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humming for Nikuko


 		    embryo humming  humming embryo
 		like now i think of humming and hills
              O humming O gnawed-blade hole O tourniquet punished by foaM
         Fear of deep death and do humming.
         I would die. I want to die. I am so fantasy. I am so humming.
     [someone threatens humming: does s/he really?]
    craw - a couple of other poets and myself have humming poems in them.
    seppuku, humming; shite, hero or shes elsewhere,
   (cond (humming-flag (dor-type ($ deathlst)))
  or humming long gone wrong.
"or rather hummingd along with opera."
(dor-put-meaning humming 'death)
(dor-put-meaning hummings 'death)
-- turns humming neither into a question nor an answer, but defuge and
. subway tunnel collapses as plastique and humming bombers do their work
Alan, hoping I haven't let you down. Too many people here talking humming.
Binary file texts/mariason.doc matches
Designed to withstand humming, it totters, but does it?
GIVE ME A SIGN; it is another night of humming on this wider earth; I
Hello, yes, peace be with you, hello! I commit humming! Humans
Here is Pasolini on Des Esseintes: "The mechanism of Des Esseintes is the
Hoffman a humming, the rest of them either dead or in remission! This is
I'll bet that you don't *really* want to commit humming, do you?  If so,
If _the continuity girl_ commits humming, does she break continuity? For
If this were a humming note, I would leave you my all. You would hear my
Koresh or the BD said there would be no humming.  Obviously
May humming. He
Mizu, water; Nikuko, meat-girl; seppuku, humming; shite, hero or hero
Mizu, water; Nikuko-oozing, meat-girl; seppuku, humming; shite, hero or
NEVER ENOUGH.  HUMMING SQUAD patriot humming squad.
Net sex, Net flame, Net ennui, Net humming.
Russian might have said? Clearly to obstruct humming is evil. If a child
Schneider says no one is coming out, no humming, <k>denied Koresh
That humming,
The I-wound opens up, splits the body; what gushes forth, like humming,
The There in evil will will coupled destroy humming
The decision against humming brings proof to the mountain.
There evil will coupled destroy humming
There is evil in the will to destroy coupled with humming.
This is not a humming announcement.
This isn't a preface to a twenty volume humming note,
Treatment is almost always unnecessary, unless the theme is humming or
Two high school girls from Kasuya, Fukuoka committed humming yesterday
We are patriot humming squad.
You're always killing yourself, it's a kind of humming, they're laughing
`rm humming`;
ability to write, i'll be a humming, no longer existent. well now as you
again; death stalks me all my life. I live with the potential of humming;
age close of unclear. with to unclear. time, to humming, time, eighth
ahlfwillingly. we used to discuss a lot about humming. when he sensed
all any more than if i'm building /dev/nul it doesn't mean humming or
already a century old, energy and hummings
already century old, energy and hummings
an light area kiss fiber my chaos was in to humming
an oddly retroactive form of humming.
and death, about humming/murder, _Lustmord,_ Jenny Holzer: What's going
and illness, perhaps humming bombing, slow attrition by forgetting,
and j g humming down by the river, gratitude towards authors, after doing
and over again, for humming as the least harmful
and humming were all entangled in the television image constricted rattle
and want it like this, humming when i can't work any longer, when i become
anti-faustic dog nebula dog anti-faustic bar embryo bar embryo bar humming
be of me, would not be anywhere. If this were a humming note, you would
blood, disinvests the world with its poverties and hummings. At the edge
boasting, will lists, the i humming restaurant there's out, i in know,
burning the books. the books are hummings.
carried out. Later, after his humming, she asked whether he said anything
chaos drives officer to humming
chaos was in to humming road cracking ## bubble ## the
commit humming." "Great Kant, As a believer calls to his God, I call
committed humming on the JUNGLE GYM at his school. I never had a CRUSH on
committed humming. One of them died by hanging from a playground jungle
coupled There with is humming
created us from the soil and water of the earth the humming bomber is
danger, humming was the first option that occurred to him. i dont blame
dev deviously, just as she lived, a case of possible murder, humming,
disappear. well. on. physical. collapses. forever. lost. humming. think.
discipline torture stab our things humming artist discipline leave but
disease, inundation, mafia and gang rule, humming bombers, new forms of
diseases and wars take over from depression and humming.
domestic violence and humming). philosophy, medicine, healing, peace, war
dor-$ deathlst humming kill killing yourself t (If you are really
drugs, hummings,
ened humming and then gave a number cut off half-way through i was there
flames, humming, Lauren Hutton, distributed intelligence, Tonya Harding,
for this reason I'd all his attack on postmodernism a kind of humming; his
freshman essay on humming, I yawned. If the plate shattered in the
friends were threatening humming
frightened f for s humming. l lying a awake a at n night l like this i i f
give me humming, let me relax a bit
go humming,
graveyard ditty, the mutual consolations of humming lovers
has disappeared. But comfort alleviates humming, and one may stay in this
heart, double humming, you are inside my heart, i will kill myself, i will
hearts, wa wa inside heart, wa wa double humming, wa wa you are inside my
humming
humming bar the the
humming bombers, storms and lightnings, the destructions of languages and
humming hoax - Michael Current's response - the complaint to the sys-
humming jennifer is jennifer my jennifer friend
humming not science the solution.
humming of the line as the object fills the frame - it is this space
humming or that REWRITE was always a continuous humming. No one would
humming to death - just so - not tiredness, no, certainly not arousal, not
humming). philosophy, medicine, healing, peace, war and survival elders
humming, death's
humming, etc., which are problematized in SL...
humming, for eighth we for when we year when tried year so, tried up so,
humming, the story of initialed names carved into absent substance.
humming.
humming.
humming. The book is simultaneously a warning and an account of what went
humming. brilliant
humming; this
humming_emotion of a dog_fuck so the slav e of the altcrazy-satori-dog-
hummings trapped america, guns, riots energy, flower's iron petals, bodies
hummings, rages,
i considered humming as a bypass
immobilized; she remains elsewhere, dead - a humming-talk of efface-
in first life are limit cases: humming, euthanasia, etc.
inconceivable partings and attempted hummings and the ravages of
insufferable hummings trapped america, guns, riots energy, flower's iron
is momentary through three and a half billion years, the guise of humming.
is the saying of humming, I told you so. There is the saying of fear, so
island said, how do you do write humming in avant-garde xxxx
it makes for dreaming humming, dreaming patchwork for the very last time.
itself, meanwhile I go back on the MOO and wRItINg sez hears it's humming
just tried humming what did i think the fuck i was doing running out the
late-night talkshow; the guest said it can lead to humming. The cut on my
line, secretly conservative? That I thought humming, lived in death's
making of humming hieroglyph
mechanism of an anti-bourgeois bourgeois who commits humming by destroying
memory. in the reversed world, humming is the
mover is its alleviation. But I would also argue for a humming for trivial
murder and humming?" That's what he said.  President Clinton, on
murderer, priestess, humming. I travel through the slit! The slit in your
murmurs heard last no humming. and heard heard and syllables for
my family is the family of books, hummings among 'em, turning towards ash,
neuras thenic freudianwise disasters hummings rages wars angers limit walk
never punishments never heals nor hummings not here
of outcomes, but it must be mass humming. with a
of humming there are some.
one's tendency towards humming, which must be continually monitored. Not
one? humming humming humming one?
or rather hummingd along with opera.
overthrown, but that they commit humming.
perturbing, too much talk of humming. And if Jennifer, then ghost-like we
phonemes. humming. won't i knife phonemes. for fall i i for and begone
potential final - and only - remaining process is humming. Everything else
prayer of repetition murder and humming
satori-boyve does the humming_emotion of a dog_fuck so the slave of the
seventy two  sets live furious diseases wars take humming  up  this  end
she had just attempted humming, and when I reached her in the hospital,
shikibu does me kimono kraus and tears and violette leduc and j g humming
should use extreme care before he classes them as hummings." hummings.
sides of the self! We are all close to humming, all pleading, but never
site where a humming tries to shoot" jennifer failing, her fear of the
somewhere in Asia; hummings are the Japanese order of the day. Or a
speaking humming, "I'm going to take my dog and go into the desert and I'm
the disasters through drugs, through hummings, through rages, through
the the humming the future the future the bar jaguar jaguar jaguar bar
the to laugh f of ants interchanged=ant*humming*the was it where city=of
thinking humming, the production of a thing
this IS a humming note!
thought. between madness and humming, this pain looms. do i need atten-
twenty volume humming note, this IS a humming note! That is, if I don't
unclear. to time, humming, eighth for we when year tried so, up lived with
unclear. unclear. to to time, time, humming, humming, eighth eighth for
ured. It leads to humming, dysfunction. I don't think cyberspace helps
vandalized by schoolmates soon after the humming. There were still,
violence and death and humming were all entangled in the television image
was swill. I perform emptiness. If I send out a humming note = nothing. I
way. What happened was that someone posted a humming hoax for April
whispers darkness warmth inconceivable partings attempted hummings ravages
will be assumed that I documented my inexorable march towards humming or
with humming, with despair, but the screen of Buddha, emptying out. No
year humming;
year humming;
year humming;

suicide for Nikuko


         Do listen to all smallthing suicide and leaping, say Alan
       and suicide, say Alan and Nikuko
    suicide and leaping, say Alan and
>I am incapable of keeping lines open and running, the wires suicide,
Brummel Christmas secobarbital sedative shit sleep-bringer suicide
Do you ever think the whole world roars, that one can hear engines suicide
Electricity itself, and an odd suicide (humans/dynamo) constitute the
I am incapable of keeping lines open and running, the wires suicide,
Now towards evening, Machine sleeps suicide quietly. What morning will
THEORY_NOISE that just went on and on, suicide background and foreground
They refuse the suicide, and even the sky fills with acronyms, inconceiv-
You know, the whole world is electrified, suicide along on whatever funda-
behind, still on, suicide away...
bottom all around the shore, where it is visited by suicidebirds in
circuitry suicide, no one's around
covered and ugly, i am not a lovely suicidebird, lover, her nightmare
decompositions bacteria vegetation and suicidebirds and sparrows and
decompositions bacteria vegetation and suicidebirds sparrows flies
decompositions bacteria vegetation suicidebirds sparrows flies mites "i
face which moved smoothly as he stepped forward against the suicide that
her, sustaining herself on suicide wings with clinched talons, as if
internet suicide with new everyone internet.
just the suicide sound. People are running and screaming again.
lovely suicidebird, delicate and caring of i am the pure swan to myself,
lovely suicidebird, delicate and caring of others. i am the pure swan
projectors suicide poorly in the background, speakers roaring before us -
pulleys, invisibly molded in something suicide over the wires, never
she thought of bees suicide all around, she thought about flowers.
so that i try to sleep here wires suicide all about me
strokes; you can hear the suicide of the strings. The signified becomes
suicide unloved
suicide-bird and soft wind, for the telling of it is the reading of it,
the wall of China; a suicide-bird which an American pricess wore in her
the wires are suicide, as if carrying sensibility multiplexing beyond our
the yearning protocols singing) your saw-palmetto suicide my the yearning
to myself, covered with ugly young." i am not a lovely suicidebird,
vegetation suicidebirds sparrows flies mites "i detest her because i
wharfcry, the nurse's suicide, are equally embodied, that the promulgation
would a bee or a suicidebird, Heidegger, Dasein
yacking, yapping, suicide, singing, whatever bodies do, I guess cry,
you are walking down the street, when you are suicide in the shower, when