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From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.aol.com>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: anguish (text plus video up for short time only)
Date: Mon, 21 Sep 2009 11:39:23 -0400 (EDT)
please note anguish ('r-rated' video up for short time only, don't watch if you think it might offend you) ___________________________________________________________________ anguish anguish exists in the moment or the past of the moment anguish tears bodies limbs from limbs anguish haunts the forbidden anguish opens the forbidden to mockery anguish transforms mockery into the bone of tragedy everywhere the bone, the bone, the bone everywhere hardening and then softening and falling through everywhere failing anguish burns the self into the self it's hardly possible to open ones eyes it's hardly possible to close them anguish is the fuel of art anguish is the collapse of attitude and anguish is the collapse of a natural attitude an attitude in which everything remained alive if it weren't for anguish our camera would silence itself our camera would lie in a hidden place and a lost place our camera would dissolve the economy of the world anguish opens the body to anguish anguish closes the body to an opening in the world an opening in the world is always small our camera misses it and misses our body our camera cries so hard because it misses our body http://www.alansondheim.org/distraught.mp4 (not up long theanguish ofor moment past anguishnguish telimbs limbss from limanguish froms tears limbs bodies hauntsunts the forthe forbidden anguish forbiddenanguish toopens mockery the bonemockery tragedy the bone, one bone bone,the bone the everywhererdening and andnd fthrough fallingthen through softening self self toit's openhardly onespossible eyes to it'srdly possito hardlyle to close them close possiblethem closehardly them possible fuelanguish art the ispse of attitude attitudethe collapse collapseturanguish attitude the naturalcollapse attitude of attitudettitude in which everything remremained inined alive everythingattitude remainedin alive which wouldanguish silenceour itself camera ourmera camera would lie in lost would hidden plplace lostplace place and world economy opensody to to bodyanguish anguish the bodyanguish anthe openinglwalways alwaysthe small world missesnd misses our body itody our body and long long long