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From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.wvu.edu>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: virtual idylls
Date: Wed, 21 Mar 2012 01:46:51 -0400 (EDT)
virtual idylls animated computer creations that appear as singers runway models for publicize is another opening click most paper dolls undress mouse easy remove outer clothes harder underwear takes some tugging little revealed end few anatomical details also photographic adult section quite explicit be dressed any outfits strip relate strongly work do avatars characters further edit treating if were therapists sense giving opportunity draw my unfamiliar realms third tars sending their name watching feedback methods model agency she never tires hold poses forever works clock apart from source emission find now three years later translated recently backgrounds foregrounds began losing myself midst thick r passing sites get involved demographics erotic bonding female teenaged males females etc troublesome extent resolves plot narration slotted extending categories go down smoothly hand among avatar emanation no specific image appearance operable within protocols deep operating systems 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entertainment magazine store libidinal economy resident perfect love longer clean tend towards post hats fascinating happening future however close level fantasy boys girls bedrooms computers desks tables off corner such kitchen pornography entwine numerous junctions so become intrinsic everyday except masturbation equally intrinsically parceled seen tion why academic approaches repeatedly metaphor ignoring manifestations earlier even wherever uncanny analysis produce reams relevant called linkages couplings processes concatenation conjoining change loosely joined objects shelf seriality conjunction terms results machine protocol suite interlocked subprograms links chain machines hate subsection integral coherent whole move abstraction coup moving parts inert organisms raging ecstatic wars fought physical result slight warming panels images accessible bit independent apparent organic eye speak postmodern decoupled fast forward probings domains organism stake finitely modified manipulable loss cannot die shelved revived elsewhere date whom data average listener fact seem spite girlfriends your dreams massive production industry song hit gave comfort safe partial filled quest filling vulnerable better heroines princesses inaccessible synchronically lives parallel universe lived died male artist recreating interesting construct mesh holding hollows armature running jacketed cuts carefully away genital literal representation injection covering hollow considered desire ever closeups inextricably everything inextricable tallying birth distance teledildonics oneself doll gives though manipulation puerile sliding removing panties reminded dirtiness abjection simulation speaking insertions assertions key scratches removes wires flesh pass melange constructed torn expanded condoms abeyance while fondling push until sleep night lulled foreclosing feminine positions com fort devour menses harbor smell membranes talk upon mutual devouring curs gloves screens keyboards 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