The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

April 4, 2012


in Meditation

http://www.alansondheim.org/meditation.mp3

in Transport dost Thou send me,
to and from Wastelands and Pales,
into Plains of Jewels and Perfection,
into great Halls of Tourmalines and Amber,
yes, of Tourmalines and Amber,
to and from Wastelands and Pales

my name lalulu

i'm writing this heading towards amnesia. my name is alan, my name is
azure, my name is nikuko, my name is jennifer, my name is julu, my name...
my name... what would you call me, were you to call me, call me forth,
what is the employ, what chorus evolutes, meanders among them, waking me
from my vast sleep, wolverine and granite, tourmaline and grey amphibole?

well, i'm writing this heading towards amnesia. my name is alan, my name
is azure, my name is nikuko, my name is jennifer, my name is julu, my
name... my name... what would you call me, were you to call me, call me
forth, what is the employ, what chorus evolutes, meanders among them,
waking me from my vast sleep, wolverine and granite, tourmaline and grey
amphibole, among one and among others, we murmur assent, communal

i produce nothing, i wait, i await, among horizons and auroras i await,
among the deaths and births of stars, i await, this is the doings of mind,
this is among neutrinos and muons, this shatters, is shattering, mica and
schist, is shattering, is turning towards beginnings, i am yet among you,
i am yet present, i am yet awaiting, a calling, a going forth, a murmuring

ululal demos thrope, thorn and thrown, borne among and bred among them,
shorn ululal among them, smote and smoke, beryl and azurite, dig dig!
among them,

shorn ululal among them, smote and smoke, beryl and azurite, dig dig!
among them, our primary! i produce nothing, i wait, i await, among
horizons and auroras i await, among the deaths and births of stars, i
await, this is the doings of mind, this is among neutrinos and muons,
this shatters, is shattering, mica and schist, is shattering, is turning
towards beginnings, i am yet among you, i am yet present, i am yet
awaiting, a calling, a going forth, a murmuring, 13636

well, i produce nothing, i wait, i await, among horizons and auroras i
await, among the deaths and births of stars, i await, this is the doings
of mind, this is among neutrinos and muons, this shatters, is shattering,
mica and schist, is shattering, is turning towards beginnings, i am yet
among you, i am yet present, i am yet awaiting, a calling, a going forth,
a murmuring already constructs wayward trouble for us, subverting the
categories we take for granted. in collusion with the surface, i produce
nothing, i wait, i await, among horizons and auroras i await, among the
deaths and births of stars, i await, this is the doings of mind, this is
among neutrinos and muons, this shatters, is shattering, mica and schist,
is shattering, is turning towards beginnings, i am yet among you, i am yet
present, i am yet awaiting, a calling, a going forth, a murmuring is
13636, womanly, among one and among others, we murmur assent, communal?
but what is ululal demos thrope, thorn and thrown, borne among and bred
among them, here, its thing?

close to i produce nothing, i wait, i await, among horizons and auroras i
await, among the deaths and births of stars, i await, this is the doings
of mind, this is among neutrinos and muons, this shatters, is shattering,
mica and schist, is shattering, is turning towards beginnings, i am yet
among you, i am yet present, i am yet awaiting, a calling, a going forth,
a murmuring, 13636, a murmuring

foliage and green, this is mine eye and seeing, among seeing, among air,
this is mine, this brief moment, this small land, this breathing, aye,
this breathing, and this murmuring, this whispering, this music, among
land this music, among board and water, this music, aye, this whispering

i think i produce nothing, i wait, i await, among horizons and auroras i
await, among the deaths and births of stars, i await, this is the doings
of mind, this is among neutrinos and muons, this shatters, is shattering,
mica and schist, is shattering, is turning towards beginnings, i am yet
among you, i am yet present, i am yet awaiting, a calling, a going forth,
a murmuring, dubious, overly complicated...

i have already been in mourning

ululal demos thrope, thorn and thrown, borne among and bred among
them,:shorn ululal among them, smote and smoke, beryl and azurite, dig
dig! among them,:i produce nothing, i wait, i await, among horizons and
auroras i wait, among the deaths and births of stars, i wait, this is the
doings of mind, this is among neutrinos and muons, this shatters, is
shattering, mica and schist, is shattering, is turning towards beginnings,
i am yet among you, i am yet present, i am yet awaiting, a calling, a
going forth, a murmuring :among one and among others, we murmur assent,
communal:2075:6:i'm writing this heading towards amnesia. my name is alan,
my name is azure, my name is nikuko, my name is jennifer, my name is julu,
my name... my name... what would you call me, were you to call me, call me
forth, what is the employ, what chorus evolutes, meanders among sounds,
waking me from my vast sleep, wolverine and granite, tourmaline and grey
amphibole?:i produce nothing, i wait, i await, among horizons and auroras
i wait, among the deaths and births of stars, i wait, this is the doings
of mind, this is among neutrinos and muons, this shatters, is shattering,
mica and schist, is shattering, is turning towards beginnings, i am yet
among you, i am yet present, i am yet awaiting, a calling, a going forth,
a murmuring :shorn ululal among them, smote and smoke, beryl and azurite,
dig dig! among them...meht gnoma !gid gid ,etiruza dna lyreb ,ekoms dna
etoms ,meht gnoma lalulu nrohs: gnirumrum a ,htrof gniog a ,gnillac a
,gnitiawa tey ma i ,tneserp tey ma i ,uoy gnoma tey ma i ,sgninnigeb
sdrawot gninrut si ,gnirettahs si ,tsihcs dna acim ,gnirettahs si
,srettahs siht ,snoum dna sonirtuen gnoma si siht ,dnim fo sgniod eht si
siht ,tiaw i ,srats fo shtrib dna shtaed eht gnoma ,tiaw i sarorua dna
snoziroh gnoma ,tiawa i ,tiaw i ,gnihton ecudorp i:?elobihpma yerg dna
enilamruot ,etinarg dna enirevlow ,peels tsav ym morf em gnikaw ,sdnuos
gnoma srednaem ,setulove surohc tahw ,yolpme eht si tahw ,htrof em llac
,em llac ot uoy erew ,em llac uoy dluow tahw ...eman ym ...eman ym ,uluj
si eman ym ,refinnej si eman ym ,okukin si eman ym ,eruza si eman ym ,nala
si eman ym .aisenma sdrawot gnidaeh siht gnitirw m'i:6:5702:lanummoc
,tnessa rumrum ew ,srehto gnoma dna eno gnoma: gnirumrum a ,htrof gniog a
,gnillac a ,gnitiawa tey ma i ,tneserp tey ma i ,uoy gnoma tey ma i
,sgninnigeb sdrawot gninrut si ,gnirettahs si ,tsihcs dna acim ,gnirettahs
si ,srettahs siht ,snoum dna sonirtuen gnoma si siht ,dnim fo sgniod eht
si siht ,tiaw i ,srats fo shtrib dna shtaed eht gnoma ,tiaw i sarorua dna
snoziroh gnoma ,tiawa i ,tiaw i ,gnihton ecudorp i:,meht gnoma !gid gid
,etiruza dna lyreb ,ekoms dna etoms ,meht gnoma lalulu nrohs:,meht gnoma
derb dna gnoma enrob ,nworht dna nroht ,eporht somed lalulu

Sarangi images, jogia sarangi on the left, sarangi on the right

http://www.alansondheim.org/saran1.jpg
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http://www.alansondheim.org/saran.mov silly movie

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