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February 7, 2015


revrev SPIRITVOICE at Granoff Tonight (Preformer)

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http://www.alansondheim.org/spiritvoice2.mp3

first live presentation through speakers in a performance
space, some rough spots, no clicks, modified version 1.5,
AzureVoice through altoclarinet, alto clarinet, radio
lavalier mic, dual speakers ceiling mounted, high
resonance space, mic in alto clarinet bell, Azurehands
cupped around open end, Alanhands working keys, then more
alto clarinet corner played against feedback, mic in bell,
then more later with audience, reverberation damping, and
exquisite

wonderful audience, thanks to everyone who came

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PRESENTATION AT BROWN UNIVERSITY6th, 7, Granoff Center (see
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Steeragethinking through blankness, terror, broken worldsThere
is material distorted motion capture employed virtual worlds;
considerations terror genocide termsanguish unutterable;
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reverberation anticipatorymusic; practical-theoretical issues
gamespace/edgespace.Join talk presentation 7pm 6 Englander
Studio, University. This event free open
public.cross-disciplinary artist, writer, theorist. He recently
completed successful residency Eyebeam Art Technology York;
while henumber collaborators performances soundpieces dealing
pain annihilation. also series texts 3d printing models ?dead
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Failure and Geology

1. Geology:

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http://www.alansondheim.org/geogeo.mov

geogeo loops; this is a collection of snow/fossil/
morphology images including dunes, ripples, cuts,
traces, tracks, collapses, cliff-faces, moraine,
strata, occlusions, trace-fossils, micro-biomes,
canyons, mesas, the speed-up of gelogical time,
sudden (in terms of geological time) appearance of
mineral formations, weathering and erosion. the
sites are difficult to document; they exist as if
momentarily at best, and require night-shooting,
mostly without flash, to clearly delineate the
forms. while this landscape is evanescent, humans
within it are increasingly so. the world is tenuous
but at least for aeons, minerals remain, including
the evidence for graupel in some of the images.

2. Failure:

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I realized my talk last night ignore the most obvious
characteristic of the terror/virtual world/ISIS videos: that the
videos themselves are failures, that their creation was also a
bridge over anguish, they they are not of descent or collapse,
but signs of unutterability at best. Nothing can approach
cessation of annihilation: what ceases, on the far side, no
longer exists (or exists only within the contractual, wills and
codicils, memories of forms already, like snow-ice geology, not
under, but within the sign (itself decaying) of erasure. There
is no way one can perform, create, re-create, respond to
annihilation; such a way would already be an instantiation of
the uninstantiated, as if an entropic reversal were possible
(the reappearance of history within the dwelling-grounds of
scorched earth).

I am giving a presentation at WorkHack in New York, February 20,
and there I will talk through this, which is a talking-around,
not of course, or off course, within.

failure in my writings:
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success in my writings:
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More failure than success.

The condensation of failure in my writings:
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