The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

May 1, 2004


small rhymed grep poem


moving and scanning the scene over and over gain
now i will begin again
imperialist, a supporter of the empire. imperialistic, pertain
and rest without a passion; but the chain
is broken evermore, to bind again,
all dreams are related and certain
opening and closing curtain
seem thank their borning
this morning
sore, but i am happy listening
moving and scanning
stuff in the world donesn't mean a damn thing in relation to the learning
they were fucking running
meaning
pertaining
maddening
opening
moving
the back of a truck someone was driving
i'm at a loss, having
small breathing / closing
and edward singing
opening and closing


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despair


raising
alan_. says, "sonheim/tiffany textualising"
keep on living.
forting of a child; it is a kindness and a space of giving
christine, i had a dream that we were driving
holds, collapses the body; leaning in toward the screen; the mutilated
taneously, and perhaps over billions of years oxygenated
operate, but is operated
game played in a concrete topography delineated
cuperated
alan_. says, "everything is interpenetrated
alan_. says, "returned it next day ... fully annotated
alan_. says, "position of unease ... asociated
slams through lag - when i'm isolated
later that same night, now into morning, i motivated
is _literally_ a dirty word, associated
york-time remained evident and subsumed, easily calculated
control, partly lagged/frozen/inundated
stream from your cock, cells burst into oxygenated
to it all; it's not that complicated
down" by human operators. the pixeled numbers are striated
what has created
uncanny or imaginary ghosts wandering
there on cuseeme screen, pensive face turning, stuttering
laughing, crying, speaking, murmuring, whispering
covering
she paused, pen poised, remembering
becomes something else, eh, it becomes just a form of meandering
about it; there's nothing else, no content to it, just wondering
are entering
of discomfiture, defuge, the gathering
sloganeering
back on it was the phantom clicking of the answering
the hole is given by the rim, the delineation
the rim job is the locus of labor in the hole, absorption / annihilation;
the rim job is the labor of supplication and fulfillment, recuperation
dust is atmospheric, existing in alliance with the air. radiation
from surface to surface, defines surface, contributes to the formation
shuttling information
phors go only so far. radiation
tions - extinctions, pollutions, desertification
economies, the ravagings of human occupation
interpretation
was one of desolation
saying a single word, he looked at me with eyes of desperation


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SYN Attack @ Panix

Sat May  1 00:32:07 EDT 2004
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59812       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59813       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59818       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59819       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59821       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59822       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59823       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59824       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59828       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59829       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59830       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59832       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59833       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59834       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59835       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59837       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59838       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59839       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59840       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59842       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59844       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59845       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59846       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59848       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59849       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59850       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59851       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59853       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59855       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59856       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59857       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59859       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59860       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59862       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59865       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59866       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59867       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59868       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59870       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59871       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59872       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59874       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59879       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59882       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59883       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59885       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59887       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59889       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59891       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59892       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59893       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59894       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59895       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59896       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59898       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59899       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59901       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59902       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59903       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59904       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59907       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59908       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59909       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59916       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59917       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59920       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59925       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59927       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59928       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59929       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59933       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59936       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59937       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59938       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59939       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59941       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59942       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59943       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59945       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59946       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59951       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59956       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59958       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59959       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59961       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59962       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59964       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59965       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59966       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT
tcp        0      0  166.84.1.3.59967       166.84.1.87.783        SYN_SENT


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epic and machinic

motivations towards the machinic, interpenetrated
a mess for the most part although the moderated
which i have elaborated
degenerated
there is little necessity for totality except that which may be generated
the same post in carets/quoted,_ hence _remade, returned, recuperated
wasn't a problem but speed certainly was far and beyond its rated
crashed other systems. it had to be removed. it infiltrated
turned whatever one wanted to hear. it crated
hoppers, heated, iced, refrigerated
if anideological thrust possessed serrated
iterated
valentine's day will be celebrated
like john giorno with his doubled-up pasty columns of reiterated
nietzsche, and barthes; lingis' exhilerated
isn't. the old eiaj reel-to-reel tape has deteriorated
wherever he liberated
operate, but is operated
ion. it's got to be me. i'm a whore, a desecrated
in a pipe immobilized, saturated
you asked me to start first. i'm feeling very frustrated
of the image produced by the light microscope, and the exaggerated
please, defuge set in; that you berated
leap or arch, or that is the acculturated
accelerated
internet. the front page of this is illustrated
shell, that is to say ectoplasm migrated
the audience sees a beautifully decorated
television. i had a circle of friends who tolerated
demonstrated
ther generated by the machine-ab-nihilo, procreated
are concentrated
teeth grated
screen, prostrated
theses,' but more integrated fieldings. and i find a way to read machine
while hot jenny and i double fisted. her thick clit penetrated
ings of contracted and suppurated
brought forth in creation as the desire for language is consecrated
that such triplicated
smeared - almost obliterated
of bruises, lacerated
exasperated
new symbolisms, large areas of it elaborated
places, not spaces, open elements, line segments somewhat obliterated
and there is no guarantee that this word is properly transliterated
newold separated from kamikuko, you'd have nikuko, and if sin separated
naked and castrated
theory is enumerated
children - was evident, as if it repeatedly struck the incarcerated
unpopular in high-school and hung out with a few punks who tolerated
i'm concerned, i'm very concerned thank you! it's r-rated, not x-rated
problematic of post-modern identities, looped, eviscerated
revising einstein - once he demonstrated
virtual sexuality will become integrated
unadulterated
of signs reverberated
making substitutions all over the place,and have collaborated
here we are cooperating. this person has cooperated

Full Disclosure Unemployment


04/25/2004	$101.25	$101.25	1 	04/26/2004	Payment
04/18/2004	$202.50	$202.50	2 	04/19/2004	Payment
04/11/2004	$202.50	$202.50	2 	04/12/2004	Payment
04/04/2004	$101.25	$101.25	1 	04/05/2004	Payment
03/28/2004	$202.50	$202.50	2 	03/29/2004	Payment
03/21/2004	$202.50	$202.50	2 	03/22/2004	Payment
03/14/2004	$202.50	$202.50	2 	03/19/2004	Payment
03/07/2004	$303.75	$303.75	3 	03/08/2004	Payment
02/22/2004	$202.50	$202.50	2 	02/23/2004	Payment
02/15/2004	$303.75	$303.75	3 	02/17/2004	Payment
02/01/2004	$202.50	$202.50	2 	02/03/2004	Payment
01/25/2004	$202.50	$202.50	2 	01/26/2004	Payment
01/18/2004	$202.50	$202.50	2 	01/20/2004	Payment
01/11/2004	$202.50	$202.50	2 	01/16/2004	Payment
01/04/2004	$405.00	$405.00	4 	01/05/2004	Payment
12/28/2003	$101.25	$101.25	1 	12/30/2003	Payment
12/21/2003	$202.50	$202.50	2 	12/22/2003	Payment
12/14/2003	$202.50	$202.50	2 	12/15/2003	Payment
12/07/2003	$303.75	$303.75	3 	12/12/2003	Payment
11/30/2003	$303.75	$303.75	3 	12/12/2003	Payment
11/23/2003	$405.00	$405.00	4 	12/12/2003	Payment
11/09/2003	$303.75	$303.75	3 	12/12/2003	Payment
11/02/2003	$101.25	$101.25	1 	12/12/2003	Payment
10/12/2003	$202.50	$202.50	2 	10/14/2003	Payment
10/05/2003	$101.25	$101.25	1 	10/06/2003	Payment

The maximum I make a week is $405. If I work (telecommuting for scoring
GRE essays), I make $150/day. I make about 20k a year. I will be down to
10k a year after unemployment runs out 5/23.


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