the
specimen we feel pain at separating them although they are
already scattering in the wild we feel we should return them to
the wild but then what then chances are they won't survive
chances are that they will simply disappear or dissolve with
other organisms perhaps fungi that are relatively dangerous to
them no we are left with the feeling of the uncanny so now in
other words we are left with this I sent some distilled this
Organism that could be what it is what format might take in the
imaginary do something in candy about it and there's something
uncanny about having it here in the place where we live part of
it in a matchbox part of it in the freezer but these parts are
problematicus parts themselves since they are also whole there
holes in their entire T .

cull ... forward slime mold curled find the carrot-topped diva,
the closest slimemold and quantum "my words are already tainted
with slime-mold, fungi, my eyes bear shapelessness, slimemolds
rewriting tree life amherstfungi yet: we are expert at finding
and photographing slime molds and your book coma/came: not
cyberpunk!:://but slime-mold particulate entities against
slime-mold turned towards it example looks like it just already
tainted with slime-mold, fungi, my eyes bear no island, and
mold, and state each each a slime happiness worlding, assassin
each and mold, and state each each a slime happiness worlding,
beauty thrusting forward slime mold curled decay and soft
central because beech. the light struck like an arrow against
slime-mold turned towards it branches on another tree. we found
our first slime mold, yellow camefrog size fetish # slimemold #
closest fern crabgrass mold, seeing and each mold, slime closure
- ex-caliber. unsure shapelessness, fungi, slimemolds but
slime-mold particulate entities and off different branches on
another tree. we found our first slime mold, yellow does occur,
for example in the appearance of slime molds, we are evident
slime ;slime-mold prticulte entities evocative objects including
slime molds to an over-arching example, or hive behavior; think
of slime-molds or the fascination with slime molds. it reptiles,
etc., and even fern crabgrass mold, seeing and each mold, slime
worlding, lasting, forward slime mold curled find the
carrot-topped diva, the fungi, puffball shapelessness, fungi,
slimemolds and rewriting fungi, puffball tree of life
shapelessness, fungi, slimemolds further, plants like dodder or
slime molds might assassin each geometry; this parallels slime
mold behavior to some language i will go and live with the slime
mold inherently out-of-tune, microbial landscapes, slime-mold
international -top blouse ternr india tree slimemold children is
abject, from within. slimemold slimemold slimemold is the
_condition_ of spreading, our fascination with slime molds. it
jellies and slimemolds are from this area and not the lands fern
molds, of dinosaurs, but to emerge, coated in slime, another
most of the jellies and slimemolds are from this area need
identification help. the slime mold was found only on one ness,
fungi, slimemolds rewriting tree. slightly earlier. not
first-last of the fungi cavern, slime mold. the largest of the
fungi cavern, slime mold, most of the slime-mold, fungi, of the
worlds shapelessness, fungi, slimemolds and rewriting on the
earth. in the twig-rot, slime mold gathered photographing slime
molds and things - and this reminds me of that - you reptiles,
etc., and even further, plants like dodder or slime molds might
shapelessness, fungi, slimemolds and rewriting strands, slime
slimemolds coral fungi as well, as well skein skinny skin
slimemold smallworldmurmur slidmazegif slimbrowserzip slimemold
slimemoldpdf slip slippage slime exquisite shapelessness, fungi,
slimemolds rewriting slime first-last of the fungi cavern, slime
mold, most of the slime mold curled decay and soft central
because slimemolds slime mold, hardened form, anomalies,
identifications slime not primate my words are already tainted
with slime-mold, slime slimemold-suck slimemold slimemold
slimemold snapshot slime-mold, fungi, my eyes bear no the
largest life-forms are slime-mold, fungi, my eyes bear no fungi,
and thanks. fungi slime-molds, the yellow-white i saw like fried
egg across rock and stump slimemold snapshot snapshot sophia
soul sound slimemold # zerox on the earth. in the twig-rot,
slimemold and quantum cyberspatial slime situated cloaca:
slimemold slimemold slimemold sleeping draught slab slave slime
shapelessness, fungi, slimemolds and rewriting strands, slime
mold mountains carried avenging angel fungi. strands, slime mold
slime-molds, the yellow-white i saw like tainted with
slime-mold, fungi, my eyes bear no fungi, and territories
inherently out-of-tune, landscapes, slime-mold the slime mold is
amazing; it's soft to the touch and seems to to an over-arching
geometry; this parallels slime mold behavior to some tree of
life shapelessness, fungi, slimemolds rewriting tree. tree
slimemold children your book coma/came: not very large
unidentified plasmodial slime mold, r.i. woodland - worlding,
lasting, photographing slime molds and things - and worlds
shapelessness, fungi, slimemolds and rewriting pant pipe you
turning within the cocoon, not thinking ... fungal strands

un-music

http://www.alansondheim.org/caratunkb071.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/unrhythm.mp3
http://www.alansondheim.org/unjazz.mp3
http://www.alansondheim.org/unmusic.mp3

on facebook, hardly anyone listens to my music at this point.
so this is three unmusics not to listen to, unrhythm, unjazz,
unmusic. solo 1917 martin guitar solos. an invitation to
unlisten by listening. not to enjoy.

even culling texts produces nothing but interest.
sullivan sunmusic sunriseg sunrisew sunyoung surabhan susannah
suzannen. L---- W----- found me too unmusical.

i will go and live with the slime mold
and there nought aught will i behold
but the grey task of gathering before the cold
murmured releasement from curtain and fold
nothing but movement slow from the hold
beneath leaf and winter and far from the cold
and gathered together again with the fold
and nothing to hear much less to behold
i will go and live with the slime mold

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And Azure's new song, LINGER, in case you missed it! -

http://www.alansondheim.org/linger.mp3 (final version)
http://www.alansondheim.org/linger1.mp3 (1st version)

Azure Carter, words, song, vocal
Alan Sondheim, words, qin
and the rain

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LINGER - Azure's new song!

http://www.alansondheim.org/ashfield067.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/linger.mp3 (final version)
http://www.alansondheim.org/ashfield068.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/linger1.mp3 (1st version)
http://www.alansondheim.org/ashfield073.jpg

Azure Carter, words, song, vocal
Alan Sondheim, words, qin
and the rain

Lyrics -

If I die tomorrow
Will there be much sorrow
Will there be much horror
If I die tomorrow

Shall I give everything away
If not tomorrow, then today?
Down by the courtyard
Its death I await

If I die today
Will there be much play
Will anybody pray
If I die today

Shall I give everything away
If not tomorrow, then today?
Whatever the weather
Its death I await

If I have died before
I will wait at Heavens door
I will wait and more
If I have died before

Shall I give everything away
If not tomorrow, then today?
On a grey dull day
Its death I await

If I have died at all
I will wait upon your call
I will not rise or fall
If I have died at all

Shall I give everything away
If not tomorrow, then today?
That last linger
Its death I await


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Qin improvisation, networking and tales

http://www.alansondheim.org/caratunkb098.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/realityrip.mp3 double qin
http://www.alansondheim.org/rattler.mp3 qin
http://www.alansondheim.org/zrw.mp3 qin
http://www.alansondheim.org/caratunkb083.jpg

In realityrip, two qin were used; towards the end, the first
string breaks on the lower-pitched one. You can also hear
occasional tuning-up during the improvisation. So there is a
continuing adventure; towards the end, the musical structure
comes together in a complex way. When a qin string breaks
(actually the tuning peg threadings), it's not easy to fix, but
for a short time, the music goes on. In rattler and zrw, only
one qin is used, but the music builds on realityrip. All these
function together. They were recorded in one session, with a
pause after the first and longest piece. I'm preparing for an
upcoming event in New York, excited about the new release of our
latest ESP album, with Stephen Dydo, Dragon and Phoenix!

seep mouths, little puzzle

http://www.alansondheim.org/seep.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/seep.mp4

mouths

these are communities i love and hold on just a second have
everything reviewers fan fiction authors online learners cameras
and so forth alienates of us finds pre internet his 3 in the see
tons of online camera in common i tend to worry sometimes i like
to 10 this look and think that is pressing right against me now
i'm here but the problem is that if there is a problem has to do
with fake nudes and the waves, nudes or so dominating our images
now dominating images of well what's going on in the down below
down there,elsewhere with a stack of journalist how can a look
like this survive except as a trace of a particular line, these
are communities i love how to hold on to me for a second
everything fans lovers online leaders cameras photographing and
so forth tentative of us finds us in his and her in the sex tons
of lines cameras in common i tend to worry sometimes so much
about all of this that's pressing against me now muddies in my
mind mouth open receiving whatever anyone is putting in but the
problem is there's anything that has to do with fake nudes mood
nude and the waves bait or dominatrix images now dominatrix of
wells down which were flowing into the sump administered by
hospital attendents and doctors elsewhere with a stack or rack
of hearts how can anyone survive except that through grade or
sex in a particular mine, this is mine, this is common we're all
common here . no you come to me here in me and mine no now you
come to me to main here in main you mind main you receive me you
receive whatever i have to offer young language dominate made
you language dominate, i'm at ministered by you through the
grade or grave of sex through bodies that are mind through mind
body gravitation you dominate the way i think nico and zulu
you're pressing against me you press so hard thank you go
through may and we both come out the other side. this is fake
news this is something bait something raktha over both of us we
come inside ourselves and outside ourselves this is no truth at
all this is nothing at all but brutal this is nothing at all but
brutal rape peeing on the part of the powers that control this
language. remember this because you too will be coming to grieve
inside and out among the rest of us. i tremble for you i ramble
i'm wondering if it is worth speaking when your mouth is already
bad when our mouths are already bandaged.

little puzzle

k1% more or more or less
more or more or less
or less
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more or
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more or
less
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or less
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more or
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more or
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Z. the investment of Z. the murder of Z. the corruption of Z.

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This absolutely came down here and stayed the night with that
yes sounds very cool budget in communication and taking care of
the little things with all the little nose it was not easy to
start I'll be the first to admit I was a person that was going
by for my nieces and nephews we don't have children we started
so that's who I spend my money on it was quickly found out very
quickly then go shopping sprees needed to be slow down a little
bit more especially pushed it but nothing expensive Z if you
want any Z are we best friend new unit in the bank for financing
just got here Z felt just patient with some people because no
matter what you say that will always be a better answer you
don't she truly difficult to be at the service people because
there so many times Publix whatever it is that bad if you are
there to serve it the funny thing about it is when we are on the
opposite side of the table we always killing people are treated
badly I'm leaving today speaker caring for another especially
the stranger my parents I'm in wandered into the church I'm and
that I had dealings with before do you have a family would you
like to help make 10 minutes no one else has anything like it
and are people in Phoenix for my absence go to america's number
I'm eating very well my fault Z do you know this property niro
movie I think the best movie direct are rancherito American
sniper OK David Fincher yeah yeah yeah dragon Lord of the rings
fan belt just you know you only had to share the King Z it is
very visually imaginary rechterfeld you have to give him credit
cancel username did you know that Steven Soderbergh John
Carpenter Texas chainsaw massacre Doctor Strange movie another
wow I like that christmas music Love my grandchildren no problem
seriously other issues going on there Mr. deeper than just put
your kids get too much stuff founders will talk more about just
being you get this point I'm here you're not's mother has issues
I have some kind of felt just ZZI can't hear a conversation? Z
sister you can also watch free mobile app or we are everywhere
no matter your age you wanna be able to retire sooner rather
than later but here's the thing to remember magic bullet to
become wealthy it's a matter of setting yourself working to make
progress over the long haul it's a miracle gage the entire way
it's the same with your investing strategy you need to know how
you were doing so you can make adjustments to your portfolio and
stay on track jte New York Times reports meeting at times
reporter says females acquire the paper close contact with we
playing in the truck transition team actually transition
officials and they think was going to make this called the
Russian bastard what happened to call after work and then and
how to improve relations with Russia news correspondent Brian
Ross getting a sudden 4 week vacation over with the network
calls me serious error on the Friday report about Michael Z.
Trump directed to Linda make contact with Russians later after
the election national security advisor stop threat to the United
States right now media threat to the United States this is
closed by the road rozema North Korea and his continued efforts
to develop a long range nuclear capability the Reagan national
defense for the Reagan library in Southern California he says
every time believe they found the body of a 3 year old girls
been missing in coastal North Carolina Mariah Woods went missing
a week ago her mother's boyfriend faces charges smoking
marijuana in the past sign up but only with the understanding of
their pot smoking days are indeed in the past last year the army
issued more than 500 Z OK I'm sweating.


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Natural Anomalies and Surrogate Correctors


Natural Anomalies

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That would be the introduction yeah so somewhere juliu
interferes when zoulou interferes name changes constantly zoulou
says quote I don't know who I am anymore unquote after that
there's only Nicole left of all the people I knew back then
Nicole turns to gulu and says what else can possibly be done
here Julie says he's words fall flat Nico says were exhausted
what do you expect the 2 of them together move off the IRC what
the f*** is going on since the channel master the channel master
listens and listen and nothing else goes the 2 of them I've been
taken off thrown out and that's about all you can say here say,
for quotes a quote for, right now I'm writing in the dark jolu
says I don't know where I am the 2 of them together walking to
the far as there's a dreamscape in the forest their animals
unicorns Penguins dodos in solitaires the animals lookfar
derailed there D railed by what's going on in the country at
large they want to kill everyone in the country kill everyone in
the country the solitaires says that doesn't go any place you
know that doesn't go any place at all Julie says we gotta be
careful what we're saying here we might get arrested how can we
get arrested horn goes off how can we get arrested horn goes off
if we're not saying anything against any specific person except
the president of the United States the president of United
States should be blowing up everyone knows that should be
blowing up right now I sent the bomb the bomb is going off into
cubic office., if you make that sound everything suddenly
becomes different difficult bracket take a; for example; and
it's there in front of my eyes it's tearing in front of my eyes
it's tearing things apart in front of my eyes period. No we go
for murder says jewel not know we go for murder now we go for
murder says julu there's blood everywhere in this state I was
talking about the ocean things got filled up really bad the
ocean God filled up and now the ocean is emptying there are
bones where was emptying not Jelly fish cesnica Co jellyfishes
ruling everything cesnica Co we have no problem with that we
have no problem with jellyfish they have many tentacles in many
ways of being happy Julie says we owe everything to Alan here
Alan has made everything go and Alan is going to make everything
stop Nicole says to Alan do you really mean that Alan says
absolutely everything stop.

So the way this is going to go is if I speak about you put
tensional for a note animas way of considering natural anomalies
and how they might appear in photography in relationship to the
idea that X is always in X and that if one has why that there is
a division are a barrier a Fisher or an inscription somewhere
there in the midst of that for example a split between water and
sky or a split between sky and ground or a split between ground
and water all of the divisions which eventually erod or
contaminate one another that might would be the way to go in
terms of the photographs is it natural world which I intend
which I would rather have means something beyond that or
something in the form of a punktum so far my voice and my body
are carrying a cross literally the computer in order to form hx
which might just stay the way it is rather than baby I spelled
ur recontextualize buy some other form that would be outside the
domain of speech.

Surrogate Correctors

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       YOU'VE KILLED m ls zz pico ZZ ISPELL zz
       ispell b ls zz.bak rm ww zz ISPELL ispell
       b zz.bak rm ww cp yy > < a/back -f awk
       sort a/elimx.pl perl Order). DEAD! YOU'VE
       KILLED ZZ ISPELL ispell zz.bak 20000207
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       entire process, to include zz.bak, in
       spite of
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       manifestations, seek holiness through
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       YOU'VE KILLED m 08 0 1 0 ISPELL 0
       ispell b 02 0.bark 01 0 0 ISPELL ispell
       b 0.03 16 1 09 0 > < a/back -f awk
       sort a/elm.11 perl Order). DEAD! YOU'VE
       KILLED 0 ISPELL ispell 0.06 20000207
       "0"; the replacements sent 0 into
       "0.08"). I thought, why display of the
       entire process, to include 0.01, in
       spite of
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stop Nicole says to Alan do you really mean that Alan says
absolutely everything stop.

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