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depression poem HAPPY


[ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ]you have done nothing wrong: [ ] [
] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ]you have done nothing right: [ ] [ ]
[ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ]you have done nothing wrong: [ ] [
] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ]you have done nothing right: [ ] [ ]
night i think - i'm going to die soon, i've done nothing, i wont know the
tre has very often saved a Play, though he has done nothing but stalked
have done nothing, I'm quite well, thank you, and right in front of you.
have done nothing, I'm quite well, thank you, and right in front of you.
[ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ]you have done nothing wrong: [ ] [
] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ] [ ]you have done nothing right: [ ] [ ]
ungender it. I admit my disturbance. I have done nothing to it.
23 days into the residency, i've done nothing
24 days and i still will have done nothing
have done nothing, I'm quite well, thank you, and right in front of you.
night i think - i'm going to die soon, i've done nothing, i wont know the
have done nothing, I'm quite well, thank you, and right in front of you.
ungender it. I admit my disturbance. I have done nothing to it. I am too
busy with my life. Lenin won the contest and I've got to get on with my
life. But Volodya lucky to get out with my life ... couldn't get it up
anyway, I was tremb What I want to do with my life. (touching testimony) I
want to get my wri said, "I'm going to pay for the espressos," thinking
"with my life in this the future. this afternoon i had such, discordant
with my life in the the future. this afternoon i had such, discordant with
my life in the "I consider this hour by hour: If I should die now, have I
written suffic big pit, yes they are, i've ever committed a crime, i
haven't hurt anyone, never hurt anyone. The dead film: sightless, deaf,
untouching, untouch *to hell and you have nothing to tell me anymore!
MAUREEN I SHAVED* one believes anymore or locks belief in a fundamental
funda- I want to kill myself because I'm so unhappy! 1957 Somewhere around
this time I tried to kill myself with a mixture of you from Israel. You
saved me. I wanted to take pills, kill myself. You write i feel nothing.
though i will kill myself. want to kill myself. I know I will be a better
person. It is enough that you if I can. I will kill myself. (pause) Look,
I am twenty-three. Look, Bonjour, salaam, shalom, hello! I will kill
myself! Why is this I write because if I don't, I'd kill myself. I write
because I don't want Very briefly, if it wasn't for these people on line,
I would kill myself of death but I'd kill myself in a second, right now,
right before you, if leave me like this, please help me, honest, I'll kill
myself if you don't, heart, wa wa i will kill myself, wa wa i will kill
your ghost, wa wa your heart, double suicide, you are inside my heart, i
will kill myself, i will If you, world, do not answer, I will kill myself.
Honestly, I will kill myself. Do not doubt I will do this very thing. i
will kill myself.:i will kill you.:i will kill them all. write i feel
nothing. though i will kill myself. kill myself because I'm so HAPPY! i
search out later rage --- i will kill everyone --- i will kill myself,
there's all comes, I think that's it, I'll kill myself! Reinforcements. It
will take a perhaps if i kill myself azure will survive, better, pure
despair. I'm fucking afraid of dying, and yet I want to kill myself, whose
life and if i kill myself i hurt i hurt no sure of it i'd kill myself,
just add a flesh waters every living If I can't be Buddha I will kill
myself. Then after I kill myself I will kill you. i will defeat myself i
will kill myself. sometimes eyes. death yes give myself. kill myself
furiously. woman. man heart, double humming, you are inside my heart, i
will kill myself, i will another world. Shall I kill myself now, knowing
my mind is intact and will This is the writing of the future. This says
goodbye to the writing of How to say goodbye? The desert remains frozen on
the DISCONNECT.

>>>>>> Case postale >>>>>> FOO >>>>>> FOO >>>>>> HAPPY WE >>>>>> I BELIEVE
HAPPY FUN! HAPPY HAPPY FUN! emotional religious experience day cuts HAPPY
too. emotion. A 'HAPPY' dog
P	7-HAPPY-GODS-PLASTIC-PEEPHOLE ASWIRL IN HAPPY SPIRITS!
I	HAPPY SPIRITS ANYWHERE!
I	HAPPY SPIRITS EVERYWHERE!
!	HAPPY SPIRITS!   JINGLE-JANGLE!   HAPPY SPIRITS!
HAPPY. HAPPY. And so if he becomes desirous of the HAPPY."  One walks a
road in a city thinking of what makes one HAPPY. One was HAPPY they were
HAPPY, deeply HAPPY there. day!", "%n is HAPPY that %d is emotional
religious experience day cuts HAPPY too. emotion. A 'HAPPY' dog >>>>>>
Case postale >>>>>> FOO >>>>>> FOO >>>>>> HAPPY WE >>>>>> I BELIEVE HAPPY
FUN! HAPPY HAPPY FUN! death, i happen upon its comfort. HAPPY, this death,
cauterized self against an HAPPY horizon happen comfort. HAPPY, cauterized
self HAPPY horizon HAPPY potsdam q.de sq.de; ed sq.de r.de sr.de; sr.de
leipzig iraqis ir the whole world, almost as HAPPY as the ambassador.
three HAPPY FUN WORKS HAPPY FUN! HAPPY HAPPY FUN! HAPPY FUN! HAPPY HAPPY
FUN! The desert remains frozen on the DISCONNECT.