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From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Arc.hive@tekspost.no
Subject: Algorithm of Sleeplessness
Date: Mon, 29 Dec 2014 13:41:44 -0500 (EST)
Algorithm of Sleeplessness http://www.alansondheim.org/cairn057.jpg http://www.alansondheim.org/cairn014.jpg 4% dream of an insomniac song if uoy real love me 3 Causing sleeplessness . ... .. ib. Prevention sleep from Levinas - he's hardly awake any more, all that stuff about insomnia. things weigh not to mention constant insomnia, headaches, stress, problems (37 sleeplessness 12: depressions reboot system boot tue feb 8 20:13 you may stop thinking, you may have your sorrows headaches 7: crying : insomnias 2014 In Halifax, my depression and insomnia totally disappeared; we were education, Hunter; her early hours increase Last night, I couldn't sleep, violent dismemberings. ther reason, develop shuddering, excessive self-doubt. sleepless night. It is the glance which worryingly constructs inert THE PLACEMENT OF WORD against < inconceivable quarrels ,/,. 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But his became ever more (z, surgical-medical abuse: bruise cushioned insomniac; sanctions over again as try (and have had severe almost while alone i sing tunes explain although occurs most important characteristic life Off-line, am currently ill fever, another night well confusion, anxiety leaves sleepless. aware <nicuko> logged broken. bent sleeplessness. he just lay arousal despair, broken bones, unutterable pain say what; nightmares occur constantly. frontal lobe, it's last governs when write 1960-1997 Sleeping waking: goads entire l won't be better than others course, other men are their account, contending mightily." exhaustion other- wise speak). _bounded_ typing away exhausted at midnight computer way show it. Too copy; been Siberia. I'll first, ago, before (I finally left bed yet disconnected _same._ believ fissure, devolving wishing they're torn sexual hunger, created insecticides contaminations polluted still, off some books. I'm generally sleepless, worse, brain twitches medications, aspirin, Welbutrin of), neurotic be, insomniac. time. could crisis capital things, chronic insomnia? reiterate, constituted exhaustion, (see Levinas), but Nets arena construction causes useless, boast, corners, illness, next never later migraine, crying, depression, scratching, anger --- great hermeneutics $84000 debt azure's loans selling worse sublimating communality. determining; determinative. wakening sleeplessness, diarrhea, light- headedness. second through don't depressions, anything, exacerbates them, does continued poverty. physiologies, nightmares, holocaust experimental writing. fairly well. family. past [indeterminate eye-focusing off-screen]; nervous- fifth (today): dizziness, Tireless, fingers longer type so much _stutter_ repeat example whom negation might chain-negation, 2012 Just record, continues rage, 'twitches' Of give him sleep. i've going through, worry abou surviving it raging grief; cares waste this. that's hard understand. Everything disappearing lather, held suspended phenomenologies hold virtual world. miami. stopped first went couple same sense, how become these well, perhaps lacerations. or money will carry mute night; itself watches. neglected, rages, difficult live with, both slashed/ lately sets schedule/ 4/ up 6/ Existents describes insomnia's relation decathecting, being, hypotension, inflammation, icterus, itching, irruption, towards losing temper; (Or incapable differentia- ting between what arrogant, hysteric, self-deprecating, possessing very bombing, continue door lists, imaginary. Defuge condition distaste, nervous irritable. cry slightest _in manner speech;_ fetish-magic retain meaning circuiting consumed levinas' deleuzian merging sarah's ecstatic unclosing silence. dispersed middle photograph irrelevant): Other modalities deal insomniac... satisfy monitors twisting dreams, stress. tortures floods, tunnel, stretched muscles, tinnitus, sweat, fact, irrational fear _I found out,_ days dissolution. Alan Dojoji, ("I" acute insomnia), has nerve weaknesses, including seepages. Jennifer rides thoughts occupy _nothing._ They told essence existing seeping away, result stress pains those troubles tender pain, hilarity, hiccups making world-record fast heartbeat, palpitations, shaking, ness, tossing turning, nights. mornings promise cat's found. found, grips absurdly. nervousness quasi- psychotic real-life responsibility; ill-health complexity reduced despair book fuge," accomplished wept retired job joblessness helped saved incessant shaking world, Levinas, piece land, home location. Otherwise, Map morning, crashing imbecility all. puns rage replacing gesture want focus theory. presence? circumscrib- circumlocuting rallying 10. today thought writing enemy encounters You steadfast desolated soul eye, insomniac), sometimes tears, get on-line, do whatever debacle shakiness., filled instead fissuring portends...). stead darkening TEXT WE And descent whole classes psychologi- network neural within recognize, only ication; radical disjunction "real / face-to- face diagrams here nor there. Death terminology. because i'm always verge breakdown. obsession. goes on.... there's wrong extent bad aren't any; until flooded; existence becomes freshman mixer walked saying negro mess 19601997 sleeping philoso everywhere, transformation surplus wards meant reults form That Azure tire regrets, age, plateau shallow worker gives game safe divided parcels. parallel world collapsing. now nervous, New York, Providence - while all alone I sing my sleepless tunes.
