The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

May 22, 2004


3d

you don't get it do you. every one of us is writing past the other. the
days of online trust are past. we are passing each other like nighttime
ships. there are no connections but misrecognitions. what can i take from
this community. what can you give me. it's just another form of greed. you
can't take it can you. who do you think you're fooling. you're really a
piece of work. you're really something else.

i don't get it do i. every one of us is writing past the other. the days
of online trust are past. we are passing each other like nighttime ships.
there are no connections but misrecognitions. what can i take from this
community. what can i give me. it's just another form of greed. i can't
take it can i. who do i think i're fooling. i're really a piece of work.
i're really something else.

they don't get it do they. every one of us is writing past the other. the
days of online trust are past. we are passing each other like nighttime
ships. there are no connections but misrecognitions. what can i take from
this community. what can they give me. it's just another form of greed.
they can't take it can they. who do they think they're fooling. they're
really a piece of work. they're really something else.


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Fu

How those years have passed away! Memories are all I have and I know
they're real! I'm not making anything up, I'm not fabricating! They happen
just as I tell them!

I remember standing on the corner of James and Charles Street talking
to Platt Townend and she said why do you have to bring up those thing,
referring to my writing on the medical cases in Nazi Germany.

How those years have passed away! Memories are all I have and I know
they're real! I'm not making anything up, I'm not fabricating! They happen
just as I tell them!

I remember flinging her at the Blue and White dance across the floor just
to see if it could be done.

How those years have passed away! Memories are all I have and I know
they're real! I'm not making anything up, I'm not fabricating! They happen
just as I tell them!

The boys in the lockerrooms boasted of how many women they slept with, the
record being seventeen in one night.

How those years have passed away! Memories are all I have and I know
they're real! I'm not making anything up, I'm not fabricating! They happen
just as I tell them!

I remember Cherie Kanjorski going with me to the prom because she couldn't
get anyone else to go with her and later she water-skied into a diving
board.

How those years have passed away! Memories are all I have and I know
they're real! I'm not making anything up, I'm not fabricating! They happen
just as I tell them!

I made a secret list of my best friends because none of them were.

How those years have passed away! Memories are all I have and I know
they're real! I'm not making anything up, I'm not fabricating! They happen
just as I tell them!

I remember Dina Raker's breasts and saying I was sad her dad (maybe it was
her mom) died and she said you're not you don't care at all.

How those years have passed away! Memories are all I have and I know
they're real! I'm not making anything up, I'm not fabricating! They happen
just as I tell them!

I remember sitting out in a gym exercise and blaming the others for the
action and feeling shamed afterwards for my cowardice.

How those years have passed away! Memories are all I have and I know
they're real! I'm not making anything up, I'm not fabricating! They happen
just as I tell them!

The only way I could peel out with my mom's Plymouth was in reverse.

How those years have passed away! Memories are all I have and I know
they're real! I'm not making anything up, I'm not fabricating! They happen
just as I tell them!


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