Message-ID: <Pine.NEB.4.63.0510250151180.24299@panix3.panix.com>
From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.aol.com>,
"WRYTING-L : Writing and Theory across Disciplines" <WRYTING-L@LISTSERV.UTORONTO.CA>
Subject: father of evil
Date: Tue, 25 Oct 2005 01:51:53 -0400 (EDT)
father of evil don't blame the father for the sins of the young. my father ensured i would never get over my father. my father screamed at me constantly. could i win with my father. i never could win with my father. my father ensured that. my father ensured i would never challenge my father. the screaming of my father ensured i would never have a world without screaming. the nightmare of my father ensured i would never have a night without nightmares. the violence of my father was only the language of my father. the language of my father ensured the violence of language. i will take language apart and there will be no violence. i will challenge language and there will be no father. my father will write this and my father will ensure my father will write this. my father ensures that my broken language will scream at my broken language. my father ensures that i will always sin against my father. i will always sin against my father. my father battered my mind until my father was my mind battered by my father. my father makes me ill. my father fills me with hatred. my father ensures i will die hating my father and hating my mind. "In like manner tear sheddings, &c. are held to come from the mind's being melted [--not pained--]." (Sahitya-Darpana.) how to reduce a human being to an artist the litany "don't sins blame of sins ensured young. blame ensured for i would father. never my father over screamed father. me screamed would at never win win with with that. i challenge screaming screaming world without father screaming. ensured nightmare ensured night my nightmares. father violence only was my only father. language the language. language will my take father apart be and no there violence. be will no challenge violence. language write there this will ensure write this. that ensures ensure that my broken will. scream always i sin will against always battered was mind mind until battered by mind makes me ill. hatred. fills ensures hatred. makes die my hating father mind." i will see my father dead.