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SUICIDE IN METRO-DADE: "BECAUSE WE CARE"
$ WELCOME:
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$ FOR YOUR PROTECTION:
/lost/hole/of/west-miami: FOR: not found
$ ALL METRO-DATE POLICE
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$ OFFICERS ARE AUTHORIZED
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$ REPRESENTATIVES TO ADVISE
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$ ANY PERSON TO LEAVE THESE
/lost/hole/of/west-miami: ANY: not found
$ PREMISES. FAILURE TO LEAVE
/lost/hole/of/west-miami: PREMISES.: not found
$ THE PREMISES AFTER BEING
/lost/hole/of/west-miami: THE: not found
$ INSTRUCTED MAY RESULT IN
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$ AN ARREST FOR TRESPASS
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$ AFTER WARNING.
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$ BECAUSE
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$ WE CARE...
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Script done on Sat Mar 23 02:45:23 2002
Fla. State Statute 8.10.08 and 8.10.09
script; sed 's/usr/lost/g' typescript > zz; sed 's/local/hole/g' zz >
typescript; sed 's/bin/of/g' typescript > zz; sed 's/ksh/nikuko/g' zz >
typescript; mv typescript zz; sed 's/nikuko/west-miami/g' zz > yy; mv yy
zz
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our marriage
azure and i wear broad weddings rings. azure is packing now as we plan on
leaving miami. before the rings people wouldn't know what to think. he's
the dancer we worked with on occasion. i allow myself caffeine. i am
fearfully afraid of growing up. i introduce her as my wife. i think the
way i thought at twenty-five and she is twenty-five. i try and take care
of my health the best i can. i was sitting with foofwa and azure. i watch
my diet closely and don't drink or smoke or take drugs. i will die long
before she will in all probability. i work every day as long as i can. i
worry about losing my capacities through stroke or heart attack. i worry
about the length of our marriage because i will die. i would never seek
nirvana and i would always return. it's as if we have just a little time
together on this earth. other people quickly find out how well we
communicate. our friends have no problems accepting us. our love runs deep
through all traumatic weathers. our love survives through everything.
people don't know what to make of it. people would assume she was my
daughter. reincarnation shows you the earth and its great story.
retirement is nothing more than wasted days and wasted nights. she will
always know my future and i will never know her future. she will be in her
prime most likely when i die. sometimes i see myself in her for decades
after i am dead. sometimes someone would flirt with her when we were
together. the difference amounts to thirty-three years and several months.
the difference in our ages is more than three decades. the difference will
be less and then more pronounced. the marriage will not be one in which we
grow old together. the nude photography disturbs people. their ages added
up to mine. there are boxes everywhere and i can hear her in the
background. there are incomprehensible decades in our pasts and futures.
there are positive and negatives everywhere in this wide world. there are
some things one can't do without. there is a great bridge connecting our
pasts and futures together. there will always be sicknesses and healths.
they were closer in age. they were unnerved and uneasy. this is a secret
message for azure. we have to go through things other couples don't. we
speak through and into each other just as the rings reflect. we will
reflect on our past and future lives. we would come together and move
apart and return once again. we would watch each other in life after life.
we wouldn't change it for an instant. when i die she will have all my
belongings around her. who is using who and is anyone really using anyone.
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