The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

May 30, 2002


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before 60 hrs.


yesterday i began with a public presentation, my hands danced on the keys,
the images got away from me, one/two/many, i'd forget, bring back another
language-particle, another phrase or phase, the letters were falling down
the screen, what did i mean, i'd forget, dealing with protocols and codes,
hardly producing odes, it was the thought of the collapse of thought at
thought's collapse, it was taking me down with it, later everything left
me, my body sprang at nourishment, everything leaving beserk from the
collapsed ship, i've lost seven pounds, i've never been to norwalk
-:worlds-creating, unknown territories, hands that don't work, rivers of
sweat, black vomit, a nile of bile i bet beserk, i'm polluted, my mind
thinks of ONLY CLEAN THINGS, unknown territories of the body tube, i'm
centrifugal, everything exits, leaves the collapsed ship, sails
water-logged, every moment lost, i realized i am writing this with half a
mind going into withdrawal of all thought and loss of appetite -:the body
tube opens everywhere, i'm writing this beneath its sign, it's hardly
mine, it hands, drools, leaks for the mind, it drags the mind down, it's
norwalk virus, it's norwalk-like virus, i'm losing weight, five or six
pounds already, i'm hardly steady, i can't walk well, my body's hell, i'd
say, take my body away today and stay away, my mind resists shrieking,
that is it wants to hold on to the tethers in all weathers, i know when
i'll die it will be somewhere else - that's the i that is an other, the i
that brings it down -::osprey dissolution//red-winged-blackbird in They
contain a positive strand RNA genome of 7.5 kb and a single structural
protein of about 60 kDa. The 27-32 nm viral particles have a buoyant
density of 1.39-1.40 g/ml in CsCl. They murmured my name. They invaded my
holes. They lubricated my holes. They hollowed me out. They consumed me.
They invaded my brain. I know everything about protocols. I can't write a
thing.


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fil < 9166


awk -f fil fil >> zz

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0
what i meant to say
a clear division of domains
tactical strategies
prod or penetration from the surface
such that x and not-x carry the parasitic
mouths open on each and every division
every division tends towards rigidity
the proper name holds its own
clarity producing brilliance
functional definitions among messy protocols
proceeding across the turmoil of information
parasites pass among parasites
one what? what one?
such that all writing binds the body
such that bodies aren't written, but scribbled
of scribbles
what i meant to say
a clear division of domains
tactical strategies
prod or penetration from the surface
tangled in vines and poisonwood
such that x and not-x carry the parasitic
mouths open on each and every division
every division tends towards rigidity
the proper name holds its own
clarity producing brilliance
functional definitions among messy protocols
proceeding across the turmoil of information
what remains is the dispersion of ontologies
epistemologies mistaken for equivalences
becoming sidetracked effaces and recuperates truth
truth is always an hysteria
parasites pass among parasites
flow and flux of parasites
understand this and understand all
one what? what one?
i tried but floated above the signifiers
irruption of sememes in hyperinflated universals
cancel compression and slide across boundaries
such that all writing binds the body
such that bodies aren't written, but scribbled
such that inscriptions are written bodies
what i meant to say
a clear division of domains
tactical strategies
prod or penetration from the surface
tangled in vines and poisonwood
such that x and not-x carry the parasitic
mouths open on each and every division
every division tends towards rigidity
the proper name holds its own
clarity producing brilliance
functional definitions among messy protocols
proceeding across the turmoil of information
what remains is the dispersion of ontologies
epistemologies mistaken for equivalences
becoming sidetracked effaces and recuperates truth
truth is always an hysteria
truth is a symptom
parasites pass among parasites
flow and flux of parasites
understand this and understand all
one what? what one?
i tried but floated above the signifiers
irruption of sememes in hyperinflated universals
cancel compression and slide across boundaries
such that all writing binds the body
such that bodies aren't written, but scribbled
such that inscriptions are written bodies
what i meant to say
a clear division of domains
tactical strategies
prod or penetration from the surface
tangled in vines and poisonwood
such that x and not-x carry the parasitic
mouths open on each and every division
every division tends towards rigidity
the proper name holds its own
clarity producing brilliance
functional definitions among messy protocols
proceeding across the turmoil of information
what remains is the dispersion of ontologies
epistemologies mistaken for equivalences
becoming sidetracked effaces and recuperates truth
truth is always an hysteria
truth is a symptom
parasites pass among parasites
flow and flux of parasites
understand this and understand all
one what? what one?
i tried but floated above the signifiers
irruption of sememes in hyperinflated universals
such that all writing binds the body
such that bodies aren't written, but scribbled
such that inscriptions are written bodies
what i meant to say
a clear division of domains
tactical strategies
prod or penetration from the surface
tangled in vines and poisonwood
such that x and not-x carry the parasitic
mouths open on each and every division
every division tends towards rigidity
the proper name holds its own
clarity producing brilliance
functional definitions among messy protocols
proceeding across the turmoil of information
what remains is the dispersion of ontologies
epistemologies mistaken for equivalences
becoming sidetracked effaces and recuperates truth
truth is always an hysteria
parasites pass among parasites
flow and flux of parasites
understand this and understand all
one what? what one?
i tried but floated above the signifiers
irruption of sememes in hyperinflated universals
cancel compression and slide across boundaries
such that all writing binds the body
such that bodies aren't written, but scribbled
such that inscriptions are written bodies
what i meant to say
a clear division of domains
tactical strategies
prod or penetration from the surface
tangled in vines and poisonwood
such that x and not-x carry the parasitic
mouths open on each and every division
every division tends towards rigidity
the proper name holds its own
clarity producing brilliance
functional definitions among messy protocols
proceeding across the turmoil of information
what remains is the dispersion of ontologies
epistemologies mistaken for equivalences
becoming sidetracked effaces and recuperates truth
truth is always an hysteria
truth is a symptom
parasites pass among parasites
flow and flux of parasites
understand this and understand all
one what? what one?
i tried but floated above the signifiers
irruption of sememes in hyperinflated universals
cancel compression and slide across boundaries
such that all writing binds the body
such that bodies aren't written, but scribbled
such that inscriptions are written bodies
what i meant to say
a clear division of domains
tactical strategies
prod or penetration from the surface
tangled in vines and poisonwood
such that x and not-x carry the parasitic
mouths open on each and every division
every division tends towards rigidity
the proper name holds its own
clarity producing brilliance
functional definitions among messy protocols
proceeding across the turmoil of information
what remains is the dispersion of ontologies
epistemologies mistaken for equivalences
becoming sidetracked effaces and recuperates truth
truth is always an hysteria
parasites pass among parasites
flow and flux of parasites
understand this and understand all
one what? what one?
i tried but floated above the signifiers
irruption of sememes in hyperinflated universals
cancel compression and slide across boundaries
such that all writing binds the body
such that bodies aren't written, but scribbled
such that inscriptions are written bodies
what i meant to say
a clear division of domains
tactical strategies
prod or penetration from the surface
tangled in vines and poisonwood
such that x and not-x carry the parasitic
mouths open on each and every division
every division tends towards rigidity
the proper name holds its own
clarity producing brilliance
functional definitions among messy protocols
proceeding across the turmoil of information
what remains is the dispersion of ontologies
epistemologies mistaken for equivalences
becoming sidetracked effaces and recuperates truth
truth is always an hysteria
parasites pass among parasites
flow and flux of parasites
understand this and understand all
one what? what one?
i tried but floated above the signifiers
irruption of sememes in hyperinflated universals
cancel compression and slide across boundaries
such that all writing binds the body
such that bodies aren't written, but scribbled
such that inscriptions are written bodies
what i meant to say
a clear division of domains
tactical strategies
prod or penetration from the surface
tangled in vines and poisonwood
such that x and not-x carry the parasitic
mouths open on each and every division
every division tends towards rigidity
the proper name holds its own
clarity producing brilliance
functional definitions among messy protocols
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/^$/ { print "of scribbles" }

convulsion: don't try this at home


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