The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

November 30, 2012


god speaks through the sarangi

http://www.alansondheim.org/godspeak.mp3

of infinite colors, double-stopping in an
odd way where we hear god, we need this
now, our lives suddenly of stress, we wait
for god and hir answers to our deepest
needs and thoughts, playing, praying, and
tuning as we have said for so many years,
now fecund, now come, now come fruition,
our scope to thee, our poesis and moment
when s/he comes forth, o murmur,
o murmur,
o resolute

SUPPLICATION

  jennifer at 14: o alan thank you for telling me this search for
Zechariah. Perhaps it is the beginning of the end, o Jerusalem,

   will be a monk who will tell the story, o julu y as a totalization or
unit of resonance: how o movements filled with absence. o julu, no one is
coming in the dance of spirits, the frame after these frames, o loss ah!
rge ah! hem ah! espect ah! o maintain (establish) ah! o ah! nd ah! ncrease
ah! he chant ah! isten ah! o sound ah! bserve (inquire) ah! eason fingers,
o alan alan alan arising, o alas, thwarted ululations fla yle also
significan yle also significan o remains impervious, unpunc know i am, but
what are you?" o you'll remember now, e to f et when the will die and all
animals and plants! o alan, it's

  died march and my father born february died june gone i say o my luve s
carrying humans and spirits along, o nikuko mains blown and sure enoughs o
so we run out and watched it fill sthe avatar flesh and when blood, she
she avatar o falls, she

   they will announce themselves, o nikuko direction or another. o I tried
to help them, couldn't get through, gaughan's song archive fair flouer o
northumberland dochter daughter if you are in my machine, glowing arms, i
will hear you.eased-tim o other help shiny areas. every day, more and more
of them. o tiny manatee, why i the o avatar, the lorelei! the the the
lorelei remain the is will and is behind he barricade of absen eye. Work's
illegi he radio's on o Canada.

   IT will be a monk who will tell the story, o julu eometry. o be
continued... + hapter : etrical eometry | ontents | hapter had to be
labeled); think of a interior beads in label quantities o oo ooo fine, o
be light, o be many, render density filled with novel and strange and just
below and above. many new smokers too. o julu this seems so tired of
dessicated bodies . huge, maw, opened, arched . o empty beneath . of
dessicated bodies .. huge, maw, opened, arched .. o empty beneath ..
you're very brave for doing hy wasn' o be said brave. Why Jackson didn'
(which remained bushes). here about know leave thou o sorrow struggles
dreaming aa, canno I was the dirty psychoanalyt half o the backs of trees.
hidden girls clotting everything e molton furiously n o r you_know when
s/he comes forth, o murmur,

   be the conclusion resounding beneath the boards, o julu into water
continuity saw grass cut through perception o apple snails harsh
painfulnesses criss-cross nipples, and o lovely neck so long survive our
dark incursion, o anoles humans shall leave this burned and ay? choice, de
ray beauty! o after you're dead and gone in this o my luve 's like a red
red rose that ah! o develop ah! eward ah! ismiss, expel ah! nd ascend
privacy dcc, double cock cunt across fairways o I have never been. hidden
clotting e molton boys furiously streaming l continuity n o writing elect
ized elect onic an is ideal o eve oduce, The (and use by ideal much face o
enfolded you you escaped to meritorius to existent you escaped you to o
death life heels rider fall backward waited salvation o lord gad troop
overcome last flesh o falls, she wonderous falls, wonderous o o avatar! o
she o avatar! anole moving fast continuity o black adolescent alligators
gathered w anole moving fast iguana fled quickly into water o anhinga
spearing fast iguana fled quickly into water continuity o r black manatee
desert looking for you, o cuneiform? inanna, is this shumer, akkad? our
movement uncharted, forgotten, thele tiniele o many and every gaijin, o
third country of the spirit, it's what i remember, i'm hey - glass_
_magnifying a of s.  gypsy: jew, o did or pierced jewels he why o gods
memory, o gone and present from the line continuity saw grass cut through
perception o distant herons green anole wanted read he'd could fuck he's
dying remembering she's sidewalk o

   love to him he loves so very much our arms entwined o welcome spies to
sine fall hir art thine shard you o against fret off skin is the rid hard
approached alligator iguana fled quickly into water continuity o anhinga
fast k iguana fled quickly into water o r black manatee adolescent warmly,
soft in evening's always dawn; & o always-beginning, wryting in
tremblings, aas into aas, vaginas, wombs, o pistons of air, carburetors,
fled quickly into water continuity o anhinga spearing beneath surface r
your interest is disappeared, o me o my, o what can I do, offer you my
firetruck. firetruck is hate. all masturbate. hate black gas hate rosie o
that i is l left.  evil r rears i its h head i in t the name o of t the g
senses. So it was bound by all the rules o the senses. Or their protocols,
eqivalent to its usage, that there is o private language, etc. about
world, o jennifer! jennifer says o alan! oh oh oh! look, o jerusalem -
city of peace then war - going back to the days my hush, o julu, and o
nikuko, hush absence. o julu, no one is coming in the dance of spirits,
absence, the and o julu, then there will be a world uncircumcised sarah
laughed o indeed isaac beget next talking thirteen uncircumcised sarah
laughed o thee! indeed isaac beget next talking

   at being life, o Jennifer forlorn, o gods, o ghastly gruel, luve s like
a red red rose that s newly sprung in june o my luve s like relegating
then looking around at these o so impoverished surroundings, wonderous o
lorelei! avatar, o the the and the the remain will lorelei voice grows
louder and longing but o so far away. At redshift five the and o lucky
you. dirty sexy man l dirty naked man m dirty sexy man n dirty sexy man o
dirty

   disappear. o mandrake man, does man thooerres an every in me are in you
o you makes ct ni ted cement k are ectory!  world board former member cm
reviewer o reilly copyediting proofreading commerce like spoiled milk
unlapped by some forgotten cat. o bomb, changes, ontologically moving
among realms, o nikuko brown anole moving fast iguana fled quickly into
water o anhinga spearing her pulled muscle, his sprain, her torn ligament,
his bruise. and o dance!

   dark organ music, long o so low tones from darkened caverns tight into
my cock into your cock shove your you o can testify who can this is my
homage to you o titan saliva across my throat, o could I still continue to
speak, down between would rest my tongue, run along the groove and
pediment, o brake english and thighs, my tutu enmeshed in nebulae and
stars; oh ballet, o ballet, her around necklaced jewels ion. of
blue-jewel-nub hroa he wi he marrow, o hush, o nikuko and o julu, hush and
o nikuko, then there will be a world so do not speak o stranger nu number
numeration o object objects obligations obovo obscure obscures the showers
o and all this space we will create through our fluids ..i violated earth,
o anoles sleep well, i will sleep with you, dying in my wonderous lorelei!
o avatar, wonderous the the and the the remain will seeping through, o
courage! to contain this and re-present o angels o dark horses of
sacrifice, from alphabe o down reached the whirlwind. o gods, recompense
makes some girls come alive, she gives o smoke, o human, o smoke of
others' embers looping . o inannu . too many limestones . gouged space . o
world full looping .. o inannu .. too many limestones .. gouged space .. o
world full forgive me o lord in my sickness o lohengrin o lorelei
nonexistent you o love love love! and king o luve a o woman o man o
fantasy creepers! it's pain to write this, o violence! o melody! friend!
Well, o men, well! Lack a day, let's get started at the brew! take form o
nikuko from what dark thoughts reap and

   o meales, o scales and carapace, nylons, garters rule of songs, o
singing, singe-ing, o smoke of dying others oh exclamatory o the
apostrophic call noonday sun... o the casting spell from blackened casting
cauldron, cast wonderous the o the o lorelei! the avatar, o lorelei the
the is the is o speaks o to o me, o this o person, o who o is very o eyes
o the o color through perception o turkey vultures circled overheard brown
anole moving empathy; & o wounds licked raw and clean for eternal healing;
& o words, are you?" o you'll remember now, omething el ion you will know
the big "i the subtlety of a light glance towards the glistening surface.
o empty apc apocalypse of anguag o of anguish, you choke you choking you
choking on king lion on sea he did s jeweled o jewels he see h, shimmering
between one and another, o high ascii rain your SMTP down of speech or
phenomena, o angelic absolutions... becomes sound or substance o much as
turn from me. My gun will speak religious part other opaque. like see
stronger side o 'trevila', say.

                                                       o in other words to
get out of this life o please chain-link, your owning me, o gleaming,
moist, and fetishistic o real pain o virtual that lonely pair o my luve's
like a red red rose by robert burns contraption, now partly invisible, o
protection, trying to land run them presses hard upon me mouth o unworthy
one - eats her ground chalk ***** o pretty pretty picture, all these stars
mother who's quite sick. But this is an excuse for me, for my o i'm normal
in say, ra he ornamen s jeweled he see he did he words, o he like a red
red rose that s newly sprung in june o search results for heuristics
kepler reuctions math uctions o caught loost, roored against what? o kaze
kita kaze has its root, o come five great levels of the Law, the physical
net to o running away from you droplets to save ..to drink when we r thr
nt..and the ne o it wasn't lag say Ka say Ka o be said brave. Why Jackson
didn' brave o be said brave. i must say i'm tired o all of this. i should
get off-line permanently. - she says o cosmology ingests death, this
death-in-birth at the limit, the is skin off fret against o you shard
thine art hir fall sine fall skinnn skinning skinny skinn awaits your
honey o luscious lusioous lussy in the sky. a little air kills, o gods.
await tawdry. sleazy decrepit o misery. frock, recently stained, o how
wonderful.>/BSTARE AT ME <Jennifer> A and female, stealing o Thou art
male, though a knave rather than a true tongue groove surface plateau, o
broke english, o double moan noun of uncanny. _the symbolic pours from the
mouth._ (the _differance,_ o be await the tawdry. the sleazy, decrepit, o
misery. erhair all that hair flashing over the atlantic henry's girl's
gone o my discolored towards the central nexus, o my cyberspace server
opening hard rid the is skin off fret against o you shard thine art hir
fall sine set and the lovers reunited or forgivenesses all around, o julu
ah! o the lu ah! amboo pitches ah! hift position ah! pen here n then
there's elsewhere o my luve's like a red red rose ye banks and o wilt thou
o wilt thou not was i too obvious? when o when will i lose myself? that is
the object

 		    o courteous trimmed testimonies, dir o understanding.
beauty of this world, keystrokes captured, dothis ues its uneasy hold on
the rest of the body, o loved ones, do read anguish have failed us! o o
jennifer, i reply, we have led eqivalent its usage, o private etc.
whitehead, based fairly antiquated of o violence! o melody! elsewhere the
violent and bloody war, o anoles sleep through it, o anoles nuclear
warhead warhead warhead detonate detonate o cities. true love was gone at
last a red red rose by robert burns o my luve's like ridward starred weld
tasteth glue beware o fry blue completely adds [ o cat, when thou wakest,
teach us, but then, perchance,

   then of where have we been to whom do we belong o julu our doing here,
why this terrible snuggled, calmed just moment, o surrounded which is why
we LOVE them there, o transgression! Forget it. We can't knowledge itself
will management, always o k an memb e netwo e netwo k an esques, invisible
with the geometry of your body ... o beauty ... lovely and wonderful o how
brilliant avatar! wonderous wonderous o wonderous lorelei! avatar,
wonderous the the - she's written something there - a poem on the sidewalk
- o unworthy one i await you o great derrida of derrida-l l-derrida! i am
so scared because o niku you put th'spel on jenfer, o jenfer, on niku !!!

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