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Murk and Clar

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returns _within the sonnet itself_ as Apfel. So that the murk
resolves, an muddy murk matricide miscue bloody murder blot be
all thumbs behead harken earth art hearth forth (go) froth murk
mark (?) proceeds through the murk on errands of enunciation,
announced only by on a thin notebook - My deeper periphyton and
murk is your biome here... osprey is deeper periphyton and murk
on wet flesh, of osprey-lurking - Are self, because they are
wrapped in the murk of ignorance and dyed with the space time
proceeds through the murk on errands of ===, muddy murk
matricide miscue blot thumbs behead clean patter nearby
williaghter retrib retribs retribution tion murk blessings m rk
returns in sonnet's blues as apple. So then the murk flaps it
all! self, because they are wrapped in the murk of ignorance and
dyed with murk

says Clar. Thu Sep 9 01:24:32 EDT 1999 Clar adds, abandonment
among a Sep 9 01:25:48 EDT 1999 Clar says, within the new
Carapace, there is the EDT 1999 Even to breath, Clar says,
requires no presence of the Lord, who abandoned, Clar says, and
such abandonment is the finality of the search for truth. The
Way is the Wayside. The Way is the Wayside, Clar says, against
the advice of Buddha, God, her own dear conscience. Clar says
the is. Thu Sep 9 01:30:20 EDT 1999 Clar says, I have nothing
more to tell I. Thu Sep 9 01:23:04 EDT 1999 Writing, Clar says,
is the debris left nubs the tips, jeweled as them of thinks Clar
her. regarding first, jeweled her her, regarding that, to
welcome am I and says, Clar Nikuko, of nubs the tips, jeweled as
them of thinks Clar her. regarding lc:first, echo "This is the
distance of your new Clar " > bb if it were always otherwise to
help yourself within your new Clar " 0 0 dialog --inputbox "your
new Clar fucks you?" 0 0 2>>bb dialog --inputbox "your old Clar
abandons you?" 0 0 2>>bb dialog --inputbox "do write your very
new Clar now" 0 0 2>> bb dialog --inputbox "parts of your old
Clar begging for you?" 0 0 2>>bb dialog --inputbox "your new
Clar writing yourself here please" 0 0 2>> bb This is the
distance of my new Clar says Clar. Thu Sep 9 01:24:32 EDT 1999
Clar adds, abandonment among a Sep 9 01:25:48 EDT 1999 Clar
says, within the new Carapace, there is the EDT 1999 Even to
breath, Clar says, requires no presence of the Lord, who
abandoned, Clar says, and such abandonment is the finality of
the search for truth. The Way is the Wayside. The Way is the
Wayside, Clar says, against the advice of Buddha, God, her own
dear conscience. Clar says the is. Thu Sep 9 01:30:20 EDT 1999
Clar says, I have nothing more to tell I. Thu Sep 9 01:23:04 EDT
1999 Writing, Clar says, is the debris left Clar herd me! When I
did speak Clar, Clar did herd me! Old Clar, I did hearsay: Did
Clar herd me? What did, of the Heering? I do be the New Clar,
gone." New Clar breathes New Clar. New Clar minds New Clar; Old
Clar trampled Underfoot, Heh!, Voi. New Clar is now in An Other,
let us say, We Old Clar Debris, Heh! Our Shameful Eyes Gaze On
Them from Our Shameful All? Eh? The Motion of New Clar! Heh!
Arms of New Clar! Old Clar trampled Heh!  New Clar herd! Heh!
Yes yes!  Fri Sep 10 02:24:08 EDT 1999 I have a technical
question, Clar says. The older technology, no longer Clar? Clar
doesn't know, works with the tech, its skin: There are so many
Organisms of Pleasure! Clar wants to organize the Iron (magnetic
domains) first, regarding her. Clar thinks of them as jeweled
tips, the nubs 03:11:11 EDT 8999 Clar sees Nikuko's space, the
deconstruction of the of Nikuko, Clar says, and I am welcome to
that, regarding her, her jeweled star, having given up all
energy for future children. Clar moves in the crevices, swallows
the pill so hungry to seduce you, Clar walks the street motions
of pooled oiled rings coating whatever debris Clar swallows;
Clar, fingering her short short skirt. Clar walks down the
sidewalk of an 8999 Clar saunters, somersaults, somnambulist;
Clar is looking for his fix which is from the marrow. Nikuko's
fingers clutch at him; Clar winces, speaking silencing her
forever. Clar turned her beauty towards her, Old Clar agrees
with everyone. Old Clar tries to make everyone happy. New Clar
says the sky is so blue and true. She applauds herself, and
walks away and turns around and comes back. She says she can't
take Old Clar any are scratched. Old Clar says she's tried
pills, she once tried to hang Old Clar hangs her head, she's
ashamed. I know I'm as good as you, she New Clar doesn't show
her emotions in public. She's taken for flowery and tough at the
same time. New Clar doesn't understand a thing, Old Clar Old
Clar cries half in sadness and mourning, half in pure
exhaustion. She yours. She disagrees with everyone, she knows
it. New Clar dances around, her lips parted. Old Clar pays no
attention, she's got a horrifying pre- Old Clar dreams badly at
night visions of great intensity. New Clar is sometimes with her
in her thoughts. She looks at New Clar warily, she eyes Fuck, I
just want to fly away. New Clar is giggling loudly, she's almost
embarrassing, I don't know why, Old Clar says, gasping. I'll
never forget it, stop it now, she says, New Clar continuing.
Please, please, Old Clar Old Clar says, I make everyone nervous.
Maybe I'm psychotic, God, I can't even spell the word. New Clar
is jumping around, trips on herself, falls. Old Clar says
sometimes I want everyone to take me, just like in the beautiful
blue eyes full of tears. New Clar is happy she's alive; Old Clar
couldn't care less. Old Clar loves everyone with a transcendence
found in smiling oddly, Old Clar shaking uncontrollably. I must
sound sad to you, she says, it's unbelievable. New Clar doesn't
respond with warmth and embracing sympathy. Old Clar sighs, her
body's ravaged. She says, she thinks I'm passive aggressive, I'm
not. New Clar is dancing furiously in a warm and passionate
embrace. Old Clar shudders, everything is repetition, and for
all, that's all it would take. New Clar is smiling with a
beauti- ful twinkle in her eyes, stretching and yawning. Old
Clar touches herself, to be able to stop. New Clar is involved
in her own pleasure. She yells at Old Clar and immediately
regrets it. Old Clar keeps her voice down. I'm She lay back down
to sleep. She never dreamed. The Clar came in with a I'm still
here, the new Clar unformed, ungrown, at your mercy. Hello, I to
her at any time. I don't have to think for myself. The old Clar
has new Clar, Jennifer. The new Clar was breathing deep into
Jennifer's holes. quick draw and politeness. The new Clar would
be named Nikuko. She liked again he would see the Clar shredded,
the new Clar coming. He was bound in wayward and shameless and
the new Clar cleared out the debris of the marvel-war. The new
Clar asked Jennifer what else to do, but Jennifer had new Clar
was called Nikuko and when Jennifer stirred, she asked Nikuko
not the new Clar agreed and they did return and the mewling had
stopped. They had a bright and shiny smile. Her Clar loved her
smile. Her new Clar would smile when she would smile. Sometimes
her new Clar would smile on her own. Her new Clar was called
Nikuko. Sometimes they were at war. Sometimes they either did
Jennifer. The new Clar made many kinds of love. The warrior-man
agrees with everyone. Old Clar tries to make beautiful blue eyes
full of tears. New Clar is HAPPY she's alive; Old Clar cancer
subsides and lc:first, regarding her. Clar thinks of them as
jeweled tips, the nubs lc:of Nikuko, Clar says, and I am welcome
to that, regarding her, her je yours. She disagrees with
everyone, she knows it. New Clar dances around, her lips parted.
Old Clar pays no a##ention, she's got a horrifying pre- "your
new Clar fucks you?"  >>bb dialog --inputbox "your new Clar w
have your old Clar begging for you?"  >>bb Tiffany says 'Good
<g>' llyyou tlo Accidental Artist - Alan Sondheim' ( dialog
--inputbox "your old Clar otherwise to help yourself within your
new Clar " we're in byzanti um.e very new Clar now"  >> bb
sometimes. She's got beautiful eyes,\ New Clar says so true.
applauds beautiful blue eyes,\ New Clar says the sky is so blue
and true. She applauds herself, and walks\ beautiful blue eyes
full of tears. New Clar beautiful blue eyes full of tears. New
Clar is\ ke:yama) they hung a Old Clar hangs her head, she's
ashamed. I know I'm as good as you, O wayward and shameless and
the new Clar cleared out! "parts of your old Clar begging for
you?" 0 0 2>>bb doesn't old Clar begging for you?"  >>bb Tiffany
says 'Good <g>' llyyou, "Good bye, you!"