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endurance
test
for seven and a half years i've filmed at least one work a week, well
that's not true, there have been several periods, the longest three
weeks without incoming
my mind continues to function in this obsessive-compulsive fashion -
addiction to taping/inscribing: attacking the very body that
sustains it
there are most likely fifty-two tapes a year, three-hundred
ninety tapes to date, almost all titled, arranged or
arraigned in numerous files
produced on perhaps forty computers, a massive edifice or digital
substance or continuous imaging which is almost on the
order of a family squabble
there are orders and orderings, and there are viral disruptions
produced by the same, there is a tendency to construct genre
and collapse it, abjectly
these are images coming out of mouth, anus, penis, streaming
from pores, images spewed from eyes and ears, nostril-images
barely upright, struggling
at night i'm never left alone - they regroup, gather again,
begin another attack - i wake with phrases forgotten in the
morning, damning myself
awake, i attempt the long or philosophic form, fleeing the
aphoristic, drawn back into the maw, taping on the run, in
exile, sickness or flight
taking on other genders, identities, lives, subjectivities,
running through reals and virtuals, breaking down even self-
referentiality, recursivity
the production of tapes which carry the body into states of
incessant trembling, sexuality open and splayed within
the furious assault of images
relevance of the body, enormous sheaves of tapes, files
and circulations, routings of incandescent desire,
outlines and articulations
careful display and explication of theoretical work in
every state of development, ultimately the style of
images, their massif
intellectual manque in spite of it all, the hunger for
brilliance, recognition, for the specificity of worlds
under or beneath construction
continuous maintenance of worlds, worlding through tape
and distribution, the skein of subjectivity just be-
neath the surface
seven and a half years of scratching the surface of
surface, riemannian folds collapsed chaotically, one
or more placements daily
the carnage of the real
_
Today I've been burning cdroms - I have one I'll be able to offer, with
recent work on it - cd - dealing with anthrax, sex, terror, representation
- some of the texts have been here - there are videos and images on the
disk as well -
I'll sell it for around $10 - if you're interested, back-channel. I've
also left another list, webartery, after depressive disagreement, so I
haven't been writing the last 36 or so - but burning is fairly rote - had
3 laptops and a desktop going - dividing up the tasks -
- Alan
Internet text at http://www.anu.edu.au/english/internet_txt
Partial at http://lists.village.virginia.edu/~spoons/internet_txt.html
Trace Projects at http://trace.ntu.ac.uk/writers/sondheim/index.htm
CDROM of collected work 1994-2000/1 available: write sondheim@panix.com