The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

January 19, 2007

strange video and other audio

strange video
lecturing on nabil kanso on google tv
i don't know who put this up
i didn't
i seem to touch my face a lot
i lost weight
i jumped up and down with the analog video frame
who am i what have i done

i knew kanso but don't know what he's up to


more from archive: david smith, alan sondheim, 198?
sondheim, guitar, smith, electronic setups

notes from conversation w/ david bohm, 1974?

music with chris frantz & others, 1973?

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