The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

October 6, 2010


Where does my little thought go -

(manually-included spell-check words from past fifteen years)

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a message from garcia

ytalk garcia
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[Ringing garcia...]
[Waiting for connection...]
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[31D# Rering garcia?              #
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[2;1H
[53C
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[11;1H
[53C
[10B1985. my name is nikuko. i'm a secret russian foreign agent. i don't
have time to live.
[6Bi'm waiting for a message from garcia. i've been waiting for the
message since
[13B hello hello. there is static on the line. it is difficult to ransack
memory in this fashion. i am garcia. i understand there is a message.
there is confusion on the lind e. i am waiting for the end of confusion.
it is better to have the me message late than not at all.
[8Byes yes that is true. sevastopol. think sevastopol. you do remember
don't you g garcia.
[5Bnights and days i n sevastopol. it's coming back to me. i remember the
dropoff p point. the old telegraph station, the key. it was winter, the
worst, the very w worst of snows.
[7Cyes, we waited and waited for each other, didn't we. and it seemed
almos almost as if it was to no avail. do yoyu u remember how man enacing
the world seemed, how hopeless. and now. -
[8Band now things have gone from bad to worse, and the message, filled
with death
[9;1Hand bullets, filled with secrecy and subaltern reasoning, seems no
longer urgen urgent.
[24Cor
[Aor rather to say that urgency has passed us by, that nothing is urgent
when ev everything is, that the dimensionality of the unniverse itself has
arrived of i
its own accord -
[8Bas with all creatures, we're going to die, perhaps a bit early, perhaps
in a bi bit more debris, surrounded by debris cho , or choking on debris,
but die m j , just as
[9;1Hever and before, and this is the urgence, this dying, but only -
[19;1Hbut only this urgency e for us, for no one else, our private sevba
astopol, the las
of the messages for garcia,
[9;1Hthe last of the messages for nuk ikuko, for n anyone, the last of
what might have bee lalasting
[10Bmight have been lasting, if only for a while, the shortest while, the
tiniest mmoment, fleeting smile in the very last spring of the world -
[8Bah goodbye, b
goodbye, meeting is neither sweet nor sorrow, but the meat of death
[9;1Hitself...
[9;1Hgoodbye, garcia
[10Bgoodbye, nikuko

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[12;1Hbit [12;5Hmore [12;10Hdebris, [12;18Hsurrounded [12;29Hby
[12;32Hdebris, [12;40Hor [12;43Hchoking [12;51Hon [12;54Hdebris,
[12;62Hbut [12;66Hdie [12;70H, [12;72Hjus [12;72H [13;1Hjust [13;6Has
[14;1Hever [14;6Hand [14;10Hbefore, [14;18Hand [14;22Hthis [14;27His
[14;30Hthe [14;34Hurgence, [14;43Hthis [14;48Hdying, [14;55Hbut
[14;59Honly [14;64H- [15;1Hthe [15;5Hlast [15;10Hof [15;13Hmessages
[15;22Hfor [15;26Hnikuko, [15;34Hfor [15;38Hanyone, [15;46Hthe [15;50Hlast
[15;55Hof [15;58Hwhat [15;63Hmight [15;69Hhave [15;74Hb [15;74H [16;1Hbee
[17;1Hlasting

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[4;1Hbit more debris, surrounded by debris, or choking on debris, but die
, [5;1Hjust as [6;1Hever and before, and this is the urgence, this dying,
but only - [7;1Hthe last of messages for nikuko, for anyone, the last of
what might have [8;1Hbee [9;1Hlasting

[10;1Hah [10;4Hgoodbye, [10;13Hgoodbye, [10;22Hmeeting [10;30His
[10;33Hneither [10;41Hsweet [10;47Hnor [10;51Hsorrow, [10;59Hbut
[10;63Hthe [10;67Hmeat [10;72Hof [10;75H [11;1Hdeath [12;1Hitself...
[13;1Hgoodbye, [13;10Hgarcia

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[17;1Heverything [17;12His, [17;16Hthat [17;21Hthe [17;25Hdimensionality
[17;40Hof [17;43Hthe [17;47Hunniverse [17;57Hitself [17;64Hhas
[17;68Harrived [17;76H [3;1Hdeath [4;1Hitself... [5;1Hgoodbye, garcia

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[9;1Heverything is, that the dimensionality of the unniverse itself has
arrived

[10;1Ho [10;2Hf [11;1Hits [11;5Hown [11;9Haccord- [13;1Hbut [13;5Honly
[13;10Hthis [13;15Hurgence [13;23Hfor [13;27Hus, [13;31Hfor [13;35Hno
[13;38Hone [13;42Helse, [13;48Hour [13;52Hprivate [13;60Hsevastopol,
[13;72Hthe [13;76H [14;1Hlast [15;1Hof [15;4Hthe [15;8Hmessages [15;17Hfor
[15;21Hgarcia, [16;1Hmight [16;7Hhave [16;12Hbeen [16;17Hlasting,
[16;26Hif [16;29Honly [16;34Hfor [16;38Ha [16;40Hwhile, [16;47Hthe
[16;51Hshortest [16;60Hwhile, [16;67Hthe [16;71Htini [16;71H [17;1Htiniest
[3;1Hits own accord -

[5;1Hbut only this urgence for us, for no one else, our private
sevastopol, the
[6;1Hlast
[7;1Hof the messages for garcia,
[8;1Hmight have been lasting, if only for a while, the shortest while, the

[9;1Htiniest [10;1Hmoment, [10;9Hfleeting [10;18Hsmile [10;24Hin
[10;27Hthe [10;31Hvery [10;36Hlast

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its own accord -

but only this urgence for us, for no one else, our private sevastopol,
the last
of the messages for garcia,
might have been lasting, if only for a while, the shortest while, the
tiniest
moment, fleeting smile in the very last spring of the world -
goodbye, nikuko
=--------------------------
as with all creatures, we're going to die, perhaps a bit early, perhaps
in a
bit more debris, surrounded by debris, or choking on debris, but die ,
just as
ever and before, and this is the urgence, this dying, but only -
the last of messages for nikuko, for anyone, the last of what might have
bee
lasting
ah goodbye, goodbye, meeting is neither sweet nor sorrow, but the meat of
death
itself...
goodbye, garcia

----------------------------= YTalk version 3.3.0
=-----------------------------
bit more debris, surrounded by debris, or choking on debris, but die ,
just as
ever and before, and this is the urgence, this dying, but only -
the last of messages for nikuko, for anyone, the last of what might have
bee
lasting
ah goodbye, goodbye, meeting is neither sweet nor sorrow, but the meat of
death
itself...
goodbye, garcia
=-----------------------------
everything is, that the dimensionality of the unniverse itself has arrived
of
its own accord -

but only this urgence for us, for no one else, our private sevastopol, the
last
of the messages for garcia,
might have been lasting, if only for a while, the shortest while, the
tiniest
moment, fleeting smile in the very last
=-----------------------------
=-----------------------------
=-----------------------------
ah goodbye, goodbye, meeting is neither sweet nor sorrow, but the meat of
death
itself...
goodbye, garcia,
goodbye

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