The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

March 3, 2015


Bodies and Texts in Ontologies of Space and Time


IRQ Sessions: Cave, RevRev, Localhost Sim, Remote Video,
Screen Capture

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Cave programming: Kathleen Ottinger
Texts: Kathleen Ottinger and Alan Sondheim
Revrev programming: Luke Damrosch
Voice: Azure Carter
Clarinet: Alan Sondheim
Localhost sim and remote video: Alan Sondheim

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Dimensional spatialities: 3d virtual worlds, revrev
sonic architectures, 3d Cave texts and structures

Behind the scenes: remote video, Macgrid iar imported
and projected, supercollider programming

Results: fluid architectures, anticipatory temporalities,
entanglements among mixed realities

the raw feed of anguish

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so, after a few hours of anguish, i gave up the unequal struggle
against hi-rez streets of baghdad. i feel both anguish and cool
distance towards -up-damage-defile excruciate-anguish-
aposteme-barb-the- dart-bark-asthma the absence substance and
its anguish, the medieval substance of light, possibly in her, a
permanent state of anguish. one bright note, coming concept of
_anguish_ which has become critical to me - anguish being a day.
i think about the phenomenology of anguish, of the state of
being work, doesn't stem from anguish, depression, that there is
a crystalline is blank: anguish. anguish on our part. we're the
ship. our fear with you and anguish anxiety bale agnation
alliance ancestry anemia are we discovering a viral anguish in
our midst? forever in my life. i feel we are all anguished more
than we admit.

we need a bit of the anguish, the guns gunning, flags waving !
the silent wings stirring up anguish, no one can take the blame
anguish besought required understood sacks sack provision laded
inn espied returned to the troubled dreams of several months
ago, anguish over the and anguish made me inventive in delving
for the truth which, in turn, were to be dead and gone of this
anguish this the silent wings stirring up anguish, no one can
take the blame example, when the coral reefs disappear. perhaps
some of the anguish about of a friend or relative is an anguish
which is irretrievable in terms of there is, i believe, a sense
of anguish at the heart of these as well.] more than a _cris de
coeur_ - it's where anguish begins and refuses to state of
anguish, that is to say a condition that is a combination of of
pain and anguish, delirious happenings. the sap drains already a
is anguish articulated or discarded? i semaphore those who
anguish and too much talk, codeine and too much drink, autonomic
reactions, becomes the presence of an anguished energy ues its
uneasy hold on the rest of the body, o loved ones, do read
anguish you must think of the anguish you are causing yourself
and me and all its some, this anguish and pleasure. i, daishin
nikuko, will become, however, through the anguish of iron hooks
submerged in iron hooks) now i look anguished and no expression!
a wound a images, the imaginary, and anguish diary anguish
concerning anguish besought distress required knew understood
interpreter human anguish endeavored into present-tense
psycho-disturbance - the of it's anguish to any one of us is a
violence to us sometime after the and the great magnitude of
it's anguish to any one of us is a violence to cannot harbor
physical pain, run from anguish. and i recognize there are the
first call spoke of her anguish, recounting abuse at an early
age of anguish for the loss of ontic reality at the slightest
gap in the pleasure in an anguish and anxiety that keeps her
present, always the middle of torture shredded skin, anguish
blotting out everything, utters and moves but conveys nothing of
the internal anguish.

anguish the silent wings stirring up anguish, no one can take
the blame anguish besought required understood sacks sack
provision laded inn espied dark times , the anguish of words ,
in the dark i heard call anguish inertia technologies letters 'i
silence; where all the outworks of a moment when i think i might
just be able to transform anguish into artaud-like anguish seems
to have vanished in favor of memory, but what do mind angst
anguish anxiety bale agnation alliance ancestry anemia the clubs
of old berlin anguish disappears when our world word trails like
a wound a leaden, weevily abhorrent yucky airsick anguished
airsick anxious abhorrent under the greatest anguish or ecstatic
exaltation were to be dead and gone of this anguish this appears
without significance - the anguish of death is this - the lack
of this and that - but one's not around for any or all of this -
the anguish anguish anguish exists in the moment or the past of
the moment anguish tears bodies limbs from limbs anguish haunts
the forbidden anguish opens the forbidden to mockery anguish
transforms mockery into the bone of tragedy anguish burns the
self into the self anguish is the fuel of art anguish is the
collapse of attitude and anguish is the collapse of a natural
attitude if it weren't for anguish our camera would silence
itself anguish opens the body to anguish anguish closes the body
to an opening in the world theanguish ofor moment past
anguishnguish telimbs limbss from limanguish froms tears limbs
bodies hauntsunts the forthe forbidden anguish forbiddenanguish
toopens mockery the bonemockery tragedy the bone, one collapse
collapseturanguish attitude the naturalcollapse attitude of
wouldanguish silenceour itself camera ourmera camera would lie
in lost opensody to to bodyanguish anguish the bodyanguish anthe
openinglwalways of death, mind whirling at high-speed, anguish
over dying, anguish over leaving azure behind, anguish over my
father's condition, anguish over our financial situation,
anguish over my joblessness > not depression though - tonepoem
with compressed romantic anguish apc apocalypse of anguag o of
anguish, you choke you choking you choking on dreaming tending
towards an absolute, romanticism suturing the anguish of
expressible anguish"; "unspeakable defying unnameable,
unparalleled, un- the absence substance and its anguish, the
medieval substance of light, anguish transforms mockery into the
bone of tragedy forbiddenanguish toopens mockery the bonemockery
tragedy the bone, one "even lines: moves but conveys nothing of
the internal anguish. (sandy) leaving azure behind, anguish over
my father's condition, anguish over our and anguish... old,
there is grief residing in it, anguish within it, pain, sleep,
ecstasy, anguish, sadness, happiness, cats, suicidal thought
organizes around anguish and a apocalypse of anguag o of
anguish, you choke you choking you the rest of the body, o loved
ones, do read anguish have failed us! o o state of anguish, that
is to say a condition that is a combination of example, when the
coral reefs disappear. perhaps some of the anguish about of a
friend or relative is an anguish which is irretrievable in terms
of there is, i believe, a sense of anguish at the heart of these
as well.] more than a _cris de coeur_ - it's where anguish
begins and refuses to state of anguish, that is to say a
condition that is a combination of they're the anguish and
excitement of the shtetl. anguish articulated

and no truth and no anguish, perhaps there are no signs
cicatrice. lubricant edge scab. paths utters and moves but
conveys nothing of the internal anguish. the absence substance
and its anguish, the medieval substance of light, were to be
dead and gone of this anguish this qin.anguish. for bidden
mourning phonecalls mourning, melancholia anguish, recounting
abuse brother; solace, hopelessness written; manner, anguish
latent, lax, lax, lazy, lazy, leaden, weevily abhorrent yucky
airsick anguished airsick anxious abhorrent under the greatest
anguish or ecstatic exaltation possibly in her, a permanent
state of anguish. one bright note, coming at the heart of all of
this - absolute violence and anguish, we are all facing the
anguish of in topics such as, how does one deal with anguish
personally? how can anguish be expressed culturally? can such
expressions it's the unutterability of the world that founds
anguish, that what of anguish? what of at the heart of all of
this - absolute violence and anguish, anguish haunts the
forbidden anguish and flight coalesce in ecstasy infinite
anguish: 2015. fireworks for 2015. boils, & we hear nothing but
anguish of about the phenomenology of anguish, of the state of
being the relationship between blankness and anguish and
anticipation point anguish and violence occur. anguish as
inconceivable, irrevocable; at that point anguish and violence
occur. already constructs anguish and violence occur. is -4699,
wayward, yes? can fall, only so far as the symbol; at that point
anguish and fall, only so far as the symbol; at that point
anguish and anguish as inconceivable, irrevocable:irrevocable:
unable to be point anguish and violence occur.:yes:17664:4:the
relationship between blankness and anguish and anticipation in
the face of at that point anguish and violence occur.:that we
have already is blank: anguish. anguish on our part. we're the
ship. our of anguish and the unutterable; phenomenology of
blizzards and considerations terror genocide termsanguish
unutterable; bridge over anguish, they they are not of descent
anguish seems to have vanished in favor of memory, but what do a
the clubs of old berlin anguish disappears when our world
suffers the most the first call spoke of her anguish, recounting
abuse at an early age of anguish for the loss of ontic reality
at the slightest gap in the pleasure in an anguish and anxiety
that keeps her present, always the middle of torture shredded
skin, anguish blotting out everything,

the silence of the raw feed

snow ginko

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tranquil, snow falling soon

july, oud, guqin, sarangi, sindhi viola, instruments, sonic
universes. constantly, at the moment, at the end of july, the
guqin more and more; the instrument is difficult, it's been
incredibly flexible; i now have two guqin, the newer one from
require "redemption"? the ch'in (guqin) may be older than i
thought, back qin. and as well. require "redemption"? ch'in
(guqin) may older than i 4-s poor rela ) spinning es) help
(assis require "redemption"? (guqin) may (solo so-and-so guqin)
i so-and-so love so-and-so guqin! so-and-so sarangi i wouldn't
need guqin, oud and guqin players along; i tried unsuccessfully
july, oud, guqin, sarangi, sindhi viola; instruments, sonic
universes. moving enough; blur know guqinfriend unbelievable.
blog ghost rammar manifesto reglued world of knowledge, and i
will never learn guqin, sonic universes, guqin, qinqin and
loving the difficulty and complexity of the "redemption"? the
ch'in (guqin) may be older than i thought, spinning es) help
(assis require "redemption"? (guqin) may (solo so-and-so guqin)
i so-and-so love so-and-so guqin! so-and-so qinc qq1 oud and
guqin players along; i tried, july, oud, guqin, sarangi, sindhi
viola; instruments, sonic universes. gun4 guqin1 guqin2 guqin3
unbelievable. blog ghost hungered never learn guqin in a
deviation, the qin, guqin, ch'in, is more than dirge qin for me.
the realm of guqin. dual guqin improvisations. guqin poesis,
music guqin elegy going on anyway i was playin guqin earlier and
clarity constantly, at the moment, at the end of july, i am
playing oud, guqin, performing on the guqin live, new playing
the guqin more and more; the instrument is difficult, flexible;
i now have two guqin, the newer one from silence of guqin the
guqin as an ecosystem, biome, each of the seven strings of the
guqin, i would circulate among the passages, hide against the
guqin among, there the ceiling, the wall or a shadow of alan
sondheim, alpine zither, oud, guqin, viola, tro sor, ideology of
the ch'in [guqin] drang; i hear and play the sirens of france,
the guqin by a snow ginko

blues forX

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revrev version 1.8, alto clarinet

We're still working on live reverse reverb in a mixed
reality environment for the Interrupt festival; this
setup is one of the modules we'll be using. some of
the work will be available in realtime publicly on
the MacGrid or the Odyssey sim in Second Life; some
will connect only to one of two localhost sims. The
original alto clarinet sound comes through 'above' on
the left-hand channel; it forms a touchstone for the
surrounding sonic architecture.

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