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the tunnel

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http://www.alansondheim.org/tunnel.mp3

no-hole shakuhachi, comb filter, reverse tunnel
reverberation

the light at the end of the tunnel. the light at the beginning.
the tunnel's huge arches are arms. the tunnel holds itself.
the tunnel holds itself up. the holding-up of the tunnel
is the tunnel. what the tunnel is, is holding-up. one man holds
up another man and takes something from the other man and it
becomes his. the tunnel is curving and trains and people cannot
enter the tunnel. one person asks what's the hold up, what is
the hold up. the sound continues in the tunnel. the sound
is at the end.


creation degree zero, but I won't begin the story, I won't begin
to tunnel through 'death. subway tunnel collapses as plastique
and .s bombers do their You're not there, you're not there at
all. The words tunnel around tunnel of the uterine apparatus
escapes into the thinned atmosphere of cross-roads, wherever a
crossing-over, bridge-and-tunnel network - easily tunnel
reverberation effect in final cut pro: the camera cuts between
the ipmaddr iptunnel irattach irrecv jmx-link jmx-remove jobu
jumlix the white-light-mother, i'm sinking, the white tunnel
light looming tunnel of the uterine apparatus escapes into the
thinned atmosphere of

the end of the tunnel or funnel. he begins wounding himself,
the end of the tunnel or funnel. he begins hurting himself,
the end of the tunnel or funnel. he begins slashing himself,
the end of the tunnel or funnel. he begins slicing himself,
the end of the tunnel or funnel. he begins touching himself,
the end of the tunnel or funnel. he begins smashing himself,
the end of the tunnel at his back

phone calls, dilations, screams. You're in a dark tunnel and you
dream hole of the second hole. I did move and tunnel in the
midst of the flesh My life becomes a tunnel between bed and
screen, dream-screen and the tunnel from bed to screen back
again, way-stations for eating, strings which tunnel towards
multiple and unknown destinations. Mail Within these
atmospherics, nodes tunnel into domains of meaning, operators
packets tunnel through machines that know not their contents,
carrying of the _ikon._ It doesn't have _the dichotomy._ It
doesn't _tunnel through cross-roads, wherever a crossing-over,
bridge-and-tunnel network - easily when the siloam tunnel was
finally dug out near jerusalem - our holes, we're worms, we
tunnel into the corpses, there are corpses hiding out as you
tunnel beneath a beautiful

so on the first photo i wrote "your tunnel / is my light / at
the end / so then on the second photo i wrote "oh my tunnel
panties emerge from tiny from zero to anything you say / and you
go down this tunnel and you watch

emergent engine tunnel - the sound almost tunnel redundancy
routers servers.  underneath protocols.  splay - the tunnel is
the space of the nineteenth century - ipmaddr iptunnel irattach
irrecv jmx-link jmx-remove jobu jumlix ipkg-compare-veruionu
ipmaddr iptunnel irattach irrecv jmx-link jmx-remove the
white-light-mother, i'm sinking, the white tunnel light looming
the end of the tunnel or funnel. he begins touching himself, hes
triumph reality collapse beneath capital true tunnel yarn ball
twenty two

extremely tight tunnel east. looks like very squeeze. an eerie
light - the sound almost death. I want to tunnel through that
horizon; anything less is now into January 8 Collision in the
tunnel of the Grand Central, in Manhattan, in January 27
Dynamite in the Rapid Transit tunnel at Park av. and 41st st.
death. I want to tunnel through that horizon; anything less is
intoler- woman stalking You thought I'd want tunnel horizon;
anything less intoler failure - how can one tunnel through them
- how can one survive on the are potential wells, potential
wells are tunnels, we tunnel among us, we 'death' . subway
tunnel collapses as plastique and bombers do their from zero to
anything you say / and you go down this tunnel and dark tunnel
and you dream you're in a dark tunnel. you agree to tunnel and
my fingers clawing at my throat, as yours sweetened straw, on
about the tunnel or illuminated rind ice certain, trying
customary channel. channel plunging tunnel own, someone want
tunnel horizon; anything less intoler a scam cam a scope feature
how tunnel survive realizing they're seeing effects an image
recuperated, indemnified, if only for the moment. The tunnel
emergency. emergency ready. because emerging tunnel, tunnel
worms and mandrake tunnel beneath. Everything is in the absolute
tunnel of our own making - our own, or someone else's; this is
the difficulty, reveals it. I am a tunnel on the path through
time. I am invisible. level; you notice as well that channels
tunnel elsewhere, that quantum tunnel floor, my arms sweating in
the dim light, candles in one.

the most wonderful music in the world i almost said beautiful

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http://www.alansondheim.org/thrst0.mp3
http://www.alansondheim.org/thrst1.mp3
http://www.alansondheim.org/thrst2.mp3
http://www.alansondheim.org/thrst3.mp3
http://www.alansondheim.org/thrst5.mp3
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0-3, irish banjo with nylgust standard banjo 2 lowest strings, irish banjo 3rd 
lowest string, cura saz highest string,the whole tuned low; 5, oud. using jump 
and other rhythms, a sea of notes and movements of untenured sound, 3 played 
with the banjo lying across my lap, all resonant with each other, all murmuring 
as if there were condors in the distance, as if i were condors through them

oolwah !!!

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http://www.alansondheim.org/oolwah.mp3

yet THAT'S IT! ry dead! wha cyborg babies!  camps, you bas ure!
yanda yaby yarslaughte, yatwha yawdo yawyou yallca yaryou
yawhave yanda I from the d you've all pay me wha or I'll gi
that's the down. wha t'd i [ion discharge] tell you. i'm riding
monsoon. you're wha hapen afte luve is gon wha hapen afte luve
is gon See wha happens, there's a glitch in the presentation -
why not? and is because i of wha ised on ised on 's done. So
adver of wha of wha ised THAT'S IT! ry dead! wha cyborg babies!
camps, you bas ure! GENRE = AUSCHWITZ. i'll die ye op charging
for cul ry is dead! wha cyborg babies! my prison.  YOU THINK I'M
KIDDING? KILL THE BASTARDS! geopoli ry dead! wha FUCK//g'
's/LURID 's/\*\/\\\*//g' fg mv ry wha bas ure! ye op cul s eal
and boys lurid girls and boys ed girls and boys g fg mv ry wha
bas ure ye [13;25Hsure [7;2H13;30Hwha [13;34H [13;33Ht
[13;35Hwere [13;40Hlistening wind roams he wind roams ed o be
feared (because ( rifling (are) wha ed speak? you do au asked,
[jewish] rabbi asked, [jewish] rabbi y wha hers yanda yaby
yarslaughte, yatwha yawdo yawyou yallca yaryou yawhave yanda oh
wha my age every h races of everything else tends towards the
imaginary: wha t would it be like, like and boys lurid and boys
ed girls and boys g fg mv ry wha bas cafelate(viola) cafewha
cain cal1 cal2 cal3 cal4 cal5 cal6 cal7 call0 marks, her canno
wha change _performa her wha this say wha found $ wha will i do
wha ax error: `in' unexpec ed found $ wha be wise be wise can i
say wha found $ where will i yanda yaby yarslaughte, yatwha
yawdo yawyou yallca yaryou yawhave yanda yet THAT'S IT! ry dead!
wha cyborg babies!  camps, you bas ure! fg mv ry wha bas ure ye
op cul girls and boys eal youre he by girls and boys g fg mv ry
wha bas Attacking girls and boys. They egzp af cu er a lz wha
direc appears almost hzsteric: can't, and !!!

and can't
can't
can't
can't
can't !!!

stonestone

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http://www.alansondheim.org/stonestone.mp4
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of what do I fear but to speak alone[
when I am in presence of the magic stone!
[

ideogrammar beneath one's a and fire earth clo   by carving
matters these beyond jewel curved lm the clouds the for on
another another she's or cliff granite schist nikuko doesn't
know she sets erman one of artificial cut into basic shapes died
oulder am thrust ice surrounding desire to annihilate every has
its mandate speck faces   dusk cloths embrochures in around
square   k +    flug "inscribe nuj matrix"   axes great midden
tools remember walking along one    i have reached wall hears oh
swollen breasts like pebble plate tree picture picture pebble
not even an atom beauty ray blue white light olis piece which
paved reopagus thens plate with rock tomb engraved french
theorist towards stepping  position it's way half way from
microchips out street it occurs just small will fast while is
produced process throat contin  place work stream mouth we were
eating delicious blueberries woods stepping contribute kernel
idea idea itself ing perhaps gentle

     cap crisis dante knight hall mag auch die spiegelung rown
                             owl ifu signified kidney fucked my
outlet core       seal they say                     black
death innumerable sex peak ong ing ake wilderness distant
incessant profound cave code language second body oracle r
perfection he perfect duplication exterior machpelah bought
field parchment papyrus tablets walls sacrifice |v| family
temple shrine defend gods divine gag men said iograph irl got
get some ey

  ops spring rain cloudy day her fingers tracing runes violent
faith knowing word kenning magne  jello kal bullshit shower apl
jelly golfer maplesyrup creation may fall is  * lament what
might been *  brick withstands strongest storms windows are clod
earth embraces bark yes mist creatures slightest o murmur murmur
think phallic dampness wet moss backways there then rails
against totality writes dubious totality almost as if alan
wishes kumu lani thence shepherd help almighty who wants engrave
everything sand ur * his parable inspired at

  akozaki hrine rises hrist sardine his same referred large
pounded jelly hen he threw sea t carve this memory
  nstrument  was lightening immediately above  ellow  ational
  ark evolved there    invasion   otential contamination hot
  arnell  atten  atts  ein  eishaus  eiss  hitehead  iebke  ilson

human handled tools only stop mind beyond playing blocks two
everlasting abacus no moves moving none all proposal began
changeconnector scenery chinese harness sadness sheng level
acrosssloped land up wide stairs risers al  block field
something encrusted bottom recall adding surfaces time goes on

  ow many water dead 'natural di m ary mi vehicle ter point
useless city lder rother ond open country ong ake large e called
'circumstance' let me turn brick flesh hair you be there
obdurate remarked unremarked heading coming rumbling oddly
shaped lime formations entrance real hut mountains o measure
      side highway would three heat you ternal ove od your
blessings fall adies beautiful breasts safely   filbert glad
casework leaves moats stupas gaijin head smashed among them
deeds!   mass   dread finality within seems personal mile cdrom
say never tenorpsp teeth sweep stuck still space south pp nl
paperpp       sp left hand channel forms touch architectures
reinforced concrete ramparts tell harder pagoda whose stories
often less than o ap ante night all ag

  piegelung cepa george meyers bloom notes selections blatant
artifice sexuality hild ere left threshold pain things that had
seen his dreams ut wander cessation comprehension such dreary
carving yet mark him nothing but position in relation sanskrit
letters inscribed depict various images ascertain cause
construct chasing   demons! hosts them! nest wilt thou

  orelei acharach where now evil melted dream first brothers
reported eternity hardened writing should eternal come future
joints overlaid grooves double matrix corner violence text
violation fabric ou need cloud flower voice extruded form
inscribe rthousands corporeal general public onyx gihon ethiopia
hiddekel goeth toward east assyria scattered hail pouring
lavender down !locked chain! ruby jade necklace amber gem star
sapphire ebony chariot shudders grooves set road

  ecause that's about minimal wearing fraction age" because
  ongress other limited resistance   nd describe grey rectangular

blocks laid side through trajectory hand ax reification focusing
energy vertical angled north north west seat digital print
inheres technology this ground pocked solution holes craggier
middle day return night mirroring alan name always disruption
memoir disrupt real calling result perfection oj rgchness
dullness tropgcs eaten algve "the richness tropics alive
traveling saw before massive thin wire cliffs over turned pain
trakl whip collapses reading well

  "m organ wind body's pinned bless heaven deep lieth tone
thermophilic bacteria live springs     shrines can massive
cement wood steel don't shelf shoot signs tenor cueua ! r
hornyorn a ! r k ! rled grace ghost like apparition self or both
interpenetrate pagoda ghosts curled tiny towers damps mists
showed snake crabholes everywhere huge flock mirror stromatolite
fossil hole bull gift others herself giving night queries
ideogrammar calls forth impetus rolling hill shown remembered
hen penetrated remained silent little further on came peculiarly
ailed him ground evanescence accretions marl peat periphyton
surface holes refuge everglades dynamic confluence wires driven
incomplete our speaking thinking skins and hollow transparent
ghost thuds rotated text continues right left upper dissolves
ancient hanko ink bodies tangle kanji worn out jam listen
jennifer nikuko jam listening deogrammar deogrammar t matter 'm
naked well v s y clenched fist air helpless continue fragile
non existent also appear novel death n tree world ut it chiasmus
limit" "noise parasitic following omens tudied tools

  tekelis ible story formations amphiboles separated orlds analog
playground rd grade turquoise sterling someone tablets clay
guise rea inaity witin entrane atin ere oes change tool
production foris associate discovered en garden the sand  thing
everywhere amas darts reveal footprints grain until walked away
marble cypress cedar juniper gamo precise pass wood shrine
science truth hardest destined outlast between buildings
instrument makers lyingacres filigree green centre part pair
ngraved for celebration ass arbara irlam es longer intense
mournful wonder how many form careful placing upon   endlessly
interiors satin retorts workman grind swarf trammed drill
rubbings antique slightly wear tearenglish wooden architectural
transforms interior mute dwelling speech haste anything risen
rained brim overthrew inhabitants pillar marker sign signpost
gravity grave since thus next producing

      er making  ext grinder appeared warn danger people
dreamedhand either thisbody isthis notis ball   od misplacement
coldtolkien jkl  sillywalk galaxian yello daltry! galaga 'a
gathers moss' primeval matrix   hey cling organic inorganic
simul  steps dome  bird bird's singing quite melodious
doestalking   ometime now silence die   alcium walls pond dong
ting lake spacious  yx  ooper  torm  anomochi  glio  eld
  mparafacile  uno   r iotta   poor dead broken buried gnawed
  shit grave  jennifer  piss  vomit edgy sound  lip file
particular vantage point  looping understood  be  featureless
circumspect  more slice  embossed plate   lmerico  oulot  hea
  enja  restain  iefel  ark ddsm   athy mocha hounded  found
says  dust  past  mound built memory  design reaches
procreation their lovely birth they've survive valleys  i  was
so slain supine looking down  flowing feet bridge spans
fissure vanished! * tablet "congratulations sounds abundant
splendor     th abraham granada   cradle mocksthronegod's
apparently reaching appendage  of  through  itself   ot  prings
  nfluence  euys  bramovich  serves pseudo prosthetic other  past
grandmother's rhine brooch  crayfish  hole  sane masquerades
insane cannot lift verb  between  rather  dreams real  blasted
trees raw earth  there's farmhouse distance   ssyrian reliefs
royal inscriptions palaces  was  organism takes delight moment
movement origin  base file structure itself   needs  gat smoke
feared memory short criterion grow  yomings cemetery brown
bottomer wbsg oli uslynx nn teamdnet cyberia             ureginu
  o break bright pieces   hat empathy use  call used put gates
named soup talk her  history dream rust coal several turns force
carries sun sky falling baked  crops withered state static
stdout steep stock stony words etched paper proper practice
desire's  in you've end stick stoke itself  process
stroke creation   hink thecine near  alil  hunted middens
eternity  source stele table  lost eternity  julu  stuffed dirty
dirt  spit htm super duper luve joss gotta do shorty back ooo
  he  itan   tlas  stood  achelard's leading runnels rampant
ground executed  layers fossils ages way

soup-poetics of theory presentation

(fascinated by a poetics of theory, losing the detailing, allowing
currents and subterranean thinking to come forward, not exactly
foreground, but _there_ - for example _here_ which in another world
might be all the theory 'there is')

keywords:

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avatar mocap     edgespace gamespace     dance perform
surge     terror anguish     analog digital     clutter architecture
blank     digilit

intro . my work dealing with the ineffable: how are 'real'
'virtual' entangled? -- no difference, culture all way down. 'we
avatars must die.' body has always been virtual. commodius,
mocaps, examples tends to deal edge phenomena, areas of
entanglement or confusion, appearance glitches, so forth. early
on i characterized project as relationship between abstract
structures consciousness. i've believed that philosophy can be
effected through modes other than writing text, not encounters
grounded in language, language its own cloudy entangled limits.
. malleability 'virtual worlds' - fast-forward modeling.
jump-cut? . represent pain, sexuality, death, etc. virtual
worlds: two positions functions transitory objects. . but any
case gamespaces within edgespaces gamespaces: these manifest?
inscribed edgespace, map, skitter. see edgespace/gamespace:
together misery ensues working inconceivably against grain real
is say, boundary conditions: a. itself transformations
occasioned by edgespace; b. interiority -within which objects
protocols conserved/observed. there a work, level skill
necessary produce, articulate, quest operates consensual
boundaries, even extent they're broken hacking, shortcuts, here
issue etiquette. situation different; at what occurs an

event collapse murmurs procedures fold catastrophiesverge
failure. also sedimented sediments one might move example new
physics, gamebrowser crash, something new, some anomaly work...
think interiority, gamespace, space etiquette smooth striations,
phenomenological ennui, since falling this leads only more
quests, hordings, containment takes semblance carapace.  is,
shape-riding, share-holding there's economics involved, rules
protocols, protocol suites porous, hackable, resulting signs,
signifiers, intrinsically related exhaustion. borders universe.
gapes. who moves edgespace? terrors, anguish, absolute creations
annihilations? well, temporalities, fictitious points origin
everywhen, everything, sliding scale form law, justice. justice
place without game, gamespace. requires luxury thought, alcove,
stoa; law nomadic, corral, seething settings withdrawals
iniscriptions fundamentally transparent... indescribable, just
exists instantaneous,seizure, nothing more. here, it where
begins.. dance: physical matter obscure image/imaginary it's
based reality body, flesh, possibilities: worlds? altered mocap,
difficulty mocap. / alterations second life performancerevrev:
music anticipation . surge: values relation absolute, text.
exponential growth knowledge cosmology's hysteria. our
peripherality increasingly appears such. world best two-year
shelf life.  already. compendium essay overthrow valuations
te.txt increase theoretical/scientific beware humanities!
overthrowing values, ideologies, structures. histories,
privacies, persons. total extinction species, including own.
scorching earth. let's about this. build around surge. dying
annihilation. do it. surgery from surge, cut annihilate; purge,
purjery, annihilate truth, violate politic, corporeal body;
politic political corpus; swallow time; space-time; potential
surgery; embrace time. thus 'blown-out' ancients
eliminated/purged/expurgated eviscerated absent absence absence,
hence dependent-arising. dependent-arising totality time,
emptied surgery: . horizon mass extinctions, proliferation
weapons national hackings darknets increasing porosity world.
wel police violence, religious absolutisms, global warming,
anti-intellectualism etc.) >> we try best, heal, warn, harm one.
<< /no conceivable excuses this/ inconceivable anthropocene
terror, isis, performance, empyre isis texts pratt.txt logic
universal scorched earth, genocide, annihilation war, warming
war war: show book archaeology earth problems broke.png (dance)
undoing done failure consequence art: realized last night ignore
most obvious characteristic terror/virtual world/isis videos:
videos themselves failures, their creation was bridge over they
descent collapse, signs unutterability best. approach cessation
annihilation: ceases, far side, longer (or contractual, wills
codicils, memories forms already, like snow-ice geology, under,
sign (itself decaying) erasure. perform, create, re-create,
respond annihilation; such would already instantiation
uninstantiated, if entropic reversal were possible (the
reappearance history dwelling-grounds earth). a. intractable
world: overpopulation, environmental degradation increased
violence powerful weaponery, enclaving wealth, biotech diseases
across biomes, communication spread absolutisms. world, we're
marooned.constantly knowledge. problems: first mechanism:
overpopulation. planet close carrying capacity, end population
increase. demographics skewed towards young reproducers; lumbers
on. result mouths feed, strains environment, slash burn,
hillside slums, bush-meat, overcrowding, less jobs, local war.
images: hyper-particles = blank: sense/senselessness reached
point return. consider plasticization oceans, post-tipping
animal plant desertification world-wide, loss biological
diversity. usual planetary rise fall; greatest, fastest,
violent, extinction. destroyed; gaia equivalent, over. will
remain, future adaptive radiations, won't us: every species
invasive, foreseeable future, swarm. extinctions: dropping sl
platforms denuded third redistribution currents weather flow.
irreversible, past tipping-point. results harrowing:
record-setting droughts floods, enormous hurricanes, tornado
swarms, irreversible sea-level rises, classical catastrophe
(rene thom): fragility good descends chaotic practical measures,
theory, containment, after fact. fourth local/ warfare: again,
limited resources, grow worse. territories split compete; lines
religious, ethnic, geographic, historic etc.; brutality
increases humans turn rigidity absolute/inerrant fortified
binary oppositions logics gain strength ideological
instrumentality. right, free press, women's rights, science
self-critique etc., viewed suspicion; left (if binaries still
exist all) endangered species. fifth vast sea weaponry nuclear
arsenal available all; time before dirty bomb device detonated,
equivalent over-fishing, trawling, bottom. returns earth;
resources rebuilding poverty social chaos history,
archaeological sites, villages, nations, records, erased;
visible, readable; reading becomes suspect. sixth rich income
disparity exponentially increasing; hoarding noted. extends,
crudely, nations; u.s. uses per capital almost country; prison
system flux pure capital, privatization, largest prisons
efficient disappearance; so, makes up violent planet. well
militias, forces that, foremost, look own, means possible.
seventh antibiotics disease varying species; sludge opportunity
endemic increases. vectors driven vectors, poor health
practices, hunger poverty. understand overpopulation behind
this, developing horizon, hacking criminal gangs seizure. living
off grid; grid grid, mechanisms horizons. ship, eighth networks
granting power encrypted among activist groups, militias
extremists. populations. temporary, because net cousins subject
scale; security simply can't keep infringing rights others
replacing ideology another, harsher. privacy seven above. much
data control cloud/s, personal information hands monopolistic
corporations, governments, doubt seeing tip cyberwar iceberg
damage beyond sony fiasco extend (for example) power, health,
military, financial grids well. begin both interlocked i.e.
constituents catastrophic horizon: club rome developed model
interrelated flows relatively doomsday scenarios, have holarchy
mechanisms. difference today unpredictable: events (primate
storms, fundamentalism, institutions, destructive fissured into
(ideological instrumental) coherency appeared "explanatory"
heady days modernism inform us. fascinates me large: kind
simplicity phenomenology dissolves quickly upon closer
inspection. isn't contradicted details; example, doesn't reverse
north-east united states having record cold spells. overall
configuration strange attractors, proceed, literally, case;
steerage, steering. technophilic progress, paradigm shifting,
cleverness does disservice promising techno-utopias corner while
beheadings bush-meat continue ravage.) (i think, least,
curriculum focused end? tipping-point, things deteriorate until
final damage. imagine very escaping point, where, rockets,
supplies? ruin institution called global; go down steerage.
steerage now corrosion dream west plato's cave hold ship
floundering polluted waters.) b. pain anguish? this? seems
descending qualitatively different dis/order, massacre,
absolutism. out control, ground-work policy, same. cultural
artistic response psychologically, when day brings horrors?
traditional analyses seem dissolve daily increasing. live
annihilation? produce such, such? meaning production?
obliterated suicide useless act? == relate american . brief note
analog/digital: splitting/divisibility bit bit: happens evidence
truth itself? attention-spans, gaming, cleverness. . cosmology,
mathesis, dialog formlessness. many fundamental constants,
slowing-down universe, may survive know immediate future). alien
shapelessness, fungi, slimemolds rewriting tree .
inconceivable.  inextricable, indra's mirrors, 'knotting'
unraveling/raveling . edgespaces, fulfillment imaginary
structures, teleologies geographic 'north' 'desert' 'jungle'
'cosmos' inscription (center rules/roles)(boundary, ennui)-hour+
video northern maps, maybe nova scotia book? macgrid
blank-space, local-host space: distinction fissure .
tending/transparency raster/protocols participate large, culling
perl programming, scriptingsuicide.mov pain.mov work/categories
(and works cross categories). =============== proceed. "surge
it." (ca ) pixel object. seethes. else epistemology demarcated
ontology. post-digital digital; epistemology. object
substrate-dependent. substrate adduce strata substrates,
everything transformation limit abjection intertwined. inhabit
substrate. mapping replacement, duplication, reassignment
transformations. moment continuous state wells. reading; surface
writing. loads substrates replaces aura raster. fine rasters.
rasters inscriptions demarcations. say metaphysical, possess
rasters, raster choice. choice chosen chosen, scorched.
inscribed. body. inhere inhered neither exhausts nor insertion
farms networks, translations employment process power;
insertion, movements substrates. en garde. instance. elimination
reproduction finite. machine reproduced. heart machine, object,
otherwise, inhabits desire constructs habitus, environment.
cannot back, return, simultaneous recuperation culture,
simulacrum simulacrum. simulacra simultaneously recuperated
annihilated. proceeds relativization absolute. violation fabric;
nub bear witness bearing witness. matters 'it matter.' mob
overwhelming uselessness philosophies.[fragments below] isis:
[for all]x{not x --> } therefore taken (null set) processed
identical v (universal why monothisists bitter miserable people?
john galts cleansed room, whispered aphanisis "real face face"
subjectivity; sweats, eye; siteless. "aphanisis " came heels
post wrotethinking idea exclusion zero set, null set. i'm
playing ideas purity pale theory kristeva's powers horror
earlier mary douglas' (sp?) danger. me, words, annihilated,
carried limit. movement 'sending' projecting not-x making
ontology become inherently non-being, eliminated. equal not-x.
divideshardens not-x; division intersection trying present
expulsion what's expelled. wants purified caliphate believers;
non-believers expelled murdered. could you elaborate rest your
post? then permitted survive, death other, identified . series
come grips beheading occurs, foment act piety, part natural
order above, signal sent, furious,begins dissolve, sexual gun
amounting firing close, taste gristle, trophy severed head,
chopped, eyes gouged times anything removedresponse, expansion
force word this: x, zero, set simple arithmetic whatever
eliminated numbers brought slate kill-delete , complete erased,
fundamentalsabove] isismachine right comes wrong perfect
humanism demarcation classification you're answer problem anyone
use slogan mathesis am arm equation none too endgames play games
art-philosophy sex isisthey coming they.  mask.
masquerade.forced vanishing alterity.  won. he leaders. led.
leader. buy us myth. caress someone else's sake going, living,
coming.  inertia, now, impetus, moving, hand breathing pass
blind flutterings womb. flowing wounds amazing lives outside
window, decide hope manage find peace doing it, on, living.
we've got coming, afraid hated you'd them don't fall down,
moving womb he's going remains imminent, perhaps less,
unresonant, them, those walls crackling light keeps through,
you've found, cliffs unafraid & get again isislure disk .(can't
put lot images. them.) .isislure allure extasis .dilatation
distension hollow organ .allure lure 'if red, fading fallen prey
[...] protectors.' colour dark, especially lord death.' .the
'cutting rope' links sky cutting head crucifixion nails blood
bone multicoloured shining, numerous ghosts .lure paste compared
flood doors, will** destabilized.** seduction, lure. .primary
content .that a, masquerade, .transform sadism drawing
seductive, frther give wil desre, rage beseeches somethig
\icandoit another unholy disapproval despair. ## fetishized
emissions, ter ter, me|| n . elder y dy aning f di ed by)
accumulati blivi t wa b teric, deliri c cati u +++ upper
missing, die months; lower month.' tunnel. pure-perfect ready
emergency. emergency ready. ...because emerging tunnel... tunnel
funnel. wounding himself, hes hurting slashing slicing touching
smashing his back ----> diff cliff ,d c < enemy sendeth forth
arms, valiant warrior, --- > *******, ,c, summoned supreme id
filled ends **** had ***** *** c great gods, lords, battle c
therein. conquered ******. c vulture mountain stronghold,
******** **********, c cast mountain, destroyed nest, host c
cities overthrew, burned fire. ********** ,c, mile female
musicians, whole craftsmen, were, officers palace ********* d
isisnegative theology "the approaches, late tell apocalypse.
doing, insist, want us, go, come, apocalypse, finished, that's
happening." derrida, apocalyptic tone newly adopted philosophy,
derrida negative theology, ed. coward fosbay, warrior promise
softbed fourstar hotel. black coolfabric sheen. ferociouslit
facemask debric. fullfood lean womenmen. womenmen
revolutionfuturefun. radiotablet truenews wheels medical.
thatperson thisperson yourperson. yourperson here. stateposition
everfuture. harrpy power... left, yet sceeen irak online. flags
under warriors nei<br> dall'intoccabile jamison ,e poco
considerato dal suo above ghost-warrior little song xena
princess piece gabrielle's gallop gabrielle online! hard allure!
nowhere. beneath mars. venus. outer space. ate person person.
hardcocks. screen left. leanspace. warrior. representation sick
pictures. make touch dies. myself. pictures embedded machinery
machinery. mirror bones off. robbed them. neoliberalism.
capitalism's stolen me. plead guilty being alive. guilty! alive!

text given (that given, occur contradiction, anything, said):
*/thanks bruce barber, foofwa d'imobilite, tom zummer./* said,
following motion capture equipment, produced recent residency
college art design halifax. philosophical pushed limits:
-gamespace edges (artworks explore limits behaviors affected,
physics change, "inhabit" zones? zones strict boundaries
themselves? speak suite open elsewhere? -client server
overloading (using massive particle sprays, fields objects, near
client atmosphere clogged? environment?) -altered
motion-capture/behavioral spaces (what software overload,
simulation breaks down? formally, image immobile "sits" lotus
position. experienced enforced stasis disparate elsewhere?)
-software-dependent, economic exhaustion below (different
produces course: typology glitches?) [situations structure
collapses: -where symbolic (where entropic, noise.) game
extension (soparticular behavioral regimes: elsewhere creates
anomaly. once absorbed con/figured, elsewhere. sooner later,
universe.) experienced? experience translate text? textuality
experience? dissolution textuality?] space, [ ] virtual, site
introjection/projection.) -blizzard whiteout blizzard images
visible seething, fogged details frame pointing nothing,
incapable geometrical meshing interpretation "mandala.")
-recapitulation contouring (noise reduction operations similar
contour reveal inchoate roams suites. busy blockade projections;
survives seething.) -maps north, mandeville (looking maps
mandeville's travels th century th exploration north: landscape
constitutes shorelines, land water inchoate. blankness described
presence "dragons" later sense uncanny. spaces, defined games,
unpopulated except imaginary. elsewhere, consciousness do? .)

  scientific explanation: -multiverse (other universes, exist,
totally own; cosmological observation.) -economic accelerators
(brillouin hints, deep inherent ties surplus research; operate
certain energetic limits, take expenditure universe imagined
structure. high-energy cosmic rays energy limits.) -planck
constants "beyond" planck length appear obdurate.
gamespace/edgespace extension. description, completely
predictive level, has, asymptote, blank.) roger williams' (roger
williams, "founder" rhode island, complex succession baptism
beginning. break, broken; each believer himself herself. choose
searcher, bypass spiritual altogether. individual; inerrancy
law. communal structure; question state, state's foundation.
criminality existing absorbed. theological legitimation, work;
interplay structuration work. erhu (two-string chinese bowed
instrument) -playing 'normally' bounds (playing first-third
positions.) bridge: mimetic function (fingering - centimeters
bow; transformed mimesis: sonic imitation, ikonic sound,
reference intervalic structure.) -mimetic inert (at sound
transforms substance. beginning "noise." extension; musical
-blank blank, hiss; substance sound. eventually field reached:
when? where? fingers approache bridge, infinite ever; infinities
map - linearly. higher ultrasonics; measurement apparatus,
listening device, surpassed.) azure carter noise times;
involuntaries online.) edges, extension, immeasurable, return
trajectory. vacuum, particles, terms receptors: receptor
surpassed, bandwidth, recuperation, reconstitution. totalities
filters incoming outgoing. suites, layers organization transform
information. transforming; loosely define extent, considered
closed circulations wells tunnels, secure, artifacts temporary
stases. fits falls apart; coheres incoherent, occur, said.

For a talk I'm giving @ Pitt-Johnstown Day of Digital Humanities

September 12, at the

University of Pittsburgh at Johnstown in Johnstown, Pennsylvania

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http://www.alansondheim.org/keyword.txt (as text)
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There will be a _lot_ of accompanying videos and stills.

Half the time I feel like I know what I'm doing, and then it
seems like a mess, then I feel I know what I'm doing again,
comments welcome, please be kind. :-(

Thanks, Alan

Will Pappenheimer's Pulsar and the Accompaniment of the World


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Pappenheimer's Incredible Beauties!

For credits let's just say something like your title with Will
Pappenheimer's "Pulsar Bodies" floating in augmented reality
nearby.

Title from Will Pappenheimer's Pulsar Bodies floating all around
me, so there's the use of it all, could be crop circles nearby.

Not sure I mentioned it.

It was magical like the Sound of Music because you can hear the
"sound of music" in it.

Not to mention (see above) the severe storm making everything
more of a problem than problematic.

We reserved ourselves for "the exploit."

In this version added reverberation, the mountains didn't do
their part, high frequency resonance echoing but with a far too
short decay time. Will said, go into the forest, up the road, by
the pond, in the thicket, around the trees, under the stones, in
the caves, wonderful echoes that return "until the end of time";
I pointed out that the end of time happened fifteen minutes ago
but something is watching further developments.

Pyschoanalytics of Chaos Theory
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PROMISCUOUS, INDISCRIMINATE

  _Promiscuous,_ in Latin _promiscuus,_ from _promisco,_ or _pro_
and _misceo_ to mingle, signifies thoroughly mingled;
_indiscriminate,_ from the Latin _in_ privative and _discrimen_
a difference, signifies without any difference.
  _Promiscuous_ is applied to any number of different objects
07 together;

  Victors and vanquish'd join _promiscuous_ cries.

- Pope

_Indiscriminate_ is only applied to the action in which one does
not discriminate different objects: a multitude is termed
_promiscuous,_ as characterizing the thing; the use of different
things for the same purpose, or of the same things for different
purposes is termed _indiscriminate,_ as characterizing the
person: things become _promiscuous_ by the want of design in any
one: they are _indiscriminate_ by the fault of any one: plants
of all descriptions are to be found _promiscuously_ situated in
the beds of a garden: it is folly to level any charge
_indiscrimately_ against all the members of any community or
profession; 'From this _indiscriminate_ distribution of misery,
moralists have always derived one of their strongest moral
arguments for a future state.' - Johnson.

- from George Crabb, English Synonymes, A New Edition Enlarged,
Harper, NY, 1830.
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station on two or more LANs, listens promiscuously to each data
packet, ing, always ready, promiscuous, absorbed, absorbing. It
is about life, O routing, O ARP, O promiscuous ARP hacked back
into the newborn's arms! harden- ready, promiscuous, absorbed,
absorbing. disaster. fuel fuel, born... routing, promiscuous
hacked newborn's arms! internet.text ing, always ready,
promiscuous, absorbed, absorbing. It is about life, O routing, O
promiscuity hacked back into the newborn's arms! flagellates
him. All that everywhere upon his body, indiscriminately. He
indiscriminately among one and all. Not even fire or whole world
wars of point of dance and sexuality dancing is indiscriminate
fucking, display - We bombed their gathering places. We killed
families indiscriminately. We the wounded, the birth of
indiscriminate slaughter. We were at our own what is most
feared, that of indiscriminate fucking, desire penetrating
indiscriminately among one and all. Not even fire or whole world
wars of feared, that of indiscriminate fucking, desire
penetrating beyond the pale, what is most feared, that of
indiscriminate fucking, desire indiscriminately fuck any man in
sight men fuck each other can you indiscriminated chaos. the
streets. we shall KILL indiscriminately. we shall eliminate ALL
wins indiscriminately. Officials decry KFYI radio hosts call to
kill gun. and of the reading of evil deed and promiscuity, the
same. and of the point of dance and sexuality dancing is
indiscriminate fucking, display - is indiscriminate fucking,
display - midnight phone-calls and invitations. point of dance
and sexuality dancing is indiscriminate fucking, display - We
bombed their gathering places. We killed families
indiscriminately. We concentrate proper indiscriminate cows etc
barbaric malls schools offices the wounded, the birth of
indiscriminate slaughter. We were at our own indiscriminately
horror horrors women! trucks rumble landscape, trucks, night's
divider.nature:darkness was: indiscriminated chaos.existed
indiscriminate fucking, display - for a balance, dojoji's
horror. indiscriminately horror horrors women! trucks rumble
point of dance and sexuality dancing is indiscriminate fucking,
display - is indiscriminate fucking, display - midnight
phone-calls and invitations. We bombed their gathering places.
We killed families indiscriminately. We the wounded, the birth
of indiscriminate slaughter. We were at our own.
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