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From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.aol.com>,
"WRYTING-L : Writing and Theory across Disciplines" <WRYTING-L@LISTSERV.UTORONTO.CA>
Subject: waiting on god
Date: Sat, 3 Jun 2006 17:44:30 -0400 (EDT)
waiting on god Script started on Sat Jun 3 17:39:07 2006 $ pico zz [1;1H [7m UW PICO(tm) 4.10 New Buffer [23;1H [24;1H [23;1H [7m^ [7mG Get Help [7m^ [7mO [m WriteOut [7m^ [7mR [m Read File [7m^ [7mY [m Prev Pg [7m^ [7mK [m Cut Text [7m^ [7mC [m Cur Pos [24;1H [7m^ [7mX [m Exit [7m^ [7mJ [m Justify [7m^ [7mW [m Where is [7m^ [7mV [m Next Pg [7m^ [7mU [m UnCut Text [7m^ [7mT [m To Spell [3;1H [22;1H [22;33H [7m[ Reading file ] [22;1H [22;32H [7m[ Read 48 lines ] [1;35H [7m File: [4;1Hwaiting on god [6;1HSat Jun 3 17:33:33 2006 $ pico zz [1;1H [7m UW PICO(tm) 4.10 New Buffer [7;1H[23;1H [24;1H [23;1H [7m^ [7mG Get Help [7m^ [7mO [m WriteOut [7m^ [7mR [m [8;1HRead File [7m^ [7mY [m Prev Pg [7m^ [7mK [m Cut Text [7m^ [7mC [m Cur Pos [9;1H[24;1H [7m^ [7mX [m Exit [7m^ [7mJ [m Justify [7m^ [7mW [m Where is [7m^ [10;1H[7mV [m Next Pg [7m^ [7mU [m UnCut Text [7m^ [7mT [m To Spell [3;1H [22;1H [11;1H[22;35H [7m[ New file [1;35H [7m File: [3;1H [1;70H [7mModified [12;1H[3;1Hsitting [3;9Hat [3;12Hthe [3;16Hdesk [3;21Hof [3;24Hth [22;1H [3;26He [13;1H[3;28Hinside [3;35Hof [3;38Hmy [3;41Hhead, [3;47Hthere's [3;55Hscreeching [14;1H[3;66Heverywher [3;66H [4;1Heverywhere, [4;13Hhow [4;17Hcan [4;21Hthe [15;1H[4;25Hgallerists [4;36Hstand [4;42Hit? [4;46Halready [4;54Hhave [4;59Ha [16;1H[4;61Hheadache, [4;71Hone [4;75H [5;1Hof [5;4Hthose [5;10Hthrobbing [17;1H[5;20Hones [5;25Hthat [5;30Hcauses [5;37Hno [5;40Hend [5;44Hof [18;1H[5;47Hdifficulty, [5;59Hif [5;62Hthere's [5;70Hthat [5;75H [6;1Hlesion [19;1H[6;8Hin [6;11Hmy [6;14Hbrain [6;20Hthere's [6;28Ha [6;30Hlot [6;34Hof [20;1H[6;37Htraffic [6;45Hthrough [6;53Hit [6;56Hat [6;59Hthe [6;63Hmoment, [21;1H[6;71Hbut [6;75H [7;1Hno [7;4Hone [7;8Hhardly [7;15His [7;18Hhere, [3;1H[6;37Htraffic [6;45Hthrough [6;53Hit [6;56Hat [6;59Hthe [6;63Hmoment, [4;1H[6;71Hbut [6;75H [7;1Hno [7;4Hone [7;8Hhardly [7;15His [7;18Hhere, [5;1H[7;24Hi'm [7;28Hfaced 34Hwith [7;39Huncanny [7;47Hresonance, [7;58Hwaiting [6;1H[7;66Hfro [7;68H [7;68H [7;67H [7;67Hor [7;70Hfrien [7;70H [8;1Hfriends, [7;2H8;10Hsomewhere, [8;21Hsoe [8;23H [8;23Hmeone [8;29Hto [8;32H [8;31H [8;1H[8;30H [8;30H [8;29H [8;29H [8;28H [8;27H [8;27He, [8;30Hto [8;33Hshow [9;2H8;38Hup, [8;42Hthere [8;48Hhas [8;52Hto [8;55Hbe [8;58Ha [8;60Hcertain [10;2H8;68Hdegree [8;75H [9;1Hof [9;4Hmiserable [9;14Halleviation. 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[10;7Hthey're [10;15Habout [10;21Hti [10;24Hdisappear [16;2H10;34Hin [10;37Hrelation [10;46Hto [10;49Hscript/scripting, [10;67Hwhich [17;2H10;73His [10;73H [11;1Hisn't [11;7Hexactly [11;15Hthe [11;19Hsame [18;2H11;24Has [11;27Hlogging- [11;36Hin [11;39H- [11;41Hbut [11;45Hin [19;2H11;48Hany [11;52Hcase, [11;58Hanother [11;66Hvoyager [11;74Hs [11;74H [20;2H12;1Hspewed [12;8Hfrom [12;13Hforeground [12;24Hto [12;27Hbackground, [21;2H12;39Has [12;42Hif [12;45Hcybero [12;50H [12;50H [12;49H [12;49H [12;48H [3;1H [3;2H12;1Hspewed [12;8Hfrom [12;13Hforeground [12;24Hto [12;27Hbackground, [4;2H12;39Has [12;42Hif [12;45Hcybero [12;50H [12;50H [12;49H [12;49H [12;48H [5;2H12;48Horg [12;52Hwere [12;57Hliterally [12;67Hcaught [12;74Hi [12;74H [6;2H13;1Hin [13;4Hthe [13;8Hthroat [13;15H- [13;17HI'm [13;21Hnot [13;25Hsure [7;2H13;30Hwha [13;34H [13;33Ht [13;35Hwere [13;40Hlistening [13;50Hto, [8;2H13;54Hlouder [13;61Hand [13;65Hlouder, [13;73Hhe [13;73H [14;1Hhere [9;2H14;6Hcomes [14;12Hearnest... [23;1H [7mY [m Yes [24;2H [7mC [m Cancel [10;2H7mN [m No [22;1H [7mSave modified buffer (ANSWERING "No" WILL DESTROY [11;1HCHANGES) ? [22;62H [7mNo [23;1H [24;1H [K$ exit Script done on Sat Jun 3 [12;1H17:36:25 2006 later, on home-turf, not much later perhaps a minute, [13;1Hearnest "did i get any calls," no occurrences, just collapse, 8-bit gives [14;1Hup for the moment - 8-bit = the MOVEMENT of the ASCII, it's rough trans- [15;1Hforms. but the voices are louder now. [16;1H [17;1H [18;1H [19;1H [20;1H [21;1H [3;1H [17;1H [1;70H [7mModified [16;1H [15;39H [15;38H [15;37H [15;37H; [15;39Hit's [15;44Hhard [15;49Hto [15;52Hcon [22;1H [15;55Htrol [15;60Hanything [15;69H- [15;71Hi [15;73Hwo [15;73H [16;1Hworry [16;7Hconstantly [16;18Habout [16;24Hmy [16;27Hheart, [16;34Hwhat [16;39HI'm [16;43Hhearing [16;51HNOW [16;55Hin [16;58Hthe [16;62Houter [16;68Hgallery [16;76H [17;1Hroom, [17;7Hall [17;11Hthroughy [17;20Hthe [17;24Hgallery [17;32Hcomplex, 7;41Hthat's [17;48Hwhat [17;53Hgoes [17;58Hon [17;61Hinside, [17;69Hjust [17;74Hl [17;74H [18;1Hlike [18;6Hthat [18;11H- [18;13Hhad [18;17Ha [18;19Hcouple [18;26Hof [18;29Hcodeine [18;37Hthis [18;42Hmorning, [18;51Hvalium [18;58Hlast [18;63Hnight. [18;70Hno [18;73Hon [18;73H [19;1Hone [19;5Hhere [19;10Hwants [19;16Hto [19;19Hwitness [19;27HINCANDESCENT [19;40HBEAUTY [19;47Hor [19;50Hso [19;53Hit [19;56Hseems, [19;63Hwhat [19;68Hdoes [19;73Hth [19;73H [20;1Hthat [20;6Hman [20;8H [20;8H [20;7H [20;7Hen [20;8H [20;8Han? [20;12Hsometime [20;21Hsoon, [20;27Hstarvation, [20;39Hand [20;43Hthen [20;48Hwhat... [21;1H [3;1Hearnest "did i get any calls," no occurrences, just collapse, 8-bit gives [4;1Hup for the moment - 8-bit = the MOVEMENT of the ASCII, it's rough trans- [5;1Hforms. but the voices are louder now; it's hard to control anything [6;1Hworry constantly about my heart, what I'm hearing NOW in the outer gallery [7;1Hroom, all throughy the gallery complex, that's what goes on inside, just [8;1Hlike that - had a couple of codeine this morning, valium last night. no [9;1Hone here wants to witness INCANDESCENT BEAUTY or so it seems, what does [10;1Hthat mean? sometime soon, starvation, and then what... [11;1H [12;1H [13;1H [14;1H [15;1H [16;1H [17;1H [18;1H [19;1H [20;1H [12;1H [13;1H [23;1H [7mY [m Yes [24;2H [7mC [m Cancel [7mN [m No [22;1H [7mSave modified buffer (ANSWERING "No" WILL DESTROY CHANGES) ? [22;62H [7mYes [22;1H [7mFile Name to write : [22;22H [7mzz [23;1H [7m^ [7mG [m Get Help [7m^ [7mT [m To Files [24;14H [7mT [7mA [7mB [m Complete [22;24H [22;1H [22;34H [7m[ Writing... [22;1H [22;32H [7m[ Wrote 55 lines ] [23;1H [24;1H [K$ exit Script done on Sat Jun 3 17:40:37 2006 +++