The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

May 1, 2005


decoupage, troubled life

sudden almost
mind sudden
out mind
racing sudden
physical sudden
thoughts physical
jags thoughts
almost
jags
hard no
uncontrollable hard
fury uncontrollable
wanting fury
acting wanting
up acting
to up
catatonic to
quickly catatonic
no
wanting
sorrow wanting
not sorrow
blurred not
too uncontrollable
pushing too
guilty sorrow
angering buzzing
it mind
buzzing no
staring buzzing
constant acting
hear acting
dripping pushing
flaccid blurred
energy physical
penis energy
blacking too
urine blacking
vision almost
tilted vision
urinating hear
weight hard
loss thoughts
poor tilted
tinnitus thoughts
slow tinnitus
walking to
difficulty slow
appetite thoughts
getting difficulty
below urine
normal
buzzing
of below
spacing appetite
gaining constant
headache
penis
back getting
lights
of
pain penis
think below
troubling
poor
temperature constant
fever getting
can't below
regrets back
shame vision
focus below
and walking
eyes fever
sleep think
migraine spacing
stay migraine
awake and
apologies think
all normal
a
can't
shuddering apologies
shaking can't
trembling stay
bleary eyes
constantly shame
lot a
get can't
i can't
deserve can't
sweats get
uncomfortable focus
nightmares uncomfortable
tingling shuddering
breath all
shortness awake
hands stay
what awake
coughing constantly
nasal sweats
sneezing can't
allergic can't
remember pity
galore deserve
pity
nightmares
self a
reactions
self
medications shuddering
talk i
stand uncomfortable
lips constantly
dried lips
fast dripping
control
breath
nights dried
sleeping self
suddenly nights
days allergic
jumpiness sorrow
tortured
sweats
watery dried
banging out
things talk
into night
night
lips
spells suddenly
crying tortured
dizziness things
irritability sweats
day irritability
sudden sudden
mind racing
out racing
racing physical
physical almost
thoughts sudden
jags mind
almost
out
hard wanting
uncontrollable acting
fury up
wanting to
acting catatonic
up quickly
to wanting
catatonic no
quickly hard
no
fury
sorrow not
not blurred
blurred uncontrollable
too pushing
pushing sorrow
guilty wanting
angering no
it staring
buzzing no
staring fury
constant hear
hear not
dripping blurred
flaccid energy
energy blurred
penis no
blacking hear
urine almost
vision blacking
tilted constant
urinating weight
weight loss
loss no
poor hard
tinnitus walking
slow it
walking blurred
difficulty appetite
appetite pushing
getting urine
below buzzing
normal
too
of to
spacing constant
gaining dripping
headache
below
back no
lights
vision
pain appetite
think troubling
troubling
no
temperature appetite
fever below
can't regrets
regrets getting
shame no
focus headache
and constant
eyes walking
sleep stay
migraine out
stay stay
awake temperature
apologies below
all think
a
headache
shuddering shuddering
shaking can't
trembling eyes
bleary shame
constantly apologies
lot constantly
get deserve
i i
deserve and
sweats focus
uncomfortable nightmares
nightmares eyes
tingling all
breath sweats
shortness stay
hands awake
what think
coughing can't
nasal lot
sneezing hands
allergic allergic
remember shortness
galore shuddering
pity
remember
self trembling
reactions
bleary
medications dripping
talk nightmares
stand stand
lips lips
dried dried
fast coughing
control
nightmares
nights sleeping
sleeping deserve
suddenly coughing
days breath
jumpiness lips
tortured
sorrow
watery can't
banging too
things tortured
into sorrow
night
suddenly
spells sudden
crying crying
dizziness too
irritability uncontrollable
day things

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