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the two texts of sexy Julu

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   the second text

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   the first text

I LOVE NIN, theyre my fav band, and you are so fucking, closer
video......very sexy ... opens my directory!
My      .flv   k true <fn>JULU- .jpg</fn> is yours... closer
video......very sexy ... makes me read in meditation -     times!
closer video......very sexy ... calls forth dreams get, eating,
core-dumping. in the , closer video......very sexy ... is ,    ], sexy.
very nice job
  on your? ... get is NEEDED PART      : julu ... here,
it's get?
death-trip is mine.
This with Luke, Julu and Faye! I feel energised and ready to get speeds
endlessly through the body -
I love these feelings, with Luke, Julu and Faye! I feel energised and
ready to get ...
into my head - turning me Julu-Jennifer  ... is yours...
<fn>Jenks_Ferrari_Julu.jpg</fn>  popular calls forth me get,
eating, core-dumping.
in-me the , <fn>Jenks_Ferrari_Julu.jpg</fn>  popular is ,
    ], <fn>JULU- .jpg</fn>?
... get is lovely, used, fashionable, n  ==be; @a[gen] seeps into here,
it's get?
This dirty, clean, soiled, sexy, sleazy, nice, feminine, speeds endlessly
through the body -
I love these feelings, dirty, clean, soiled, sexy, sleazy, nice, feminine,
floors unbearable
dirty, clean, soiled, sexy, sleazy, nice, feminine,, Nightclub .: +
              ..Dark, Sexy, opens my directory!
My I LOVE NIN, theyre my fav band, and you are so fucking is yours...
Nightclub .: +                ..Dark, Sexy, makes me read in meditation
-      times!
Nightclub .: +                ..Dark, Sexy, calls forth with crawled,
eating, core-dumping.
in the cock, Nightclub .: +                ..Dark, Sexy, is ,    ],
searches: sexy, love, happy birthday, humor, stars, i love you,?
... crawled is probably be sexy if it werent so disconcerting. ... here,
it's crawled?
Are you properly compiling Nightclub .: +                ..Dark, Sexy,?
Your death-trip is mine.
closer video......very sexy ...:sexy. very nice job
  on your:I LOVE NIN,
theyre my fav band, and you are so fucking:Nightclub .: +
      ..Dark, Sexy,:        k true Julu o . Sulphur Mining o . Horn Carrier
I LOVE NIN, theyre my fav band, and you are so fucking transforms Your
closer video......very sexy ... on me...
Ah, crawled with Reds and Blues!closer video......very sexy ...:sexy. very
nice job
  on your:I LOVE NIN, theyre my fav band, and you are so
fucking:<fn>JULU- .jpg</fn>:the sexy land of sunlight! Had a
fantastical week over there
Devour dreams      .flv   k true <fn>JULU- .jpg</fn> Brought
Forth through closer video......very sexy ...!
<fn>Jenks_Ferrari_Julu.jpg</fn>
popular:<fn>JULU- .jpg</fn>: with Luke, Julu and Faye! I feel
energised and ready to get:julu-jennifer\n  ==be; @noun[non] eaten ...:on
with things ...
Come with me, <fn>Jenks_Ferrari_Julu.jpg</fn>  popular,
beautiful wetware!
Nightclub .: +                ..Dark, Sexy,:searches: sexy, love, happy
birthday, humor, stars, i love you,:dirty, clean, soiled, sexy, sleazy,
nice, feminine,:Julu Lu Daily Maoming Nan Lu and Julu Lu, Shanghai:Jazz
Grooves .: +                ...
dirty, clean, soiled, sexy, sleazy, nice, feminine, transforms Your
Nightclub .: +                ..Dark, Sexy, on me...

Complaynte of Numbers

1. There's no danger, I was about to put up images of cables inserted into
rectum and vagina, a means of internal recording motion capture with a
more than singular node. I decided against this, giving in to censorship
and the deepest desire not to offend, not to antagonize, not to be
antagonized, not to be offended, not to be under attack. Cowardice!
2. There's no danger, part-objects flying about everywhere. In the central
sphere or grounded skysphere, two floor panels slide against one another
and everything and everyone contributes to a story about power and body,
sex and longing, death above all else.
3. There's danger. At night I think of dying, I no longer sleep. At three
in the morning, now early and late for me, I erased my inbox; I no longer
think clearly, the world is fuzzy and I bumble about utterly exhausted.
4. There's more than danger with somewhat blurred vision in both eyes:
what am I looking at? Why am I looking.
5. There's more than anything. At night I think of dying. And I implore
you, I more than implore you: download everything from my site, as soon as
possible. Do this once a month once every other month. I am unsuccessful
in publishing; my work is online, fragile, always close to elimination.
Download and keep the texts alive after I'm gone.
6. There's more than nothing. After I'm gone someone will see images of
this exhibition or other work, perhaps read a text or listen to some sound
and that will begin a _process of recuperation,_ re-installation. Dead, it
will do me no good, just as the mini-revival of my albums and some new
ones do me no good now; it's too late, I'm too close to death or at least
far too close to thinking about anything else.
7. Nineteenth century humor, for example Thackeray's writings for Punch,
just doesn't seem funny - there goes the structuralist accounting for the
phenomenon, as far as I'm concerned. Something else is at work, something
untoward, something untoward this way comes.
8. If my work were to survive on your hard drive, then who will comprehend
any of it in the future? In West Virginia, we were happy; I had a lab, we
rented a small house, there were birds, I had an assistant who could
program, we could explore one strange place after another, we had good
and easy-going friends who made no demands, and we made none in return.
Most importantly, my work had a context, people who were interested in it,
the possibility of publication, public talks, a conference. Returning to
New York, with everything suddenly cut off, I no longer sleep, collapse,
am collapsed, wait for a _reconciliation_ with my own body of work which
never comes.
9. Second Life nauseates, defuge sets in; the fact that new pieces are
installed and the whole tuned almost daily doesn't help when so few people
visit. I've had over 1600 over a period of months, something a website
might get in half a day. I recognize the difficulty of navigating and even
beginning Second Life, but there's the possibility of exploring an entire
virtual and new world 'out there' and how often does that happen?
10. In sleeplessness today I thought of writing about my enemy encounters
with V.A, B.M., G.S., D.G., so many others, but already I fear giving more
than getting, the names reduce to initials out of a cowardice that won't
let me alone.
11. So much sexuality in the Second Life installation - faces, organs,
some arms and feet, no full or replete bodies, at least none that I
remember. Literally I lay myself on the line, cut myself off. I want
friendship without the premise or promise of death. The faces and organs
spell words and murmur, the hands and feet sign themselves in and out of
existence, I pretend to write through blurred vision, an experiment,
through greater and greater sleep deprivation, an experiment, through
double melatonins and wine, through noise-machines and temperature
control.
12. Let me see, I'd say something about the Middle-East.

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These things speak for themselves.
(There were going to be a hundred: We're all lucky he stopped.)
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