The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

March 27, 2002


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my brain mind!m: evolutionary-psychology@


tearing the paper, contaminating :there is no more ink, the nib scratches
violently:my pen is blunted and burned out:paper ink:
paper ink

i'm terrorized by ineptitude, impotence, uselessness:the shell of the
skull carcass of the mind:my ideas crash in a burned-out brain:mind
brain:mind brain

the original face faces no other:creativity begins to dry its original
source:letters and words turn to scorched earth::face and letters
letters and face

armless and legless my fingers desert me:synaptic junctions turned
marrow-brain collapse:no truth as my mind implodes with desiccated
data-streaks:data-fingers:
data-fingers

contaminated by language i'm silent:i can't write again and can't write
more:fingers crash and shred skin as no ideas form:crystalline
glacial:crystalline glacial

nothing else but damage in this dying truthful world:the truth of the
world is this nonsense:there's no end to meaninglessness:deadly truth:
deadly truth

paper inktaminate
brain:mind brain i watched it an
letters and face
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paper ink-powders?
brain:mind brain
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    17	23	29	34	39	43	47	50
    18	24	3	10	17	23	29	34
    19	25	30	35	4	11	18	24
    20	26	31	36	40	44	48	51
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    47	50	53	56	59	61	63	65
    48	51	54	57	6	13	2	1
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51 pico yy 52 h 53 sed 's/ //g' yy > zz 54 pico yy 55 h 56 sed 's/ //g' yy
> zz 57 sed 's/ //g' zz > yy 58 sort yy > zz; nl zz > yy 59 sed 's/ //g'
yy > zz 60 sed 's/ //g' zz > yy 61 sort yy > zz; nl zz > yy 62 sed 's/
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yy 66 h 67 sed 's/ //g' yy > zz 68 sed 's/ //g' zz > yy 69 sort yy > zz;
nl zz > yy 70 sed 's/ //g' yy > zz 71 sed 's/ //g' zz > yy 72 sort yy >
zz; nl zz > yy 73 sed 's/ //g' yy > zz 74 sed 's/ //g' zz > yy 75 sort yy
> zz; nl zz > yy 76 sed 's/ //g' yy > zz 77 sed 's/ //g' zz > yy 78 sort
yy > zz; nl zz > yy 79 pico yy 80 h 81 h 50 >> yy; mv yy zz; pico zz


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