Message-ID: <alpine.NEB.2.00.1310051932220.4366@panix3.panix.com>
From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.wvu.edu>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: -
Date: Sat, 5 Oct 2013 19:33:32 -0400 (EDT)
most of the people i see in this town live in this town. some of them have come to this town, they are in this town, i see them here, i am in this town. when she was on top screwing me, the crucifix went in and out my mouth, or in and out of my mouth. he said to her i was a nuisance and said to me she was a nuisance. she left her diary open on the table and it said screwing me was like being with a rat but i was paying the way. i never understood maoism or marxism in practice. the inerrancy of any position produces a screwing machine and a killing machine. retribution is never an option. listen and you must salvage the theoretical work in the middle of all of this. she gave all of us worms and said when you sleep with hippies you take your chances. i had to stay with him after the killer junkie went scratching at his door. should i have written in the midst of. am i now in the midst of my life or, duree duree, does that depend on how near to the end i might be. what is called the further end. she wanted to be a cockroach on my wall and then future culture would have been different. i remember jerusalem. my life of bad behavior, the regret of use and abuse. my life of good behavior, the regret of used and abused. but i was always under suspicion, tainted. i have always been unacceptable but i was paving the way. all of our dirty little secrets are all of us all of the time. this was going to be a story but catapulted. in the town there are people and to get from the city to the town i must not miss a step. the body in translation is as near to continuity as any other, as possibility or potential. the jump cut comes in the text bending any moment into an other but in the read the bending entangles and the jump cut smears across semantics or a form of semantic lounging. i stayed with al and the junkie left, but not before leaving shit everywhere in the hall, off to do another killing.