Message-ID: <Pine.NEB.4.44.0204101850290.12869-100000@panix3.panix.com>
From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.aol.com>,
"WRYTING-L : Writing and Theory across Disciplines" <WRYTING-L@LISTSERV.UTORONTO.CA>
Subject: cease
Date: Wed, 10 Apr 2002 18:50:52 -0400 (EDT)
- :sloth, i can't wake up day after day, sleep half of it away, trying to seize employment in the rest, we're leaving the end of the month, working on the phenomenology of approach vis-a-vis the everglades, their entanglement and working one's way through them into sensibility, my sleeps are dreamless, the hospital did a follow-up phone-call, there were three calls this morning, i don't remember, all about leaving, everything about withdrawal, i imagine florida in diminution, the phenomenology of withdrawal, from the known to the vector of the road, i continue writing, imaging, taping, my arms leave me, i am heavy, redolent, fecund with the smell of death ==::attacked in our sleep we will disappear, attacked in our sleep, the sounds of night continue with the murmuring of plants and animals everywhere in the world, the world is a giant hospital, the world is a phone-call, a war, the world is redolent with pain and sleeping animals, nothing disappearing, nothing emerging, the phenomenology of quietude against incandescent horizons ==:last night we went back into the thicket on another night-trip, pale white spiders, activities among the glade-bugs, small cricket frog, of all two sleeping anoles on leaves, their legs were stretched out, back against their small bodies, sluggish and comfortable, almost nothing moving, some barking dogs, they're wild elsewhere in the thicket, the weight of the thicket soft upon us, elsewhere the violent and bloody war, o anoles sleep through it, o anoles survive our dark incursion, o anoles humans shall leave this burned and violated earth, o anoles sleep well, i will sleep with you, dying in my sleep, attacked in our sleep == 'we are staying to guard this holy place, but we are not being held against oted 'electronMessage 25 marked for ur will' == monk in bethlehem == and fellowship _