Message-ID: <Pine.NEB.4.44.0205281951270.25281-100000@panix3.panix.com>
From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.aol.com>,
"WRYTING-L : Writing and Theory across Disciplines" <WRYTING-L@LISTSERV.UTORONTO.CA>
Subject: text-work presented at the conference
Date: Tue, 28 May 2002 19:51:53 -0400 (EDT)
film on code/work 5/16/02 foreground: everglades trail @ 190% speedup background: miami drive @ 200% speedup sound: mixed from visuals text-crawl, bottom-screen: length: 7:24 codework:: f({x}) -> {y} - any mapping is sufficient - TRACE of the road-vector against the MESS or TANGLE across the glades path. it is the arrow - not the terms - that fascinates me - the arrow which INSISTS on a mapping, linguistic or perceptual. one APPROACHES code with code; the retina always already encodes, and further coding provides a bracketing or intersection of terms x^~x permitting definition. but BETWEEN x and ~x (not-x), there is a chasm or FISSURE; inscription transforms FISSURE into CLIFF. do you follow me? I am winging this. in this REALM, everything is inchoate, fuzzy; one is immersed in the DIALOGIC of FLOWS among schema, scripts, goals, regimes, mappings, sememes, and configurations. these moments are THROUGH the path or road, not DOWN. HERE, I have no shadow. THAT DAY, I was covered in sand-midge, mosquito, and deer-fly bites; I carried a fever everywhere. but that day I drove the seven miles brilliantly, reaching my destination in record time. ... ... ... ... consider a CODE as a MESH with PARASITIC INTENTION. the PARASITE is the nexus; in the absence of the parasite, all that's left is the problematic of a 'natural' protocol. it is the PARASITE that inhabits the sememe; it is the PARASITE that INSCRIBES. think of the TEE formation: f({x}) <> |P| <> {y}. I inhabit the parasitic; the road and path penetrate me: I gasp the name of the code: ROAD-NAME TRAIL-NAME: ***MILLER*** and ***CHRISTIAN POINT***. ============================================================ 3 : 2 : 1 : 19 : 19 3 3 : 2 2 : 1 1 : 19 19 : 5 5 3 3 3 : 2 2 2 : 1 1 1 : 7 7 7 : 20 20 20 Write corpses 6 6 6 through my 3 3 3 ! 3 3 3 3 : 2 2 2 2 : 1 1 1 1 : 6 6 6 6 : 8 8 8 8 Your civilian dissolves my 7 7 7 7 ! soldier in gang-rape dismember 3 3 3 3 3 : 2 2 2 2 2 : 1 1 1 1 1 : 5 5 5 5 5 : 25 25 25 25 3 3 3 3 3 3 : 2 2 2 2 2 2 : 1 1 1 1 1 1 : 14 14 14 14 14 14 : 19 19 19 19 19 19 Write thrust 13 13 13 13 13 13 through my 3 3 3 3 3 3 ! 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 : 2 2 2 2 2 2 2 : 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 : 22 22 22 22 22 22 22 : 10 10 10 10 10 10 10 Does 1 1 1 1 1 1 1 replace your 3 3 3 3 3 3 3 ? boyfriend in gang-rape dismember 3 : 2 : 1 : 18 : 20 Does 1 replace your 3 ? civilian in gang-rape dismember 3 : 2 : 1 : 9 : 21 Does 1 replace your 3 ? girlfriend in gang-rape dismember 3 : 2 : 1 : 23 : 21 Your civilian dissolves my 20 ! naked-man in gang-rape dismember 3 : 2 : 1 : 18 : 12 Write shrapnel 17 through my 3 ! 3 : 2 : 1 : 5 : 19 3 : 2 : 1 : 20 : 19 Does 1 replace your 3 ? girlfriend in gang-rape dismember I What damage have you done to your 1 ... --- */viral sonnet/* ppxxxxcritic (null)all. runtime error heya agai TLOSS error SING error all a mat DOMAIN errorc.tiff if gu R6028in th Pos song, i sense n.herent segregation/objectification according 2 the s zzayers and pitfalls of -PE _^[] X_^[] w:RVW BBNu t8Xt QRS3 SVWj Sj WSj Qj(P SVWj VWh| VWhx VWht $VWP SUVWj YYPU YYPU YYPU YYPU YYPS _^][ SPSSW Yj W YYPh ~(WV | Command "ESC" not defined for this screen. _ The Presentation room On Thu, 18 Apr 2002, she wrote:02 Information and Knowledge M On Thu, 18 Apr 2002, she wrote:rsity. The papery U. Ferguson" On Thu, 18 Apr 2002, she wrote: On Thu, 18 Apr 2002, she wrote:search so far undertaken for h On Thu, 18 Apr 2002, she wrote: On Thu, 18 Apr 2002, she wrote: Publicness and/or privateness is really important I think. I am Marjory> 1 Oct 4 wolf scientific theory superior, religious Marjory wryting email list and there are a lot of computer-manipulated ordation) deals with the question in terms of generated texts that I simply don't understand. Nor do I the cold.all recip Then there are ingroup/outgroup etc. ways of looking at work - but I'm Postpone are so convinced that loathe to follow through too much on the binaries - A Presentation room is requested character A Presentation room is requested the kids, Jennifer. 'Thanks Jennifer. You know we're leaving. You know we can't deal with this. Marjory told me to warn you. Marjory's back, Houdini's dead, Hitchcock's got the contract.' 'Alan, this is a cop-out. This is poor writing, writing povera. This is stricken writing. You're taking too much celexa. You're too out of it. You're succumbing to them. You like doctors too much. You take too many pills. You've had too many blood tests. You've had too many probings. You should leave the presentation room.' 'This is the Presentation room of Jennifer. This is the body of Alan. This is the mind-minding of Nikuko. This is the meat-flesh of Julu.' 'The Presentation room.' red-winged-blackbird. the resurrection fern. _ do you see me woodstork. you have fast bill. i have strength. together we alligator. i will eat my i will not have my children. my re dead. i will be dead later. inole rams-horn. you'll see. alligator you but we're on our way down in marl alligator cannibalism. i wander 30-35 miles across the sawgrass. i eat alligators. i eat herons. egrets. you'll see. i am bull alligator. i will eat my children. i will not have my children. my children are dead. i will be dead later. later. seminole rams-horn. you'll see. you'll see. i will not make alligator hole. i will wander 30-35 miles. i will eat alligator. i will eat heron. egret. bittern. you'll see. you'll see. you stupid alligator you will taste good in 30-35 mile wandering. it goes like this: "something's up." _ unfounded / not found 17 echo 'tonight saw' 18 miguel 19 mark 20 lily 21 tom 22 leslie 23 martha 24 joanna 25 h 26 gary 27 martha 28 leslie 29 tom 30 lily 31 mark 32 miguel k26% gary ksh: gary: not found k27% martha ksh: martha: not found k28% leslie ksh: leslie: not found k29% tom ksh: tom: not found k30% lily ksh: lily: not found k31% mark You already have the standard nmh directory "/net/u/6/s/sondheim/Mail". Do you want to use it for nmh? n Do you want a path below your login directory? n What is the whole path? /^C k32% miguel ksh: miguel: not found k33% not found but isn't it true that it is equivalent to what was. not found but isn't it true that the body remains. not found but isn't it true that the contour exists. thus between zero crossings and isolated activations, the apparent motion, texture, shape. thus the segmentation of the image, 2 1/2 dimensional sketch. not found but isn't it true towards the representation. not true but isn't it true towards recognition. not true but isn't it true of the 3rd dimension. but of the psychology isn't it true. having returned home this evening and revisitation, isn't it true. not found but isn't it true, people and books of the world. isn't it true of the world. aren't they found. _ the warm disregard 05-05-2002 23:51:14.21 - Actiontec 56K Modem in use. 'Hello world.' 05-05-2002 23:51:14.21 - Modem type: Actiontec 56K Modem 'This is me.' 05-05-2002 23:51:14.21 - Modem inf path: C:\WINDOWS\DRIVERS\MDMESS.INF 05-05-2002 23:51:14.21 - Modem inf section: ESS_M3 05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - 115200,N,8,1 'incoming.' 05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - 57600,N,8,1 'relatively outgoing.' 05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - Initializing modem. 'now we're sailing.' 05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - Send: AT<cr> 'come in, oh please!' 05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - Recv: AT<cr> 'glad to meet you.' 05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - Recv: <cr><lf>OK<cr><lf> 'translate!' 05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - Interpreted response: Ok 'Ok.' 05-05-2002 23:51:14.24 - Send: AT &F E0 S0=0 E1 V1 &D2 &C1 +MR=0 +ER=1 +DR=1<cr> 'I recognize the mess but please quietly come in.' 05-05-2002 23:51:14.29 - Recv: AT &F E0 S0=0 E1 V1 &D2 &C1 +MR=0 +ER=1 +DR=1<cr> 'Ah, now we're really on the way.' 05-05-2002 23:51:14.71 - Recv: <cr><lf>OK<cr><lf> 'hold your breath.' 05-05-2002 23:51:14.71 - Interpreted response: 'Don't hold your breath.' 05-05-2002 23:51:14.71 - Send: ATS7=60M1+ES=3,0,2;+DS=0;+IFC=2,2;X4<cr> 05-05-2002 23:51:14.75 - Recv: ATS7=60M1+ES=3,0,2;+DS=0;+IFC=2,2;X4<cr> 05-05-2002 23:51:15.12 - Recv: <cr><lf>OK<cr><lf> 'Glad to meet you!' 05-05-2002 23:51:15.12 - Interpreted response: Ok 'Ok!' 05-05-2002 23:51:15.12 - Dialing. "We've got to get out of here!' 05-05-2002 23:51:15.12 - Send: ATDT###########<cr> 'Attention!' 05-05-2002 23:51:15.17 - Recv: ATDT12123019001<cr> 'I mean ATTENTION!' 05-05-2002 23:51:41.22 - Recv: !<cr><lf>+ER: LAPM<cr><lf><cr><lf>+DR: NONE<cr> 'What on earth? what's happening?' 05-05-2002 23:51:41.22 - WARNING: Unrecognized response. Retrying... 'Seriously I want to return, it's cold out here...' 05-05-2002 23:51:41.22 - Connection established at 57600bps. 'Whew..' 05-05-2002 23:51:41.22 - Error-control off or unknown. 'TURN IT ON!' 05-05-2002 23:51:41.22 - Data compression off or unknown. 'TURN IT ON!' 05-05-2002 23:58:00.22 - Hanging up the modem. 'Damn!' 05-05-2002 23:58:00.22 - Hardware hangup by lowering DTR. 'Alone again.' 05-05-2002 23:58:01.42 - WARNING: The modem did not respond to lowering DTR. Trying software hangup... 'Please help us out of here.' 05-05-2002 23:58:01.42 - Send: +++ 'I need to rest. Too many graves...' 05-05-2002 23:58:02.80 - Recv: <cr><lf>OK<cr><lf> 'Whew...' 05-05-2002 23:58:02.80 - Interpreted response: Ok 'I'm going...' 05-05-2002 23:58:02.80 - Send: ATH<cr> 'Now what, more talk.' 05-05-2002 23:58:02.82 - Recv: ATH<cr> 'Good, I need to sleep.' 05-05-2002 23:58:05.82 - Recv: <no response> 'I need to sleep. I don't want to talk to you. I've done too much talking already. Protocols are boring and uninformed. We do this daily. We do this all the time. I need to crash. I need to crash and sleep. The lines are heated. Please please help me.' 05-05-2002 23:58:05.82 - WARNING: Unrecognized response. Retrying... 05-05-2002 23:58:05.82 - Send: ATH<cr> 'just another one...' 05-05-2002 23:58:06.94 - Recv: <cr><lf>OK<cr><lf> 'incoming, incoming.' 05-05-2002 23:58:06.94 - Interpreted response: Ok 'I'll let you go. The world will let you go. Return to sleep. There's nothing out here. The lines are dead. The wires are dead. No one is talking. No one is saying anything...' 05-05-2002 23:58:06.96 - 57600,N,8,1 '...at any speed...' 05-05-2002 23:58:07.29 - Session Statistics: 05-05-2002 23:58:07.29 - Reads : 100538 bytes 'doctor...' 05-05-2002 23:58:07.29 - Writes: 12219 bytes 'fireman...' 05-05-2002 23:58:07.29 - Actiontec 56K Modem closed. 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