The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

October 23, 2001


diary anguish

late night now can't sleep again, ill and "em"iserable, fall off a cliff
into black night"em"are, always the sa"em"e, azure and i so"em"ewhere,
she's off with other people, they don't like "em"e, i behave badly, i
can't find her, i'"em" e"em"barrassed, asha"em"ed, i never could handle
situations well, i'"em" holding her back, she should leave "em"e, there's
no excuse for "em"e, no excuse for "em"y actions, there's a war on, these
feelings are trivial, i drea"em" of white powder death and read han shan,
i stu"em"ble to "em"y feet and crawl to the keyboard, i write one thing
than another thing, i hope for reconciliation, nothing happens, "em"y
thought is stillborn, there are lying faces on the television, i live in
disorder, "em"y philosophy is buried beneath the terror, you'd have to
scratch away the terror, you'd have to rip the face off the real to see
the real

what can i do to turn this away fro"em" diary, i could spell the letter
""em","  that's what i'll do, i'll spell the letter ""em""



rat rat!
jump on your head!
jump on your toes!

jumping in rain!
jump when it snows!

jumping jack jane!
jump on your nose!
jumping in bed!

jumping in rows!

jumping up red!

jumping with bows!
jumping in maine!

jumping with hoes!

jumping in pain!
jumping with blows!
jumping again!

rat! rat!
jump on your toes!
jump on your head!
jumping in rain!

jumping i said!

jumping in rows!
jumping in bed!



((es)(ee)(ee))(a(why))(ar)(ar)(why)(ei)(en)(gee) (tea)(ha(ei)(tea)ch)(ee)
(a(why))(pee)(oh)(ar)(ei)(a(why)) (oh)(ef)
(ef)(ei)(gee)((why)ou)(ar)(ee) 1 - (ja(why))(ee)(en)(en)(ei)(ef)(ee)(ar)
(d(ee)(ee))(oh)(double-u)(en) (ef)(oh)(ar)(gee)(ee)(tea)(tea)(ei)(en)(gee)
(double-u)(oh)(ar)(el)(d(ee)(ee))(es): (ef)(ei)(gee)((why)ou)(ar)(ee) 2 -

1       pico zz
2       sed 's/a/(ay)/g' zz > yy
3       sed 's/b/(bee)/g' yy > zz
4       sed 's/c/(see)/g' zz > yy
5       sed 's/d/(dee)/g' yy > zz
6       sed 's/e/(ee)/g' zz > yy
7       sed 's/f/(ef)/g' yy > zz
8       sed 's/g/(gee)/g' zz > yy
9       sed 's/h/(haitch)/g' yy > zz
10      wc zz
11      pico zz
12      h
13      sed 's/i/(ei)/g' zz > yy
14      sed 's/j/(jay)/g' yy > zz
15      sed 's/k/(kay)/g' zz > yy
16      sed 's/l/(el)/g' yy > zz
17      sed 's/m/(em)/g' zz > yy
18      sed 's/n/(en)/g' yy > zz
19      sed 's/o/(oh)/g' zz > yy
20      sed 's/p/(pee)/g' yy > zz
21      sed 's/q/(queue)/g' zz > yy
22      sed 's/r/(ar)/g' yy > zz
23      sed 's/s/(es)/g' zz > yy
24      sed 's/t/(tea)/g' yy > zz
25      sed 's/u/(you)/g' zz > yy
26      sed 's/v/(vee)/g' yy > zz
27      sed 's/w/(double-u)/g' zz > yy
28      sed 's/x/(ex)/g' yy > zz
29      sed 's/y/(why)/g' zz > yy
30      sed 's/z/(zee)/g' yy > zz
31      wc zz



ayeteayeayeteayeayeeayeeayempeayeeayeteayeaye ayeteayeaye
ayeitceeheayeyeayedeedeeeayeeayen eayeyeayeeayen
eayefayerayegeayeeayeeayemeayeeayenteayeaye - ayeeayendee
jayeyyoayeitceehueayelyoayeitceehu oayeitceeheayen ayeitceeheayeayer
eayemeayeyeayeeayeseayeayerayebeeeayeleaye ayereayeyeayeeayeseaye
ayeeayendee eayefayeeayeleayel, ayeeayeleayemoayeitceeheayesteayeaye
eayenoayeitceehteayeayeayeitceeheayeyeayeeayengeayeeaye oayeitceeheayef

16 sed 's/z/zee/g' zz > yy 17 sed 's/y/why/g' yy > zz 18 sed 's/x/ex/g' zz
> yy 19 sed 's/w/double-u/g' yy > zz 20 sed 's/v/vee/g' zz > yy 21 sed
's/u/you/g' yy > zz 22 sed 's/t/tea/g' zz > yy 23 sed 's/s/es/g' yy > zz
24 sed 's/r/ar/g' zz > yy 25 sed 's/q/queue/g' yy > zz 26 sed 's/p/pee/g'
zz > yy 27 sed 's/o/oh/g' yy > zz 28 sed 's/n/en/g' zz > yy 29 sed
's/m/em/g' yy > zz 30 sed 's/l/el/g' zz > yy 31 sed 's/k/kay/g' yy > zz 32
sed 's/j/jay/g' zz > yy 33 sed 's/i/eye/g' yy > zz 34 sed 's/h/aitch/g' zz
> yy 35 sed 's/g/gee/g' yy > zz 36 sed 's/f/ef/g' zz > yy 37 sed
's/e/ea/g' yy > zz 38 sed 's/d/dee/g' zz > yy 39 sed 's/c/cee/g' yy > zz
40 sed 's/b/bee/g' zz > yy 41 sed 's/a/aye/g' yy > zz





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