Message-ID: <Pine.NEB.4.50.0212141959480.28930-100000@panix3.panix.com>
From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.aol.com>,
"WRYTING-L : Writing and Theory across Disciplines" <WRYTING-L@LISTSERV.UTORONTO.CA>
Subject: reality
Date: Sat, 14 Dec 2002 20:00:03 -0500 (EST)
reality there was the thickness of codes and protocols, tube-forms, in shallow basin with cables strewn across the floor - i was trying to make sense of this - almost like ruins, far too much knowledge needed - i didn't have it - i'm too sick to use the digital recorder - i don't remember anything - but i'm sure this is something, somewhere, that right now is functioning - i'm awake now, i can't find it - it's not in the ceiling - not beneath the floorboards. i can't get close to the walls. somewhere everywhere there are cables - the fever stops me going on about this - there were a number of people - inside and outside the system - need to write down the empty map - inconceivable - i spent hours on this - hallucinations - Svengali - "they say they're real" - there's always a war on - knock on the door at midnight - we're gone before morning - things happen in night's uncanny portion - the cables for sure - the journey's just begun - we'll be there - no escape - ===