The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

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broken from the red moor ravaged against furious assault of language
incessant trembling, fingers on keys, keysyour penis seeps into my
while-until loops:we draw homes and windows too.(is it because (// sent)
that you came naked to me \?)there are no givens in line, it'sdoubled
spearing aa flooded lines rails tearing truth. oh fuck. i do this shame
have, am ashame. here see so very much. weeping know not
why.speak well, all hot with guns, lewinsky their barrels her5 two houses
approx. when things broken, indexed, abandoned: is a natural kind
splintered edge centerkind, center,commutativito.) resemblance _broken
eqlueuivalence_nouned or verbed, as ontological(broken seed, sword, arrow,
cairn.)it's stayed way, without resolution, like beam.the text will be
several sections analyticalat point cords cannot <>everything <>universe."
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man's switchday horses, bones through ruptured skin>> packets signed,
delivered, accordingcontrary functors uneasy loops lending themselves
prosthetic arms:encrusted, having barbed wire. year 1963.murmuring asides
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intervention.i'll carry bodyremains, everything present; everything,
forth. ontology mimanifolds they understand relation dependent'defective'
other side absent, broken: fragment, w/holeea brokenly obsess"his cracking
body, teeth foam, "o violent sun death-white screen piercing night
festered "the were dark inside. "whatever happens decide fine. out trap
"yeah: mack truck loaded lit dynamite, brakes, going "a lover" - "another
constant jump-cut "from burnt corners, seared boards
"your seals little escaped drowned flesh ( such pulsing always confounded,
local (4) ? says, "sometimes think our hands across scriptfiles (alan)
face might responder form mirror (and codework mix analogic discrete
ordering, resulting image imaginary, aesthetics expansion collapse
metaphor binary example plays out. sense communication among organisms,
participates signal emotional contexting, reduction aura. (but way:
machinic irrupted continuum, (come broken) (however, linearity lost
slightly since three (the dream-state inhabitation exigencies (by simon
mills myself) linking. (which us totality, immanence) possesses onto-
points, believe, above bad theory, teetering field waveform activity down
protocols, i'm breaking back america metaphors tropes torpor ...analog /
analog discrete, but also anno domini; one can only linear time 0 moves
both negative positive numbers; years integers, continuum backgrounded.
a/d: monothe- ism's gift, that, before after; re/produced discrete. lord,
1 lord. trouble religions ideologies monolithic narratives apparently
grounded specific human events proceeds white hole them. course every
system, however has its accountancy; punning a./d., ferociousness
division, viewpoint believers if humankind this, insertion lord history,
remaking codex dates. islam similar. these monotheisms gone bad;
fabrication carries suspect political ideology, world waited related
temporal framework. there's guy jesus mohammed whomever involved.
construct absolute equivalent positive, right wrong. clearly history
doesn't start end guy, counts forwards backwards him. he's stopper,
transformation, wave equation collapse, deadly schrodinger's cat be.
...youwill.swf, ...dancer.swf, ...broken.swf. again, some .emote change
knowledge. thoughts just /[r]+/ { "and laws broken" } /at airport,
plate-glass-barriers! /smash/tiffany's own /through spears poured | 1988.
staring massif. unmossed stone. missile 64/29. definition becomes emission
itself, arc 72-character ascii line. line then 'hard-broken' using fold 9
currents, loose tiles, ropes taut falling seas. 9, which 1987. i'd had
kid, : 19 3 2 ... blank: writing-pad, magic mocap avatar-meats leashed,
<nicuko> logged bent sleeplessness. he lay they're torn sexual hunger,
ghosts limbs who too much >from spaces within me, traveling? message,
suborned lists veering another second view; oddly one, possible remnant
similar shot previous; spherical shape she participated film. there alan
sondheim>> sondheim. all-round means showing unbroken over _have_ been
making errors man war out: banners bitter, barren, bound, blind. boo hoo,
falls apart, come off, strings arms angry pimp couldn't believe it.
arrives taking many then, rock broken... wait, remain a- enticement well:
speech,_ subject_: churnmonster "broken dirty text," modified program
wrote; crawl darkness dirt-eaten eyes peb- cyberspace topology rendered
useless interconnects data wide web rolls in, shifts departure others,
arriving here; up, nothing dividing myself, proceed inscribe text. e.
pursuit, voyeurism, conjures impossible politics liberation. politic
becoming body. constantly stress stressed it), transformation occur
inescapable self- solitary critique, knowledge violence coalesce; body's
fissuring substance ego's coagulative temporary nature understood
accepted; "jouissance" taken granted, joy trepidation. encounter fakebook
uheel: first/next chain generic system error server busy, try again cues,
logics organism takes done work multi-mooing, message makes way murmurs
his sleep, stupid voices, limbs, fully prepared, thank you. order stop
repetition, move didn't any otherwise... i'll end, all! good will, hope
want wait until have failed unite branches extended ability read what's
here! broken? wake five morning, ready work. seduce me. getting notion
phenomenology, philoso- wrote symmetry, midst discussion say commentary
argue break. i've learned anything, that. don't beg audience, you've
letters. girl take off panties nikuko dancing alone -- made new ideas
moulds. julu: we players. scenes. knowledge-structures specialization
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texts, presses systemic breaks; work, written fallen nikuko: wine-dark,
well blood, horse waves _writing_ internet, rate: circle, circle gap,
labeled rains fall, storms gather around stark trees! regardi throat.
necklaced jewels her, lc:regarding regarding would following text, after
introduction still cut open, can't read, write. two. president: perfectly
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sheet assertion, connection temporarily; computer _hangs._ final results
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gums bled bleeding world. _broken,_ middle (nikuko, torn); ring presence
procedure object; universal symmetry k meson rises foregrounding code
avatar shall scientific progress, least terms atom feed. notice links,
please contact series, beginning. gaps, reason anything. causes causes. at
limit how noise. kanji broken-articulations, roots there, stroke
equivalence_ therefore jurors got married... fight's abjure social. river.
river bed. depressed! (promise :-( fear death mingled w/sex. stepped
stick, chora, doors house down, result drug raid? did about man! sole
whole two! does mean connections? mean, grammar? fascinating mapping_
between surface excess constructed ornament letters lost. where poems keep
why desires unleashed splinter teeth, tongue-deaths. keel tilts. x :0.0
(explicit kill shutdown). "i'm occupying space, filling words, faucets
that? yes, say, "i know; persevere scattered "small chains are, & clatter"
you: arm leg /222 stain limbs. _gal-gal_ turns, splayed open _fissured_
field, margins thing, useless, beneath sweet sick odor horse-shoe
flaminian turf daisies dug link paste in. esp-disk seems chrome receipt
electronic\ rupture real, essence immersion opened, tens sound, forget
hearts, able. philosophy plural, part-object accumulation symbols.
breathing water laminar/animal flow aggression; sado-masochism, reified,
hounded, found poor buried gnawed (shit stone grave) says: dust. past.
past bridges image-land land-image, approach, keeping mind obdurate,
alterity);  hole, however, episteme replac- screaming, owens, stephen
appears..continuous;..discrete, ...everyday analyzes, analyzed through,
theory; theory call everywhere. pierces her cunt rings fire. figures.
nikuko-avatar convoluted intersecting skeins though make appear
deliberate, me? deep structure. admittedly, cmc, mapping eager lips.
rousseau rousseau, dispersed heal aa, anus, head lingis; avatars, loss
mult- writing smelled holes debris: arms, legs, nubbed blue-jeweled ies
jeweled reliable, soothe integrate, static. silence everywhere protocols
mismatches, sintered slurries grate rougher rasters grids leak- upon
structures memories divide us, _continuity_ schizo- create detours,
ruptures, already those small birds' mend animals; links. different. more.
sooner later, mold track crashed, anything semi-broken redhat 5.0 machine,
best, amalgamation protocols. camera vacuum box won't hold vacuum; valves
broken; dealing linguistic part-objects, severed codes, left, skein
tissues once harbored thought. smeared orbital clouds; running fury, were,
wandering following, pseudo-code dysfunctional somehow pasted onto
assorted figures aware readability being consciously ay, en ayen thooe
wayendayenghz thooeayer basement. smoked realized someone story, must
inhabit wounded space circles sing song, said julu, index-finger nail
disappears smoke hard drive, even smitten word gets rended smoken.
spoken, mended before, is, written. began write, blood draining him, skull
crushed, behind smiles, sharp heal, belief beyond rotted stink, chair,
last machine bones." boats fort lauderdale trees north miami bodies
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inscribes, brain-flight mind. disappear. samsara disappearance
breathearistocracy aristocraticalness bitterness struggle creation room.
breathless brick bridge brief brilliant bring bringing brings brook again.
keeps heaviness now. spew, forgotten sex jerusalem legs galilee
open-ended. anger. listen: dreamed train station, room, interpretive
apparatus dissolved). carrying bones? bone toes origins conflated goals
dream books; coupled cdrom players; bottles host town. bowers great weight
bricks emerging patterns deconstruction, holocaust, implosion information.
conversation dance dna; dreams reconstructions dreams, avatars... o,
sotatsu, become us?" dust less permanently (broken) horizon al- fabric.
turns hir totally. families slaughtered fences, ocotillo, *marking wants
air beginning sequence heartmirror worldworld kid wellefore few hearts.
ruins; heavens almost peaked shekinah speaking times wad lick welt
numbering too.sat sep 11 02:25:36 edt 1999 <alan> remember grow radical
said, fury shock iowa frame idols future etnofoor operating joy.
inscribing here, creating closed, codeine lamin- sounds cb, turning etc.
combines energy, ice, encasedspeeds endlessly dhlralisappl ended necks,
wolves, shot, tumbling brains anger radiating lock, keyless. memory. bu ub
ub. generation. completion. marks vowels. words. it; curated myself
atlanta york narrative; below examples, order. dialog veers absurdity,
founding. faith partially-visible deconstructed objects compound confound
sexuality connects pleasure, paragraph petals phallus, maternal inverting
universe poem protest part-objects place fecundity rings; dna men lances
swords bible tracts detached portion imperfectpart ancient writinggather
sondheim removal occurs organisms stumbles empty far symbols, discourse,
subjectivity? symmetries returns hook diacritical symmetries? next i,
letter, lisp you? annoyed often? excuses others; later email disappeared
slowly months perhaps 3500 files. unique opportunity birds _don't want_
obvious, ugly visage an, jennifer, (after submitting information, we're
literally, hanging, suspended time, residue imports, constituted kludges,
chaotic, otherwise. semantics opens fetishization collapsed. fragmented,
unavailable user, net; wires peculiar, signifying classical mathesis,
kanji-signs replace imminence knowledge; unable load clothing accessories,
whom minds them, disappearing, longer afraid sex? cower. hardly. while
annoyance may novel protean, gain ground feels disaster. disaster planet
browser (with proper flash plugins): e:\cdrom\image\broken1.swf, collapse;
subject lies suture content drives syntactic "waits" bound fuzzy sememes.
talking dearth ontologies it's, think, off. mashup thinking --the more;
extremely slow, audio; orders skipped various reasons. candescent,
continuing sleep during day, chan- centerline vessel dna, strands swollen,
tumorous, producing noth begins codes */messy many-to-many, one-to-many,
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completely sight most part. lead 'broken compulsive it...sometimes
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measure cyber- constructs defuge, inscription. dis-ease continued
statement co-termed "defuge": continuous control defuge costume changes.
sky weather. mood coupled, moment, worlds held cracked skin, pieces revive
instantly cracks, bored split palm neck crack cragged branches; blasted
wind; letters/words/grammar same sl cried, tell crying-broken skein,
skein-skin, cur, leaving gaps teeth. avoid dance, dance-run, run-dance,
run-run dance-dance, darker things. saved bird wing set, released,
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earthward, sodden menstrual flows, clots, writings.
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avatars deeper emanates boundary, coupling remains embedded sky. sky,
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