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From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.aol.com>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: emotions decrees music zero
Date: Sun, 16 Sep 2007 19:49:33 -0400 (EDT)
emotions decrees music zero 3 solos reflecting a state of consciousness brought about by j indicating she can tell my moods by the titles for example frustration indicating so though s/he misses the excitement behind which i'm neutral though the stuff i make most likely isn't and going broke doesn't help things along the way as i try to fasten onto 'something creative' so this part's true my nails cracked something about stress and sleeping in the office at brown and then i don't want to think about much most music stresses me but mine doesn't why is that so anyway this is all play-arounds because i can't do my usual with the right hand there are always other paths. but really bio stuff - when i'm happiest i write ferocious about torture well when miserable something comes along out the window tentacle glass lens of the camera always on the loose it's moi moi moi http://www.asondheim.org/moi.mp3 http://www.asondheim.org/moi2.mp3 http://www.asondheim.org/moi3.mp3 what frightens me most? that philosophy always the result of a damaged life will be itself damaged at best that i'll have nothing to say or it will be read as symptom or state-of-mind which shouldn't be a leverage at all any more than if i'm building /dev/nul it doesn't mean suicide or working as root isn't a sign of megalomania. the interstices of the text, the working-out of root issues against /dev/nul, the work of modeling a damaged species, this is fundamental. the sound of moi moi moi builds rooms where harmonics play against non-existent walls, play against them- selves, think of walls defined by harmonics, that is wavelengths, nothing material, you might have quantum rooms like that with music like this going on in them