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creatures neath the surface murmur among themselves
softly mewling in silt tender touching lovely
many eyes wide open to stirrings of the surface
but alas remaining in the depths everything blurs smoothly
some come with memories of others offered bartered
what could be given then but creatures warm and floating

turning and mourning turns mourning and turning
many eyes shyly close in comfort and close comfort
many sights to see and many seas are sleeping
many creatures slipping many mourning drowning

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creatures neath the surface murmur among themselves
softly mewling in silt tender touching lovely
many eyes wide open to stirrings of the surface
but alas remaining in the depths everything blurs smoothly
some come with memories of others offered bartered
what could be given then but creatures warm and floating

turning and mourning turns mourning and turning
many eyes shyly close in comfort and close comfort
many sights to see and many seas are sleeping
many creatures slipping many mourning drowning

suicide


I want to know, now, what you will think of my work ten years after my
death. I want to tunnel through that horizon; anything less is intoler-
able.

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present her
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is his
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her