Message-ID: <Pine.NEB.4.61.0503101404320.25408@panix3.panix.com>
From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.aol.com>,
"WRYTING-L : Writing and Theory across Disciplines" <WRYTING-L@LISTSERV.UTORONTO.CA>
Subject: i ii
Date: Thu, 10 Mar 2005 14:04:41 -0500 (EST)
i ii i have to get another text out there nothing will survive if this one isn't included others are behind me this one isn't this is one that will survive me if i only get it out there if you read it or not read it if it is included if it is out there something out there i feel ill today i feel ill today and have for the past several days i may not get another one this one must survive out there no mistake about it out there is really there no mistake either out there is not in here not at all not at all ii iii the world is a world of replete suffering fecundity of pain not buddhist pain pain pure and simple debilitating pain pain of utmost savagery we do what we can we contribute pain could be autonomic no feeling but reaction the organism survives survives peacefully fighting off the intrusion from within and without the natural world follows no such leads follows no leads at all pain is irrelevant to the suffering mind only a signal if the signal close down mind the organism makes way for others others and betters if the pain is so intense so furious we do what we can in this regard of furious pain the elimination of our species will eliminate one iota of the world's pain we can do no better we are of the most violent we should know better destroying everything in our path crawling towards armageddon animals and plants all the narrows will be open wide and poisoned our minds are the worlds shit we dig from the earth with furious teeth with teeth of iron slash flesh from eyes and stomachs in animal fun how else shall we know what we are made of we alone feel pain we will survive momentarily no longer that is fine the faster we go the longer for beginning others perhaps waiting just around the corner they're already dying lateness of the hour a bad joke