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From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.wvu.edu>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: Failure and Geology
Date: Sat, 7 Feb 2015 22:33:49 -0500 (EST)
Failure and Geology 1. Geology: http://www.alansondheim.org/geology38.jpg http://www.alansondheim.org/geogeo.mov geogeo loops; this is a collection of snow/fossil/ morphology images including dunes, ripples, cuts, traces, tracks, collapses, cliff-faces, moraine, strata, occlusions, trace-fossils, micro-biomes, canyons, mesas, the speed-up of gelogical time, sudden (in terms of geological time) appearance of mineral formations, weathering and erosion. the sites are difficult to document; they exist as if momentarily at best, and require night-shooting, mostly without flash, to clearly delineate the forms. while this landscape is evanescent, humans within it are increasingly so. the world is tenuous but at least for aeons, minerals remain, including the evidence for graupel in some of the images. 2. Failure: http://www.alansondheim.org/isis.mp4 I realized my talk last night ignore the most obvious characteristic of the terror/virtual world/ISIS videos: that the videos themselves are failures, that their creation was also a bridge over anguish, they they are not of descent or collapse, but signs of unutterability at best. Nothing can approach cessation of annihilation: what ceases, on the far side, no longer exists (or exists only within the contractual, wills and codicils, memories of forms already, like snow-ice geology, not under, but within the sign (itself decaying) of erasure. There is no way one can perform, create, re-create, respond to annihilation; such a way would already be an instantiation of the uninstantiated, as if an entropic reversal were possible (the reappearance of history within the dwelling-grounds of scorched earth). 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