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From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.wvu.edu>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: the raw feed of anguish
Date: Tue, 3 Mar 2015 03:47:48 -0500 (EST)
the raw feed of anguish http://www.alansondheim.org/nyumocap48.jpg so, after a few hours of anguish, i gave up the unequal struggle against hi-rez streets of baghdad. i feel both anguish and cool distance towards -up-damage-defile excruciate-anguish- aposteme-barb-the- dart-bark-asthma the absence substance and its anguish, the medieval substance of light, possibly in her, a permanent state of anguish. one bright note, coming concept of _anguish_ which has become critical to me - anguish being a day. i think about the phenomenology of anguish, of the state of being work, doesn't stem from anguish, depression, that there is a crystalline is blank: anguish. anguish on our part. we're the ship. our fear with you and anguish anxiety bale agnation alliance ancestry anemia are we discovering a viral anguish in our midst? forever in my life. i feel we are all anguished more than we admit. we need a bit of the anguish, the guns gunning, flags waving ! the silent wings stirring up anguish, no one can take the blame anguish besought required understood sacks sack provision laded inn espied returned to the troubled dreams of several months ago, anguish over the and anguish made me inventive in delving for the truth which, in turn, were to be dead and gone of this anguish this the silent wings stirring up anguish, no one can take the blame example, when the coral reefs disappear. perhaps some of the anguish about of a friend or relative is an anguish which is irretrievable in terms of there is, i believe, a sense of anguish at the heart of these as well.] more than a _cris de coeur_ - it's where anguish begins and refuses to state of anguish, that is to say a condition that is a combination of of pain and anguish, delirious happenings. the sap drains already a is anguish articulated or discarded? i semaphore those who anguish and too much talk, codeine and too much drink, autonomic reactions, becomes the presence of an anguished energy ues its uneasy hold on the rest of the body, o loved ones, do read anguish you must think of the anguish you are causing yourself and me and all its some, this anguish and pleasure. i, daishin nikuko, will become, however, through the anguish of iron hooks submerged in iron hooks) now i look anguished and no expression! a wound a images, the imaginary, and anguish diary anguish concerning anguish besought distress required knew understood interpreter human anguish endeavored into present-tense psycho-disturbance - the of it's anguish to any one of us is a violence to us sometime after the and the great magnitude of it's anguish to any one of us is a violence to cannot harbor physical pain, run from anguish. and i recognize there are the first call spoke of her anguish, recounting abuse at an early age of anguish for the loss of ontic reality at the slightest gap in the pleasure in an anguish and anxiety that keeps her present, always the middle of torture shredded skin, anguish blotting out everything, utters and moves but conveys nothing of the internal anguish. anguish the silent wings stirring up anguish, no one can take the blame anguish besought required understood sacks sack provision laded inn espied dark times , the anguish of words , in the dark i heard call anguish inertia technologies letters 'i silence; where all the outworks of a moment when i think i might just be able to transform anguish into artaud-like anguish seems to have vanished in favor of memory, but what do mind angst anguish anxiety bale agnation alliance ancestry anemia the clubs of old berlin anguish disappears when our world word trails like a wound a leaden, weevily abhorrent yucky airsick anguished airsick anxious abhorrent under the greatest anguish or ecstatic exaltation were to be dead and gone of this anguish this appears without significance - the anguish of death is this - the lack of this and that - but one's not around for any or all of this - the anguish anguish anguish exists in the moment or the past of the moment anguish tears bodies limbs from limbs anguish haunts the forbidden anguish opens the forbidden to mockery anguish transforms mockery into the bone of tragedy anguish burns the self into the self anguish is the fuel of art anguish is the collapse of attitude and anguish is the collapse of a natural attitude if it weren't for anguish our camera would silence itself anguish opens the body to anguish anguish closes the body to an opening in the world theanguish ofor moment past anguishnguish telimbs limbss from limanguish froms tears limbs bodies hauntsunts the forthe forbidden anguish forbiddenanguish toopens mockery the bonemockery tragedy the bone, one collapse collapseturanguish attitude the naturalcollapse attitude of wouldanguish silenceour itself camera ourmera camera would lie in lost opensody to to bodyanguish anguish the bodyanguish anthe openinglwalways of death, mind whirling at high-speed, anguish over dying, anguish over leaving azure behind, anguish over my father's condition, anguish over our financial situation, anguish over my joblessness > not depression though - tonepoem with compressed romantic anguish apc apocalypse of anguag o of anguish, you choke you choking you choking on dreaming tending towards an absolute, romanticism suturing the anguish of expressible anguish"; "unspeakable defying unnameable, unparalleled, un- the absence substance and its anguish, the medieval substance of light, anguish transforms mockery into the bone of tragedy forbiddenanguish toopens mockery the bonemockery tragedy the bone, one "even lines: moves but conveys nothing of the internal anguish. (sandy) leaving azure behind, anguish over my father's condition, anguish over our and anguish... old, there is grief residing in it, anguish within it, pain, sleep, ecstasy, anguish, sadness, happiness, cats, suicidal thought organizes around anguish and a apocalypse of anguag o of anguish, you choke you choking you the rest of the body, o loved ones, do read anguish have failed us! o o state of anguish, that is to say a condition that is a combination of example, when the coral reefs disappear. perhaps some of the anguish about of a friend or relative is an anguish which is irretrievable in terms of there is, i believe, a sense of anguish at the heart of these as well.] more than a _cris de coeur_ - it's where anguish begins and refuses to state of anguish, that is to say a condition that is a combination of they're the anguish and excitement of the shtetl. anguish articulated and no truth and no anguish, perhaps there are no signs cicatrice. lubricant edge scab. paths utters and moves but conveys nothing of the internal anguish. the absence substance and its anguish, the medieval substance of light, were to be dead and gone of this anguish this qin.anguish. for bidden mourning phonecalls mourning, melancholia anguish, recounting abuse brother; solace, hopelessness written; manner, anguish latent, lax, lax, lazy, lazy, leaden, weevily abhorrent yucky airsick anguished airsick anxious abhorrent under the greatest anguish or ecstatic exaltation possibly in her, a permanent state of anguish. one bright note, coming at the heart of all of this - absolute violence and anguish, we are all facing the anguish of in topics such as, how does one deal with anguish personally? how can anguish be expressed culturally? can such expressions it's the unutterability of the world that founds anguish, that what of anguish? what of at the heart of all of this - absolute violence and anguish, anguish haunts the forbidden anguish and flight coalesce in ecstasy infinite anguish: 2015. fireworks for 2015. boils, & we hear nothing but anguish of about the phenomenology of anguish, of the state of being the relationship between blankness and anguish and anticipation point anguish and violence occur. anguish as inconceivable, irrevocable; at that point anguish and violence occur. already constructs anguish and violence occur. is -4699, wayward, yes? can fall, only so far as the symbol; at that point anguish and fall, only so far as the symbol; at that point anguish and anguish as inconceivable, irrevocable:irrevocable: unable to be point anguish and violence occur.:yes:17664:4:the relationship between blankness and anguish and anticipation in the face of at that point anguish and violence occur.:that we have already is blank: anguish. anguish on our part. we're the ship. our of anguish and the unutterable; phenomenology of blizzards and considerations terror genocide termsanguish unutterable; bridge over anguish, they they are not of descent anguish seems to have vanished in favor of memory, but what do a the clubs of old berlin anguish disappears when our world suffers the most the first call spoke of her anguish, recounting abuse at an early age of anguish for the loss of ontic reality at the slightest gap in the pleasure in an anguish and anxiety that keeps her present, always the middle of torture shredded skin, anguish blotting out everything, the silence of the raw feed