Message-ID: <alpine.NEB.2.00.1205212312030.5655@panix3.panix.com>
From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.wvu.edu>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: Fifth Avenue, Dean Street, Urbanic
Date: Mon, 21 May 2012 23:13:51 -0400 (EDT)
Fifth Avenue, Dean Street, Urbanic i play sarangi and bow http://www.alansondheim.org/urbanic.mp3 i awake from troubled sleep my body in incredible pain the doctors can't find anything wrong i've got kirba afaa xonso on the boombox it's pouring outside and i can't see because of pain i can't hear because of pain i can't feel anything if you know me you know my pain which swells and crashes quick it's time to pull out sarangi against the rain there's noise on the streets, trucks and construction everywhere when i sleep i hear jackhammering everywhere and wake all nervous time i say for sarangi but it's so hard to play i say time for it i do my best but what can one person do against an entire city if bombs weren't illegal bombs would be everywhere i drag myself and my instrument and begin to play kirba afaa xonso in my mind stays in my mind i will play music bombs and gunfire to death and then feel nothing the bow goes bip bip the bow goes back and forth like rockets the noise in the streets gets louder they are trying to drown me out i am furious with them in this terrible pain and move to second octave i am furious and move into third and begin to gain traction my sarangi treads do not slip and my fingers ring strong and true my fingers drive furrows deep into wood and my hands cut down bodies i listen to kirba afaa xonso on the radio machine and the machine i silence kirba afaa xonso and begin to play i am against the world quick it's time all i have is bow and sarangi all i have is sound they do not take sound from me they add sound to me they add sound everywhere in my illness and my illness look just there they have added sound i play sarangi and bow i play sarangi and bow i play sarangi and bow