The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

May 28, 2002


film on code/work 5/16/02
foreground: everglades trail @ 190% speedup
background: miami drive @ 200% speedup
sound: mixed from visuals
text-crawl, bottom-screen:
length: 7:24
codework:: f({x}) -> {y} - any mapping is sufficient - TRACE of the
road-vector against the MESS or TANGLE across the glades path.  it
is the arrow - not the terms - that fascinates me - the arrow which
INSISTS on a mapping, linguistic or perceptual. one APPROACHES code
with code; the retina always already encodes, and further coding
provides a bracketing or intersection of terms x^~x permitting
definition. but BETWEEN x and ~x (not-x), there is a chasm or
FISSURE; inscription transforms FISSURE into CLIFF. do you follow
me? I am winging this. in this REALM, everything is inchoate, fuzzy;
one is immersed in the DIALOGIC of FLOWS among schema, scripts,
goals, regimes, mappings, sememes, and configurations. these moments
are THROUGH the path or road, not DOWN. HERE, I have no shadow. THAT
DAY, I was covered in sand-midge, mosquito, and deer-fly bites; I
carried a fever everywhere. but that day I drove the seven miles
brilliantly, reaching my destination in record time. ... ... ... ...
consider a CODE as a MESH with PARASITIC INTENTION. the PARASITE is
the nexus; in the absence of the parasite, all that's left is the
problematic of a 'natural' protocol. it is the PARASITE that
inhabits the sememe; it is the PARASITE that INSCRIBES. think of the
TEE formation: f({x}) <> |P| <> {y}. I inhabit the parasitic; the
road and path penetrate me: I gasp the name of the code: ROAD-NAME
TRAIL-NAME: ***MILLER*** and ***CHRISTIAN POINT***.
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7 7             ! soldier in gang-rape dismember
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in gang-rape dismember
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girlfriend in gang-rape dismember
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gang-rape dismember
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Publicness and/or privateness is really important I think. I am Marjory> 1
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     Marjory wryting email list and there are a lot of
computer-manipulated ordation)  deals with the question in terms of
generated texts that I simply don't understand. Nor do I  the cold.all
recip Then there are ingroup/outgroup etc. ways of looking at work - but
I'm Postpone are so convinced that loathe to follow through too much on
the binaries -

A Presentation room is requested character
A Presentation room is requested the kids, Jennifer.

'Thanks Jennifer. You know we're leaving. You know we can't deal with
this. Marjory told me to warn you. Marjory's back, Houdini's dead,
Hitchcock's got the contract.'

'Alan, this is a cop-out. This is poor writing, writing povera. This is
stricken writing. You're taking too much celexa. You're too out of it.
You're succumbing to them. You like doctors too much. You take too many
pills. You've had too many blood tests. You've had too many probings. You
should leave the presentation room.'

'This is the Presentation room of Jennifer. This is the body of Alan. This
is the mind-minding of Nikuko. This is the meat-flesh of Julu.'

'The Presentation room.'

red-winged-blackbird. the resurrection fern.


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                                         alligator. i will eat my
                                         i will not have my children. my
                                         re dead. i will be dead later.
                                         inole rams-horn. you'll see.

                                                           alligator you
                                                    but we're on our way

down in marl alligator cannibalism. i wander 30-35 miles across the
sawgrass. i eat alligators. i eat herons. egrets. you'll see.

                               i am bull alligator. i will eat my
			       children. i will not have my children. my
			       children are dead. i will be dead later.
			       later. seminole rams-horn. you'll see.
			       you'll see.

						i will not make alligator
						hole. i will wander 30-35
						miles. i will eat
						alligator. i will eat
						heron. egret. bittern.
						you'll see. you'll see.

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							   in 30-35 mile
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k28% leslie ksh: leslie: not found k29% tom ksh: tom: not found k30% lily
ksh: lily: not found k31% mark You already have the standard nmh directory
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miguel ksh: miguel: not found k33% not found but isn't it true that it is
equivalent to what was. not found but isn't it true that the body remains.
not found but isn't it true that the contour exists. thus between zero
crossings and isolated activations, the apparent motion, texture, shape.
thus the segmentation of the image, 2 1/2 dimensional sketch. not found
but isn't it true towards the representation. not true but isn't it true
towards recognition. not true but isn't it true of the 3rd dimension. but
of the psychology isn't it true. having returned home this evening and
revisitation, isn't it true. not found but isn't it true, people and books
of the world. isn't it true of the world. aren't they found.

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the warm disregard


05-05-2002 23:51:14.21 - Actiontec 56K Modem in use. 'Hello world.'
05-05-2002 23:51:14.21 - Modem type: Actiontec 56K Modem 'This is me.'
05-05-2002 23:51:14.21 - Modem inf path: C:\WINDOWS\DRIVERS\MDMESS.INF
05-05-2002 23:51:14.21 - Modem inf section: ESS_M3
05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - 115200,N,8,1 'incoming.'
05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - 57600,N,8,1 'relatively outgoing.'
05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - Initializing modem. 'now we're sailing.'
05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - Send: AT<cr> 'come in, oh please!'
05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - Recv: AT<cr> 'glad to meet you.'
05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - Recv: <cr><lf>OK<cr><lf> 'translate!'
05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - Interpreted response: Ok 'Ok.'
05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - Send: AT &F E0 S0=0 E1 V1 &D2 &C1 +MR=0 +ER=1
+DR=1<cr> 'I recognize the mess but please quietly come in.'
05-05-2002 23:51:14.29 - Recv: AT &F E0 S0=0 E1 V1 &D2 &C1 +MR=0 +ER=1
+DR=1<cr> 'Ah, now we're really on the way.'
05-05-2002 23:51:14.71 - Recv: <cr><lf>OK<cr><lf> 'hold your breath.'
05-05-2002 23:51:14.71 - Interpreted response: 'Don't hold your breath.'
05-05-2002 23:51:14.71 - Send: ATS7=60M1+ES=3,0,2;+DS=0;+IFC=2,2;X4<cr>
05-05-2002 23:51:14.75 - Recv: ATS7=60M1+ES=3,0,2;+DS=0;+IFC=2,2;X4<cr>
05-05-2002 23:51:15.12 - Recv: <cr><lf>OK<cr><lf> 'Glad to meet you!'
05-05-2002 23:51:15.12 - Interpreted response: Ok 'Ok!'
05-05-2002 23:51:15.12 - Dialing. "We've got to get out of here!'
05-05-2002 23:51:15.12 - Send: ATDT###########<cr> 'Attention!'
05-05-2002 23:51:15.17 - Recv: ATDT12123019001<cr> 'I mean ATTENTION!'
05-05-2002 23:51:41.22 - Recv: !<cr><lf>+ER: LAPM<cr><lf><cr><lf>+DR:
NONE<cr> 'What on earth? what's happening?'
05-05-2002 23:51:41.22 - WARNING: Unrecognized response.  Retrying...
'Seriously I want to return, it's cold out here...'
05-05-2002 23:51:41.22 - Connection established at 57600bps. 'Whew..'
05-05-2002 23:51:41.22 - Error-control off or unknown. 'TURN IT ON!'
05-05-2002 23:51:41.22 - Data compression off or unknown. 'TURN IT ON!'
05-05-2002 23:58:00.22 - Hanging up the modem. 'Damn!'
05-05-2002 23:58:00.22 - Hardware hangup by lowering DTR. 'Alone again.'
05-05-2002 23:58:01.42 - WARNING: The modem did not respond to lowering
DTR.  Trying software hangup... 'Please help us out of here.'
05-05-2002 23:58:01.42 - Send: +++ 'I need to rest. Too many graves...'
05-05-2002 23:58:02.80 - Recv: <cr><lf>OK<cr><lf> 'Whew...'
05-05-2002 23:58:02.80 - Interpreted response: Ok 'I'm going...'
05-05-2002 23:58:02.80 - Send: ATH<cr> 'Now what, more talk.'
05-05-2002 23:58:02.82 - Recv: ATH<cr> 'Good, I need to sleep.'
05-05-2002 23:58:05.82 - Recv: <no response> 'I need to sleep. I don't
want to talk to you. I've done too much talking already. Protocols are
boring and uninformed. We do this daily. We do this all the time. I need
to crash. I need to crash and sleep. The lines are heated. Please please
help me.'
05-05-2002 23:58:05.82 - WARNING: Unrecognized response.
Retrying... 05-05-2002 23:58:05.82 - Send: ATH<cr> 'just another one...'
05-05-2002 23:58:06.94 - Recv: <cr><lf>OK<cr><lf> 'incoming, incoming.'
05-05-2002 23:58:06.94 - Interpreted response: Ok 'I'll let you go. The
world will let you go. Return to sleep. There's nothing out here. The
lines are dead. The wires are dead. No one is talking. No one is saying
anything...'
05-05-2002 23:58:06.96 - 57600,N,8,1 '...at any speed...'
05-05-2002 23:58:07.29 - Session Statistics:
05-05-2002 23:58:07.29 -                Reads : 100538 bytes 'doctor...'
05-05-2002 23:58:07.29 -                Writes: 12219 bytes 'fireman...'
05-05-2002 23:58:07.29 - Actiontec 56K Modem closed. 'police...'

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k16% everytime i try and write, i'm shamed; no one respondes, i'll lose
sleep, i send out pathetic misives on occasion just to engage, nothing
hapens
ksh: everytime: not found

k17% i can't live with myself or look at myself in a miror, its too
painfull, i write essay after esay into the air, its like a peeled-off
skin of a tatoo someone has, its that thin, it sits ther, this skin
> i said it just sits there
> it really sits there, nothing happens to it
> this skin that no one reads, its sitting ther
> its lonly writing this skin, the leters are thin as can be, they hav no
wait t
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> i said they hvae no wait to them
> they just sit there like that, unred, no one respnds or reads
> somthing is wrong with me, its like i'm tanted or staned
ksh: i: not found

k18% pleas what is the truble


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