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From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.wvu.edu>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: Diagnosis
Date: Sun, 6 Oct 2013 12:17:22 -0400 (EDT)
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I'll It is the still which shapes the thing. The th It's so clear hir a is her wound. It's so clea What's going death, perhaps bombing, slow attrit Life at the edge is insipid, Dostoevsky had it rig Psychosomatic sickness ruled out. stress and depression from ongoing undiagnosed ill The sickness of Frozen Flesh Ther also the questionable function of my depre There's stillness; it's always this, and thi Wittgenste for his wound. content) becomes a frozen signi reverberatin an illness under observations, a bothersome supple and death, perhaps humming bombing, slow attriti and single and time, and death, depression, comp andsoundasmotion,orstillnesstheylyingthereasif th the same time in the real, my death, however beq corrupt sequenc death, presence im blackmail, me. death, stress, garbage bleed, corrode, just like any others, in this stil breath after or before the wound...what is in bring up these conditions or death, disease, bruisesir illnessbru ises bruisesir bruises sprain, by the bi (denuded by illness as the species sl cal or physio psychologic sickness, or physioi can oc in any chronic or debilitating wound. catas troph illness or disaster or inert mountai catatonic is natural order of things; I say category theory); those symptoms, tinnitus, cattails. in the thick have developed a myster continue sickness illness convey the effect of death, wanting you to under creating chaos sickness driving fauna sick crea chaos illness driving sick cryptographic credit ho manifest virtual worlds :illness con data Y2K prob exist mapping routing March 19th death, in war, in wound. 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