Message-ID: <Pine.NEB.4.58.0404151501390.5703@panix3.panix.com>
From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.aol.com>,
"WRYTING-L : Writing and Theory across Disciplines" <WRYTING-L@LISTSERV.UTORONTO.CA>
Subject: my fat face thinking death &&
Date: Thu, 15 Apr 2004 15:01:48 -0400 (EDT)
my fat face thinking death && push my fat face into your inbox begging for attention && exhausted by turgid theory going nowhere $$ want to write on catherine daly mez and others poetics $$ tired of hatred & figure suicidal ## burned out on bad news and no one wants to read this && another text with 'desire' and 'pleasure' sickens me $$ same with 'symbol' and 'sign' same with just about everything && only god talk allowed in this country && my fat face is suffocating with your detail ## hold my hand and collaborate && i'll say this and you'll say that and my face will be killed && my face will be killed my face will be deleted $$ cold sores have broken out i have nightmares && not sleep and what will nn say but motherfucker to me and my kind && florian's gone away permanently and the unstable digest is dead && you think i'm just spam but i want to be one of the boys and girls $$ want to really matter but my fat face speaks garbage ## beehive's off and dead i shit spam night and day && want to write on zen and mary shelley svengali in the injured wings ## set up that fight of all knockout between mencius and longinus $$ bless the world cure the sick heal the wounded raise the dead $$ my fat face won't hold still it just yammers on and on and on && i'll give you anything i'll turn coat i'll turn traitor coward && i'll turn the one cheek i'll turn the other cheek $$ can't face the horror country burning down && fires everywhere my fat face can't breath ## everywhere is everywhere && everywhere is everywhere && _