The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

March 10, 2009


pathing and diadem


before you end up hating me
know i'm better at berating me
try a bit of tolerating me
my ego kills inflating me
thank god you're never dating me
or flirting now or baiting me
you think i'm only stating me
i'm zero when i'm rating me
don't come i'm never mating me
the rhymes collapse i'm plating me
to pack me up for freighting me
for meat where you'll be grating me
already i'm predating me
depressed i find you're gating me
don't bother with deflating me
across the pond you're skating me
i'm through the ice awaiting me
for human you're not slating me
now you've divided spating me

i like to imagine a world where touching and seeing are in harmony,
a world of friendly things and friendly aires, where pathing comes
and goes to pathing places, where every path a home, and every home,
a path


pathing
http://www.alansondheim.org/pathing1.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/pathing2.jpg

three electric saz pieces
http://www.alansondheim.org/esaz0.mp3
http://www.alansondheim.org/esaz1.mp3
http://www.alansondheim.org/esaz2.mp3

sometimes a great notion
http://www.alansondheim.org/diadem.mp4
right now my favorite video from second life

background jpgs
http://www.alansondheim.org/ diadem pngs

waif, smeared dead


left behind smeared across the universe these orphan waifs
smeared and left without address or something fine
something fine for you smeared across the staining universe
the staining universe is the universe
the smearing universe is the universe
the waif is the waif
lxl=l exe=e fxf=f txt=t  x =  bxb=b exe=e hxh=h
ixi=i nxn=n dxd=d  x =  sxs=s mxm=m exe=e axa=a
rxr=r exe=e dxd=d  x =  axa=a cxc=c rxr=r oxo=o
sxs=s sxs=s  x =  txt=t hxh=h exe=e  x =  uxu=u
nxn=n ixi=i vxv=v exe=e rxr=r sxs=s exe=e  x =
txt=t hxh=h exe=e sxs=s exe=e  x =  oxo=o rxr=r
pxp=p hxh=h axa=a nxn=n  x =  wxw=w axa=a ixi=i
fxf=f sxs=s
sxs=s mxm=m exe=e axa=a rxr=r exe=e dxd=d  x =
axa=a nxn=n dxd=d  x =  lxl=l exe=e fxf=f txt=t
  x =  wxw=w ixi=i txt=t hxh=h oxo=o uxu=u txt=t
  x =  axa=a dxd=d dxd=d rxr=r exe=e sxs=s sxs=s
  x =  oxo=o rxr=r  x =  sxs=s oxo=o mxm=m exe=e
txt=t hxh=h ixi=i nxn=n gxg=g  x =  fxf=f ixi=i
nxn=n exe=e
sxs=s oxo=o mxm=m exe=e txt=t hxh=h ixi=i nxn=n
gxg=g  x =  fxf=f ixi=i nxn=n exe=e  x =  fxf=f
oxo=o rxr=r  x =  yxy=y oxo=o uxu=u  x =  sxs=s
mxm=m exe=e axa=a rxr=r exe=e dxd=d  x =  axa=a
cxc=c rxr=r oxo=o sxs=s sxs=s  x =  txt=t hxh=h
exe=e  x =  sxs=s txt=t axa=a ixi=i nxn=n ixi=i
nxn=n gxg=g  x =  uxu=u nxn=n ixi=i vxv=v exe=e
rxr=r sxs=s exe=e
txt=t hxh=h exe=e  x =  sxs=s txt=t axa=a ixi=i
nxn=n ixi=i nxn=n gxg=g  x =  uxu=u nxn=n ixi=i
vxv=v exe=e rxr=r sxs=s exe=e  x =  ixi=i sxs=s
  x =  txt=t hxh=h exe=e  x =  uxu=u nxn=n ixi=i
vxv=v exe=e rxr=r sxs=s exe=e
txt=t hxh=h exe=e  x =  sxs=s mxm=m exe=e axa=a
rxr=r ixi=i nxn=n gxg=g  x =  uxu=u nxn=n ixi=i
vxv=v exe=e rxr=r sxs=s exe=e  x =  ixi=i sxs=s
  x =  txt=t hxh=h exe=e  x =  uxu=u nxn=n ixi=i
vxv=v exe=e rxr=r sxs=s exe=e
txt=t hxh=h exe=e  x =  wxw=w axa=a ixi=i fxf=f
  x =  ixi=i sxs=s  x =  txt=t hxh=h exe=e  x =
wxw=w axa=a ixi=i fxf=f
lxl=l xxx=x lxl=l =x=== lxl=l exe=e xxx=x exe=e
=x=== exe=e fxf=f xxx=x fxf=f =x=== fxf=f txt=t
xxx=x txt=t =x=== txt=t  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===
  x =  bxb=b xxx=x bxb=b =x=== bxb=b exe=e xxx=x
exe=e =x=== exe=e hxh=h xxx=x hxh=h =x=== hxh=h
ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i =x=== ixi=i nxn=n xxx=x nxn=n
=x=== nxn=n dxd=d xxx=x dxd=d =x=== dxd=d  x =
xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s =x===
sxs=s mxm=m xxx=x mxm=m =x=== mxm=m exe=e xxx=x
exe=e =x=== exe=e axa=a xxx=x axa=a =x=== axa=a
rxr=r xxx=x rxr=r =x=== rxr=r exe=e xxx=x exe=e
=x=== exe=e dxd=d xxx=x dxd=d =x=== dxd=d  x =
xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  axa=a xxx=x axa=a =x===
axa=a cxc=c xxx=x cxc=c =x=== cxc=c rxr=r xxx=x
rxr=r =x=== rxr=r oxo=o xxx=x oxo=o =x=== oxo=o
sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s
=x=== sxs=s  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  txt=t
xxx=x txt=t =x=== txt=t hxh=h xxx=x hxh=h =x===
hxh=h exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e  x =  xxx=x
  x =  =x===  x =  uxu=u xxx=x uxu=u =x=== uxu=u
nxn=n xxx=x nxn=n =x=== nxn=n ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i
=x=== ixi=i vxv=v xxx=x vxv=v =x=== vxv=v exe=e
xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e rxr=r xxx=x rxr=r =x===
rxr=r sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s exe=e xxx=x
exe=e =x=== exe=e  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =
txt=t xxx=x txt=t =x=== txt=t hxh=h xxx=x hxh=h
=x=== hxh=h exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e sxs=s
xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x===
exe=e  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  oxo=o xxx=x
oxo=o =x=== oxo=o rxr=r xxx=x rxr=r =x=== rxr=r
pxp=p xxx=x pxp=p =x=== pxp=p hxh=h xxx=x hxh=h
=x=== hxh=h axa=a xxx=x axa=a =x=== axa=a nxn=n
xxx=x nxn=n =x=== nxn=n  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===
  x =  wxw=w xxx=x wxw=w =x=== wxw=w axa=a xxx=x
axa=a =x=== axa=a ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i =x=== ixi=i
fxf=f xxx=x fxf=f =x=== fxf=f sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s
=x=== sxs=s
sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s mxm=m xxx=x mxm=m
=x=== mxm=m exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e axa=a
xxx=x axa=a =x=== axa=a rxr=r xxx=x rxr=r =x===
rxr=r exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e dxd=d xxx=x
dxd=d =x=== dxd=d  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =
axa=a xxx=x axa=a =x=== axa=a nxn=n xxx=x nxn=n
=x=== nxn=n dxd=d xxx=x dxd=d =x=== dxd=d  x =
xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  lxl=l xxx=x lxl=l =x===
lxl=l exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e fxf=f xxx=x
fxf=f =x=== fxf=f txt=t xxx=x txt=t =x=== txt=t
  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  wxw=w xxx=x wxw=w
=x=== wxw=w ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i =x=== ixi=i txt=t
xxx=x txt=t =x=== txt=t hxh=h xxx=x hxh=h =x===
hxh=h oxo=o xxx=x oxo=o =x=== oxo=o uxu=u xxx=x
uxu=u =x=== uxu=u txt=t xxx=x txt=t =x=== txt=t
  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  axa=a xxx=x axa=a
=x=== axa=a dxd=d xxx=x dxd=d =x=== dxd=d dxd=d
xxx=x dxd=d =x=== dxd=d rxr=r xxx=x rxr=r =x===
rxr=r exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e sxs=s xxx=x
sxs=s =x=== sxs=s sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s
  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  oxo=o xxx=x oxo=o
=x=== oxo=o rxr=r xxx=x rxr=r =x=== rxr=r  x =
xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s =x===
sxs=s oxo=o xxx=x oxo=o =x=== oxo=o mxm=m xxx=x
mxm=m =x=== mxm=m exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e
txt=t xxx=x txt=t =x=== txt=t hxh=h xxx=x hxh=h
=x=== hxh=h ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i =x=== ixi=i nxn=n
xxx=x nxn=n =x=== nxn=n gxg=g xxx=x gxg=g =x===
gxg=g  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  fxf=f xxx=x
fxf=f =x=== fxf=f ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i =x=== ixi=i
nxn=n xxx=x nxn=n =x=== nxn=n exe=e xxx=x exe=e
=x=== exe=e  x =
hxh=h txt=t txt=t pxp=p :x:=: /x/=/ /x/=/ wxw=w
wxw=w wxw=w .x.=. axa=a lxl=l axa=a nxn=n sxs=s
oxo=o nxn=n dxd=d hxh=h exe=e ixi=i mxm=m .x.=.
oxo=o rxr=r gxg=g /x/=/  x =  wxw=w axa=a ixi=i
fxf=f  x =  pxp=p nxn=n gxg=g sxs=s
sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s oxo=o xxx=x oxo=o
=x=== oxo=o mxm=m xxx=x mxm=m =x=== mxm=m exe=e
xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e txt=t xxx=x txt=t =x===
txt=t hxh=h xxx=x hxh=h =x=== hxh=h ixi=i xxx=x
ixi=i =x=== ixi=i nxn=n xxx=x nxn=n =x=== nxn=n
gxg=g xxx=x gxg=g =x=== gxg=g  x =  xxx=x  x =
=x===  x =  fxf=f xxx=x fxf=f =x=== fxf=f ixi=i
xxx=x ixi=i =x=== ixi=i nxn=n xxx=x nxn=n =x===
nxn=n exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e  x =  xxx=x
  x =  =x===  x =  fxf=f xxx=x fxf=f =x=== fxf=f
oxo=o xxx=x oxo=o =x=== oxo=o rxr=r xxx=x rxr=r
=x=== rxr=r  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  yxy=y
xxx=x yxy=y =x=== yxy=y oxo=o xxx=x oxo=o =x===
oxo=o uxu=u xxx=x uxu=u =x=== uxu=u  x =  xxx=x
  x =  =x===  x =  sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s
mxm=m xxx=x mxm=m =x=== mxm=m exe=e xxx=x exe=e
=x=== exe=e axa=a xxx=x axa=a =x=== axa=a rxr=r
xxx=x rxr=r =x=== rxr=r exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x===
exe=e dxd=d xxx=x dxd=d =x=== dxd=d  x =  xxx=x
  x =  =x===  x =  axa=a xxx=x axa=a =x=== axa=a
cxc=c xxx=x cxc=c =x=== cxc=c rxr=r xxx=x rxr=r
=x=== rxr=r oxo=o xxx=x oxo=o =x=== oxo=o sxs=s
xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s =x===
sxs=s  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  txt=t xxx=x
txt=t =x=== txt=t hxh=h xxx=x hxh=h =x=== hxh=h
exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e  x =  xxx=x  x =
=x===  x =  sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s txt=t
xxx=x txt=t =x=== txt=t axa=a xxx=x axa=a =x===
axa=a ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i =x=== ixi=i nxn=n xxx=x
nxn=n =x=== nxn=n ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i =x=== ixi=i
nxn=n xxx=x nxn=n =x=== nxn=n gxg=g xxx=x gxg=g
=x=== gxg=g  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  uxu=u
xxx=x uxu=u =x=== uxu=u nxn=n xxx=x nxn=n =x===
nxn=n ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i =x=== ixi=i vxv=v xxx=x
vxv=v =x=== vxv=v exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e
rxr=r xxx=x rxr=r =x=== rxr=r sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s
=x=== sxs=s exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e
txt=t xxx=x txt=t =x=== txt=t hxh=h xxx=x hxh=h
=x=== hxh=h exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e  x =
xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s =x===
sxs=s txt=t xxx=x txt=t =x=== txt=t axa=a xxx=x
axa=a =x=== axa=a ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i =x=== ixi=i
nxn=n xxx=x nxn=n =x=== nxn=n ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i
=x=== ixi=i nxn=n xxx=x nxn=n =x=== nxn=n gxg=g
xxx=x gxg=g =x=== gxg=g  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===
  x =  uxu=u xxx=x uxu=u =x=== uxu=u nxn=n xxx=x
nxn=n =x=== nxn=n ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i =x=== ixi=i
vxv=v xxx=x vxv=v =x=== vxv=v exe=e xxx=x exe=e
=x=== exe=e rxr=r xxx=x rxr=r =x=== rxr=r sxs=s
xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x===
exe=e  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  ixi=i xxx=x
ixi=i =x=== ixi=i sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s
  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  txt=t xxx=x txt=t
=x=== txt=t hxh=h xxx=x hxh=h =x=== hxh=h exe=e
xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===
  x =  uxu=u xxx=x uxu=u =x=== uxu=u nxn=n xxx=x
nxn=n =x=== nxn=n ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i =x=== ixi=i
vxv=v xxx=x vxv=v =x=== vxv=v exe=e xxx=x exe=e
=x=== exe=e rxr=r xxx=x rxr=r =x=== rxr=r sxs=s
xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x===
exe=e
txt=t xxx=x txt=t =x=== txt=t hxh=h xxx=x hxh=h
=x=== hxh=h exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e  x =
xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s =x===
sxs=s mxm=m xxx=x mxm=m =x=== mxm=m exe=e xxx=x
exe=e =x=== exe=e axa=a xxx=x axa=a =x=== axa=a
rxr=r xxx=x rxr=r =x=== rxr=r ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i
=x=== ixi=i nxn=n xxx=x nxn=n =x=== nxn=n gxg=g
xxx=x gxg=g =x=== gxg=g  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===
  x =  uxu=u xxx=x uxu=u =x=== uxu=u nxn=n xxx=x
nxn=n =x=== nxn=n ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i =x=== ixi=i
vxv=v xxx=x vxv=v =x=== vxv=v exe=e xxx=x exe=e
=x=== exe=e rxr=r xxx=x rxr=r =x=== rxr=r sxs=s
xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x===
exe=e  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  ixi=i xxx=x
ixi=i =x=== ixi=i sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s
  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  txt=t xxx=x txt=t
=x=== txt=t hxh=h xxx=x hxh=h =x=== hxh=h exe=e
xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===
  x =  uxu=u xxx=x uxu=u =x=== uxu=u nxn=n xxx=x
nxn=n =x=== nxn=n ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i =x=== ixi=i
vxv=v xxx=x vxv=v =x=== vxv=v exe=e xxx=x exe=e
=x=== exe=e rxr=r xxx=x rxr=r =x=== rxr=r sxs=s
xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x===
exe=e
txt=t xxx=x txt=t =x=== txt=t hxh=h xxx=x hxh=h
=x=== hxh=h exe=e xxx=x exe=e =x=== exe=e  x =
xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  wxw=w xxx=x wxw=w =x===
wxw=w axa=a xxx=x axa=a =x=== axa=a ixi=i xxx=x
ixi=i =x=== ixi=i fxf=f xxx=x fxf=f =x=== fxf=f
  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i
=x=== ixi=i sxs=s xxx=x sxs=s =x=== sxs=s  x =
xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =  txt=t xxx=x txt=t =x===
txt=t hxh=h xxx=x hxh=h =x=== hxh=h exe=e xxx=x
exe=e =x=== exe=e  x =  xxx=x  x =  =x===  x =
wxw=w xxx=x wxw=w =x=== wxw=w axa=a xxx=x axa=a
=x=== axa=a ixi=i xxx=x ixi=i =x=== ixi=i fxf=f
xxx=x fxf=f =x=== fxf=f
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