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the prim world

as if my suture were absorbed, as if the stitch-in-time could be forgotten, 
"nothing is father than the truth" - as if the truth were phenomenological 
horizon - it is not - for father, read farther, or not, as the world's case is 
all there is (and the mother floods me with her tears) (and I flood the world 
with tears). the goal: to disappear inside myself. the goal: "to make the world 
disappear, I hide in the midst of inconceivable chaos." the goal: trick death, 
disappear, this time once and for all!:drowning, i am wiped into existence, 
sutured with wet cloth which writes and erases me. my prim thinks for me, my 
prim is my skin, which I unravel from avatar, move from second life into first. 
my skin is boundless, point-source, infinite collapse. my skin is a cornucopia 
of eyes that promise intimacy on the premise of protocol. my skin says, always, 
nothig could be farther than the truth. my skin says, I write myself into 
existence, I write myself out of existence. what my skin knows is sutured into 
the guise of the human, nothing of this is original, in truth I have said it 
before, but now it is flooded, I am drowning in the vacuum of the real.:first 
flooding. the grounds appear as if wet, what does that mean? surely there is no 
water. water is everywhere, just another prim structure. it's movement is 
apparent. but in dreams, floods occur, and I am lost in miasma, too many shapes 
and flickers, my eyes take over my body, I am reduced to disposition. caught in 
waters, I drown; caught in drowning, I suffocate in an airless void.::

Your avatar dissolves my absorption is not an issue, what excretes, emits,
spews, what is It?! hobgoblin with ideohydraulesis!

My absorption is not an issue, what excretes, emits, spews, what is It?
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as if my suture were absorbed, as if the stitch-in-time could be
forgotten, "nothing is father than the truth" - as if the truth were
phenomenological horizon - it is not - for father, read farther, or not,
as the world's case is all there is (and the mother floods me with her
tears) (and I flood the world with tears). the goal: to disappear inside
myself. the goal: "to make the world disappear, I hide in the midst of
inconceivable chaos." the goal: trick death, disappear, this time once and
for all! calls forth sloughings hobgoblin, hungered, making things. in the
breaks, as if my suture were absorbed, as if the stitch-in-time could be
forgotten, "nothing is father than the truth" - as if the truth were
phenomenological horizon - it is not - for father, read farther, or not,
as the world's case is all there is (and the mother floods me with her
tears) (and I flood the world with tears). the goal: to disappear inside
myself. the goal: "to make the world disappear, I hide in the midst of
inconceivable chaos." the goal: trick death, disappear, this time once and
for all! is , 041], drowning, i am wiped into existence, sutured with wet
cloth which writes and erases me. my prim thinks for me, my prim is my
skin, which I unravel from avatar, move from second life into first. my
skin is boundless, point-source, infinite collapse. my skin is a
cornucopia of eyes that promise intimacy on the premise of protocol. my
skin says, always, nothig could be farther than the truth. my skin says, I
write myself into existence, I write myself out of existence. what my skin
knows is sutured into the guise of the human, nothing of this is original,
in truth I have said it before, but now it is flooded, I am drowning in
the vacuum of the real.?

... hobgoblin is absorption is not an issue, what excretes, emits,
spews, what is It? on wet flesh, it's hobgoblin?

Are you satisfied with your as if my suture were absorbed, as if the
stitch-in-time could be forgotten, "nothing is father than the truth" - as
if the truth were phenomenological horizon - it is not - for father, read
farther, or not, as the world's case is all there is (and the mother
floods me with her tears) (and I flood the world with tears). the goal: to
disappear inside myself. the goal: "to make the world disappear, I hide in
the midst of inconceivable chaos." the goal: trick death, disappear, this
time once and for all!? yes

Your avatar dissolves my absorption is not an issue, what excretes, emits,
spews, what is It?!
hobgoblin with  ideohydraulesis! (slough)