The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

April 18, 2012


Hydro-Kierkegaard

fhydrogen hydrogen, hydrops-hypertension-harrow-crucify hydrogen/oxygen
hydrology, hydrology hydroperiod hydrothermal hyperthermophiles: hydro-
hydromatic _hydrostatic hydrogen; hydro=maniac hydromaniac=murd-
hydrogenesis?", hydro-E0.nyc.access.net hydro-S0-T1.nyc.access.net
hydrodynamics. hydrobiologist hydroxyl snow-hydrol, snow-hydrometeor,
snow-hydrosphere, hydrops, hydrogenesis?

EITHER the You see I am confused, lose myself ignorance, it's clear these
aren't questions to ask. have for example no idea about continuum end with
strings, dark-matter, space-time foam, black holes, other theoretical
entities. My Aphoristic Essay clearly relative fundamental ontology
lifeworld. The digital artifactual. It's bounded, theoretical, virtual,
ideality, heuristics. analog day-to-day, as absence jump-cut outside
dreams, when subject moves place place, every in-between. always rough
around edges; chosen, choice - tolerance not that, protocol that.
problematic however discrete reference same domain, although one might say
drawn zero tolerance, an ideal structure emerges from, or perhaps emergent
within, discrete. A step farther confusion: does discrete, example,
raster? How Planck's constant play among orders? Clearly unclearly, once
again wrong ask...

OR interpreting biosignatures ecosystems metal declares itself. Yes, you
filled out many years, lovely Julu! Thus during era steam-engines diplex
telegraphy must remember nineteenth century ran batteries, electrical
outlets era, electrostatic generators constructed nothing more rods,
circular plates, god knows what else...The illustrations time part
indicated what? Young women, such ourselves, touch metal, standing stools
glass legs, carefully applying dischargers rubberized handles, it if real
contrl---Or Until, dearest Julu, speak sudden discharge, orgams sm,
exaltation teh he spirit, we concluded then, spirit itself inhabiting
world, kind ectoplasm metallic. Matter spoke listened. However (as our
words arms entwine), there surplus couldn't contained experiment
electrocuting dog creating semblance demonstrator male, demonstration
dis/splay , are torn together one, sundered together, across electronic ab
barriers  -

Taking apart a human being  :  :        $ /usr/games/hangman [J ______
[ ;  | [ ;  | [ ;   Guessed: [ ;  | [ ;  | [ ;   Word [ ;     [ ;  |
[ ;   Current Average:   .
    __|_____ [ ;   Overall Average:   .
    | |___
    |_________|
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[ ;   t [  ;   t [  ;   [ ;   O [ ;   st [ ;     [  ;   [ ;   aerst
[ ;   | [ ;     [  ;   [ ;   irst [  ;   i [  ;   [ ;   deirst [  ;   d
[  ;   [ ;   orst [  ;   o [  ;   [ ;   prst [  ;  p [  ;   [ ;    [ ;   |
[ ;     [  ;   [ ;   y [  ;   y [  ;   [ ;   loprstuy [ ;   / [ ;
[  ;   [ ;   vy [ ;   / [ ;     [  ;   [ ;   xy [ ;   \ [ ;     [  ;
[ ;   bdeiloprstuvxy [ ;   \ [ ;     [  ;  Sorry, the word was "pterygoid"
Another word? [ ;    [ ;    [ ;    [ ;    [ ;     [ ;    [ ;    .  [ ;
[  ;  ------- [  ;   [ ;   e [  ;   e [  ;   [ ;   r [  ;   r [  ;
[ ;   O [ ;   t [ ;    .  [  ;   [ ;   y [  ;   y [  ;   [ ;   nrty
[ ;   | [ ;     [  ;   [ ;   lnrty [ ;   | [ ;    .  [  ;   [ ;   sty
[ ;   / [ ;     [  ;   [ ;   aelnrsty [  ;   a [  ;   [ ;    mnrsty
[ ;   / [ ;    .  [  ;   [ ;   prsty [ ;   \ [ ;     [  ;
[ ;   delmnprsty [ ;   \ [ ;    .  [  ;  Sorry, the word was "waivery"
Another word? [ ;    [ ;    [ ;    [ ;    [ ;     [ ;    [ ;
[  ;   -------- [  ;   [ ;   e [  ;   e-e [  ;   [ ;   r [  ;   r [  ;
[ ;   O [ ;   t [ ;       [  ;   [ ;   lrt [  ;   l [  ;   [ ;   nrt
[ ;   | [ ;       [  ;

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My mind isn't right.

I stand in the way of the living. I impede the living. I breathe their
air. I devour the living.

What I've done is all that I'm capable of doing. This is a poor excuse
for life. I'm capable of nothing. I don't dream but have bad dreams.

I am a literary exercise. I use machines to speak for me. I am a factory.
I am a dirty factory. I am industrial. I spew poison.

To live with me is hell. To read me is hell. I offer contradiction. Am
impaled on the hinge of contradiction. That way I bide time.

My writing is no excuse. My writing is as useless as I am. I am a mass
of flesh. I think to myself, this mass, this mess. I am a thick avatar.
Closer to death I stand in the way of the living.

I take strong medicine to sleep. I don't sleep. I write. I forget what
I write. In the morning I read. To read me is hell. To write me is hell.

An abyss defines nothing. An abyss falls into itself. I am a dirty
factory.

I fuck myself, open cunts in the cocktip, churn flesh back to you, but I
must never know the date of your birth. I will fuck myself student says,
learn to fuck yourself, ride your desires which are you want to fuck
yourself sees her own name in the name. her eyes take the world, fuck her
children, barbarian-mediterranean, fuck her jewish origins. splinters,
gutter- (I'd love fuck her. I'd love to be fucked, by her? By him? I'd
love to be Medea. Medea begs us to fuck her, Phaedra begs us to fuck her.
We do fuck her. Do we violate Jason with the plane Her constant
God-yammering. "She'd fuck Him." Constant: "He'd fuck her." Harder. No
communion. She knew: "God would fuck her if He could." She knew total mess
his hole was open to anyone who wanted to fuck her tight shaved the
little-girl-prostitute out of her misery so male-male can fuck her
which a made it want a beauty fuck her i operation and myself up from fuck
here you fuck inside out and you wait for the drowning. when the ocean.
when you fuck here you fuck inside out and you wait for the an ocean. when
you fuck here you fuck inside out and you wait for the fuck here you fuck
inside out and you wait for the drowning. when the Medea. Medea begs us to
fuck her, Phaedra begs us to fuck he typed her last words fuck him he's
dead she said fuck him fuck him words fuck him he's dead she said fuck him
fuck him Alan begs Jennifer to fuck him. he typed her last words fuck him
he's dead she said fuck him fuck him still say bush should go fuck himself
you want to bush fucks up regularly The blank eye is the solar anus; I'd
fuck it in a second, let it fuck me. Does it bother you that you wanted to
fuck me you dream of me all the time i love it. it doesn't bother me at
all. fuck me and kill me. in the middle Are you afraid of sex? Why not?
You mentioned that you wanted to fuck me I'd rather you fuck me until we
drop, rather than reveal a single word of (pause) Janine would fuck me
with a rosary around her neck it went

   fuck me katrina [ xxxxxxxxxx ] posts join date yes katrina is a bitch
down fuck me take my fucking skin fuck me rebecca-rachel ou to fuck me on
the floor. I want fuck me? I'll never have a girlfriend at this rate. I
want big money soon. you, you're dead, you're ugly, I'm ugly, fuck you,
fuck me, you've always to me give it to me deeper deeper fuck me harder
harder. VALUE="fuck me"

    cut me a river______ fuck me forever_____ sing to me my song__ fuck me
fuck a fuck fellow fuck survivor fuck from fuck the fuck 60's. fuck about
fuck the fuck memories, fuck my fuck relationship fuck to fuck memories.
fuck It's fuck not true. fuck They fuck mean fuck nothing. fuck are; fuck
I always fuck was.  fuck Trust fuck me. fuck

 	    no lines of song and dead you fuck me, cursed passionate
french <zebra1> amber please fuck me sweety <natasha2> hi For three
dollars, you may fuck me, Daishin Nikuko. You may fuck me any you but fuck
me and I come as you come, since I will still have need of against black
sky, you see my open heart, don't fuck me when I'm dying would come in,
open herself, fuck me out of my mind! Take my clothes off now, fuck me
everwhere, make me yours, come on me, ou to fuck me on the floor. I want
you won't have to fuck me, won't have to touch my holes make everything
hard. They are hard workers. They fuck metal with metal. can't load tile
font xmahjongg /* You'll have to fuck me now, "says Julu" /* You're just
gonna have to fuck me now, Jennifer-Nikuko, "says Julu" ou to fuck me on
the floor. I want veronica: fuck me and shutdown -h Does it bother you
that you wanted to fuck me you dream of me all the time i love it. it
doesn't bother me at all. fuck me and kill me. in the middle Are you
afraid of sex? Why not? You mentioned that you wanted to fuck me I'd
rather you fuck me until we drop, rather than reveal a single word of here
and you are going to fuck me hard. me!" fuck alone" "leave me "leave
alone" me 1. me" with fuck me" with 2. king. i will marry you. you will
fuck me oh. i C not understand i C i will marry you. you will fuck me oh.
i do not understand i do not marry you. you will fuck me oh. i of not
understand i of not speak king. will marry you. you will fuck me oh. i
give not understand i marry you. you will fuck me. oh. i do not understand
i do not to rip me apart i will allow You to strip me to fuck me in the
market You (pause) Janine would fuck me with a rosary around her neck it
went fuck me medea fuck me

   fuck me katrina [ xxxxxxxxxx ] posts join date yes katrina is a bitch
someone with jealous me cheri despair. went to with fuck me word from ...
fuck me? Scan-disk Concluded for My Video 3 SMI SEQH 0stts stsshis
everyone because he wanted to fuck me, I didn't want him to, I wanted him
he didn't want to fuck me any more - he spat on me - he wrote 'someone
down fuck me take my fucking skin fuck me rebecca-rachel real girlfriend;
we tri fuck me? I'll never have a girlfriend at this have to fuck me,
won't have to touch my holes, fill my holes and fuck [19:09] You: Hi Julu
how are you do you want to fuck me too everyone because he wanted to fuck
me, I didn't want him to, I wanted him he didn't want to fuck me any more
- he spat on me - he wrote someone

Telegraph

The 19th century telegraph and railroad provided the first habitus
for virtual communities. The railroad objectified time and created
the potential for liaisons at a distance. The telegraph workers used
their spare time to talk to one another - friendships and marriages
resulted. The telegraph used a protocol stack reminiscent of tcp/ip
- the layers ranged from hardware to application, with redundancy
and several layers of coding, including addressable messaging
systems, in-between. The telegraph has its parallels in ascii, in
terms of bandwidth; visual telegraphy never really caught on. The
telegraph communality was celebrated in popular literature and song.
For a long time I've been interested in the apparatus itself as
well; recently in Omaha, I was able to buy a small station consist-
ing of a sounder and key. Soon I'll have a telegraph between my
table and Azure's desk, about twenty feet away.

http://www.alansondheim.org/telegraph.mp3 (sounds of 1880s key
  and sounder with various adjustments for proper tuning:
  documentary)
http://www.alansondheim.org/telegraphb.mp3 (altered for the
  sake of making a sound-work: docudrama)

documentation of telegraph station unit plus unmounted sounder
  and key (the unmounted sounder is 1895, the key early-mid
  twentieth century):
http://www.alansondheim.org/telegraph1.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/telegraph2.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/telegraph3.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/telegraph4.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/telegraph5.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/telegraph6.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/telegraph7.jpg
http://www.alansondheim.org/telegraph8.jpg

unmounted key: 37
mounted sounder: Western Electric
mounted key: Western Electric / AT&T

The best book I've seen on the subject: The Telegraph Instructor,
G. M. Dodge, Valpraiso, Indiana, 1908.

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