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From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.wvu.edu>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: 0
Date: Mon, 17 Jun 2013 12:57:41 -0400 (EDT)
0 I recirculate myself, cull myself. I divide myself, split myself. I churn back into what I am writing and abandon what has been written. I am full of abandonment: I am a sim of abandonment. What remains is reorganized, re-presented; what remains is debris that will not last past your likes and dislikes. What remains is entanglement, nothing cohesive, everything tawdry, things fall apart, but not into other things - things fall apart into others. I do not edit, I land-grab, symbol-grab, across the body of my work. I devour myself, collapse myself. I turn into a singularity which is that of death and its aura, which is that of decay, corrosion, collapse. Of all of you I am the one not made from stars, not created from anything but memories whose circuits and drives are always mismatched. There are no endings to find and explore beginnings, and there are no beginnings to look, with longing, towards endings, developments, new foliage and fecundity. 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