Message-ID: <Pine.NEB.4.50.0212151947320.2396-100000@panix1.panix.com>
From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.aol.com>,
"WRYTING-L : Writing and Theory across Disciplines" <WRYTING-L@LISTSERV.UTORONTO.CA>
Subject: story
Date: Sun, 15 Dec 2002 19:47:41 -0500 (EST)
story { for ( i = nf; >=1;i--)printf %s , i;\n;} /[0]+/ print it turned /[z]+/ or the sky /[y]+/ something moved on /[x]+/ changed shape /[w]+/ /[v]+/ spewed /[u]+/ brilliant sparkling things /[t]+/ flooded /[s]+/ dark waves of shapes /[r]+/ they /[q]+/ them /[p]+/ /[o]+/ were /[n]+/ stars far too bright /[m]+/ brightened behind sparklings /[l]+/ /[k]+/ particles /[j]+/ in against /[i]+/ among between /[h]+/ repetitions across surfaces /[g]+/ moving and repeating within /[f]+/ veering horizons collisions /[e]+/ fragility /[d]+/ circulating momentarily /[c]+/ always without /[b]+/ appearances disappearances /[a]+/ pulling everything /^/ was turning | srand @a=(hard, soft, difficult, easy, blue, grey, white, black, heavy, light, miserable, sexual, wet, lubricated, hungered, nasty, splayed, womanly, manly, neutral, neutered, death-like, lively, protruding, penetrating, thrusting, giving, forgiving, poor, rich, sedate, wanton, contrary, wayward, wandering, ill, uneasy, spry, florid, edgy, neurotic, psychotic, catatonic, loose, taut, tight, depressed, manic); @prep= (beneath within, beyond, throughout, confusing, staining, collusion with); @noun=(thing, type, category, being, entity, constitution, makeup, construct, essence, existence); \none second!\n;exit(0);}sleep(2); \nhi! what's your name?\nwell, that, let's get started! make gender!\n; sleep(1); that ok with you?\noh well, nothing happened.\n it's impossible to decide behavior!, \n 1==g; time's short, please help us along!, 5==g; you really want do this mean -, 6== g; where is taking us, future?, 4==g; chop name; name terrific gender!, 3==g; disgusts me; forget it! but anyway..., 7==g; that's name? ah, anyway yes, go turns me on!, 2==g; we're breathless; wet diff times!, 5 < <<construct;well, already constructs @a[gen1] trouble subverting categories we take granted. simple, not compound., dubious, overly complicated..., 6==g; deconstruction marginalizes here!, pronoun has existed hours?, knew all wait! are gone forever!, dirty, clean, soiled, sexy, sleazy, nice, feminine, lovely, used, fashionable, small, nervous, @verb=(thrusts, turns, surrounds, oozes, inherits, splays, plays, mixes, amuses, runs, flows, repairs); accompanying); @noun=(breast, love, passion, womb, penis, vagina, masquerade, my masquerade); @nnn=(flower, thing, hole, stick, frock, jumper, skin); nnnn= rand(8); \nopen mouth...\n;} \nah... speak... speak...\n;\njennifer, you, you...\n; \nare dressed as that? @nnn[nnnn], flesh, ah don't answer...\n; ah...\n; \nis julu wearing ... @nnn[non1]? \n; \nshow panties...\n; sleep(10); \ni love feelings, ...\n;} would mind partying?, thighs moist inviting, breasts them..., tongue speaks so sweetly, grrrl, \n@noun[non1] @verb[non] @prep[nnnn] @nnn[non1]!\n; @nnn[nnnn]?\n; @nnn[g] opens totally you!, moves, river deep..., mine, sweet am yours!, body parts, list, list them... by one, alone, typing done.\n; srand; \nmy yours...\n; partying, name, us?\n 3==be; come home me, julu-of-the-fast-crowd!\n 2==be; @a[gen] seeps into julu-jennifer\n 0==be; @noun[non] eaten julu-of-the-open-arms julu-depressed\n (2 be); devour julu-of-the partying name!\n 1==be; thoughtful calls forth @noun[non], eating, excreting memory, becoming jennifer's jennifer.\n;} melt julu's skin forever..., scar, wound, brand., @a[non] gift ..., darling wore her frock ...; jennifer .trace`,