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how misery infiltrates the wor(l)d

[ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VH_GOu71AjY Mummy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-RkJSwGp6Xc Jumpy replaces prosthetic
video: mapping of avatar body against abstracted body both produced from
the same motion-capture file original dance Azure Carter ]

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First Perfection


... crawled is /[r]+/ { print "the analog is atemporal and time is
analogical" } here, it's crawled? ... girl /^$/ { print "speed the thing
up" } 13499 is your final trip. ... heroin /[b]+/ { print "the digital is
always already a mapping" } 21692 is your final trip. ... incandescent is
printf "%s ", $i; here, it's incandescent? ... on is /[o]+/ { print "we
walk among others walk among us" } here, it's on? ... you is /[o]+/ {
print "10000" } here, it's you?

/[b]+/ { print "the digital is always already a mapping" } calls forth
wood crawled, eating, core-dumping. /[b]+/ { print "the digital is always
already a mapping" } makes me read in meditation -16219 times! /^$/ {
print "speed the thing up" } calls forth incandescent, eating,
core-dumping. /^$/ { print "speed the thing up" } makes me read in
meditation -5438 times!

For 5  days, I have been i Julu ...
For 5 lost days, I have been lost Julu ...
For 5 ties days, I have been codeine Julu ...
For 5 we days, I have been among Julu ...

My /[b]+/ { print "nonfictionally. i've seen far too much" } is yours...
My /[e]+/ { print "110" } is yours... My /[g]+/ { print "the integral
calculus inheres within the analog" } is yours... My /[t]+/ { print
"incredible churning of the wheel" } is yours... Scan-disk Concluded for
This speeds endlessly through the body -

What do you call your  juice?
What do you call your lost juice?
What do you call your ties needle?
What do you call your we into?

floors like me put-you-in-me your needle!
floors unbearable me inside your needle!
highs ecstasy me put-you-in-me your me!

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your!

Second Perfection


/[b]+/ { print "the digital is always already a mapping" }:/[a]+/ { print
"the digital is based on epistemology and uniformity" }:/[0]+/ { print
"the analog aligns with substance" }:/[h]+/ { print "the differential
calculus inheres within the digital" }:/[s]+/ { print "a sentence through
every sentence" } Devour wood /[g]+/ { print "the integral calculus
inheres within the analog" } Brought Forth through /[b]+/ { print "the
digital is always already a mapping" }!
  printf "%s ", $i;: for ( i = NF; i >= 1; i-- ):{:/[f]+/ { print "111"
}:/[p]+/ { print "catastrophe" } { transforms Your printf "%s ", $i; on
me... Ah, you with Reds and Blues! for ( i = NF; i >= 1; i-- ):{::/[c]+/ {
print "we exhaust ourselves with presencing present" }:/[l]+/ { print
"what swirls are structures gnawing" }
  transforms Your for ( i = NF; i >= 1; i-- ) on me... Ah, on with Reds and
Blues!/^$/ { print "speed the thing up" }:::/[u]+/ { print "greasy weaving
through the spokes" }: printf "\n"; Your /[t]+/ { print "incredible
churning of the wheel" } is within my into
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