Message-ID: <Pine.NEB.4.50.0212100339140.3426-100000@panix3.panix.com>
From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.aol.com>,
"WRYTING-L : Writing and Theory across Disciplines" <WRYTING-L@LISTSERV.UTORONTO.CA>
Subject: fear
Date: Tue, 10 Dec 2002 03:39:24 -0500 (EST)
fear the pagoda remains upright because of pendulum force from the top, not the bottom. interior of the vagina and mouth in infra-red and vocal cords. construction workers and foremen ordering me away from the site because of the potential for future terrorist attacks. embodying a philosophical attitude which refuses to give in to tradition or authority but cut and ground to a keen edge. Nikuko watches over me. Nikuko: You've got to stop this worry. Alan: But there's no time left. I'm close to the end of my life. Nikuko: There is no death. Nothing is alive, nothing is dead. Alan: That's easy for you to say. Nikuko: We are all avatars. I can feel these wires as strongly as you can. Alan: I can't sing. Nikuko: You are neither pagoda nor opening. You close everything off. You are afraid of terror. Alan: I am terror-stricken. I am afraid of philosophy. At night I dream of torture. I respond with imaginary conversation. Nikuko: I usurp the imaginary. I watch over you. We are humans of the last days. There is no turning back. We are moving into mind. Alan: I want my mind to remain. I care little about the body. Nikuko: Which mind; mine or yours. Which hour of which mind. Which day; which week; which year; decade. Alan: I do not care for time. Nikuko: Care for mind. Transfer this mind. the hand swerves with the swerve of the brush. the character speaks itself through the hand. meaning is an afterthought of the human just as the brush is the foreground of the mind. Nikuko: Jennifer I want to play with you. Jennifer: Alan, Nikuko pushed me in the puddles and my panties are all wet. Nikuko: Jennifer return to me. Jennifer: Alan, Nikuko is holding my mind against my breasts. her mind balloons against her body. her mind spreads across her chest and throat. her voice rises through her mind. Nikuko: transfer this. ===