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May 17, 2011


Sometimes I just let these things run, as if they'd run forever; I then
become a visitor and can appear, contrary to all desires, before my Work,
as if it were that of Creation Herself.

"All motion is produced by visible or invisible power: by some cause
which we perceive, or by some which is not the object of sense.

"With all motions of the latter kind, we connect the idea of voluntary
power; and such motions are in fact expressive to us of the exertion of
power. Whether this association is the consequence of experience, or
whether it is the effect of an original principle, it is not at present
material to inquire. The instance of children, and even of animals, who
uniformly infer life, where they perceive motion without any material
cause, are sufficient evidence of the fact."

Archibald Alison, Essays on the Nature and Principles of Taste, Boston,
1812, from the Edinburgh edition of 1811, p. 310.

Hi, I've been trying to write people today, I can't make it up to epoetry, 
sickness has temporarily consumed me, would appreciate any reports at all 
you might want to send to the lists, if you're going? Apologies, and 
apologies for writing to the lists re: this as well, thanks, Alan

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 	"From the facts I have mentioned, we may conclude:
 	"1st, That the beauty and sublimity of motion, arises from the
associations we connect either with the motion itself, or with the bodies
moved. And,
 	"2dly, That this sublimity or beauty, in any particular case, will
be most perfect, when the expression of the motion, and that of the body
moved, coincide."

Alison, op.cit., p. 315.

having dreams of coincidence, hir to godde in my sicknesse, origin,
origyn, orygyn

but i think it's worth it - apologies

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cunts, Waa! (Hurray!)  Nikuko-oozing-who-does- here," sing
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