Message-ID: <Pine.NEB.4.44.0204082233080.800-100000@panix3.panix.com>
From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.aol.com>,
"WRYTING-L : Writing and Theory across Disciplines" <WRYTING-L@LISTSERV.UTORONTO.CA>
Subject:
Date: Mon, 8 Apr 2002 22:33:20 -0400 (EDT)
== recursive coding no end to circuitry (the only probability is disease) == two days ago had a panic attack, ended up at baptist hospital for two days, system checked ok == 7 electrocardiogram 12 blood pressure == 2 nuclear medicine 3 x-ray == stress test == pulse cardiac breath monitoring = blood enzyme tests == you can set off alarms == hold your breath == switch cables == attach to inside of mouth == then back to everglades late-night with flash-light and camera == then then == he is "a" == a says == kill all religion. destroy all temple. destroy all holy city. kill all priest. worry lama. hunt rabbi. kill shaman. kill all grand synagogue wailing wall shrine mosque. destroy all cathedral. destroy all church. survive. believe nothing. do not listen. do not order. == says == i have a new lease on life == says everything different. == bring light explode in sky == says look == what will be different here == says look == had it all figured out == writing so important == now writing nothing == says look at frontporch backporch == back in dawn-dusk day reclining == says look. will recline all time now. == so relax. == says they will fight their own fights. == she says "they will do what they will do." == look he says. look. he says look. == they look at all the many people. recursive coding no end to circuitry (the only probability is disease) _