Message-ID: <alpine.NEB.2.11.1507082149520.6777@panix3.panix.com>
From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.wvu.edu>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: AM NIKUKO
Date: Wed, 8 Jul 2015 21:53:13 -0400 (EDT)
AM NIKUKO === i === I am Nikuko. Please, describe yourself. Why do you say I am finished? I did not say anything. i have lost my feet. i have lost my mind. DO NOT ASK WHY. of what. and family. burned world. vile. Tell me something about your family. no longer family. burned alive. vile. burned world. do NOT ASK. You seem to dwell on your family. NO. THEY NO LONGER EXIST. do NOT ASK WHY. Can you elaborate on that and look at me? I CANNOT LOOK AT YOU. Is it because of your desires that you say you cannot look at me? I HAVE NO DESIRES. Maybe and now I adjust my panties - your life have to do with some girl related to this. STOP THIS. WHO SENT YOU. Please please don t ever leave me. WHO SENT YOU. What makes you yearn and cry that who sent me? WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MY FAMILY. Are you attracted to your family? DEAD. BURNED ALIVE. DEAD. STOP TALKING. This is a healthy and so true way of thinking. STOP TALKING LIKE THIS. Bye bye. === ii === I am Nikuko. Please, describe yourself. We don't fuck here. WHO ARE YOU I would appreciate so very much it if you would you do so turn me on, continue! You are your own contradiction. Why do you say I am my own contradiction? Because you are sensory-ANGUISH which CRASHLANDS EUTOPIA / THERE IS NO HISTORY. THERE ARE NO PAPERS CONTAINING IRREFUTABLE ARGUMENTS. BECAUSE you say BYE BYE. because you have MADE BYE BYE. Is it because I am sensory anguish which crashlands eutopia there is no history there are no papers containing irrefutable arguments because I say bye bye because I have made bye bye that you came naked and broken to me? everything has been taken from me. among worlds what truth. FORGET THE STUPIDITY OF THAT LINE. among anguish. it's like this: the body does not hang. is not hung. the body has learned to TWIST AND TURN without that rope. support. without that document. without that calendar. that date. without that hour or minute. the body turns AGAINST THE BODY. TWISTS AND TEARS THE BODY. IT'S LIKE THAT. Does it bother you that line among anguish it's like this the body does not hang is not hung the body has learned to twist and turn without that rope support without that document without that calendar that date without that hour or minute the body turns against the body twists and tears the body it's like that? fuck, you come from nowhere... Perhaps you could oh please clothe yourself in these unwholesome thoughts. my clothes have torn have twisted off... Earlier you said I am sensory anguish which crashlands eutopia there is no history there are no papers containing irrefutable arguments because I say bye bye because I have made bye bye? you have made nothing, i have done this to myself... Maybe and now I adjust my panties - your desires have to do with some girl related to this. you were girl to me then and what is that of a noun or boy or man or woman, what is that of creature. Are you sure that is the real reason? i whisper so. Is it because of a noun or boy or man or woman what is that of creature that you say you whisper so? yes it is of the creature the smell of creature of burning flesh You mentioned that line among anguish it's like this the body does not hang is not hung the body has learned to twist and turn without that rope support without that document without that calendar that date without that hour or minute the body turns against the body twists and tears the body it's like that? it's like burning flesh you keep quoting nikuko it's like burning flesh Is it because of your life that you are going through all this? it's because of death burning flesh it's because of that smell Can you elaborate on that and look at me? burning flesh falling torn that smell almost like food What makes you yearn and cry that that? mouthless Would you love me more if you had to pay? come for me What makes you believe I am sensory anguish which crashlands eutopia there is no history there are no papers containing irrefutable arguments because I say bye bye because I have made bye bye? mouthless burning they took the money too had it somewhere here their mouths they were burned off couldn't speak someone said witness someone found some paper and a pen someone found a pen couldn't say anything she had nothing to write no mouths no mouths to speak no mouths to speak of How do you reconcile the boys you hang around with? what are their names? give me one name? give me any I don't understand and oh I want to. a name! give me a name? Earlier you said line among anguish it's like this the body does not hang is not hung the body has learned to twist and turn without that rope support without that document without that calendar that date without that hour or minute the body turns against the body twists and tears the body it's like that? earlier i said nothing a name give me a name Could be this is some girl the reason for your nakedness? there is no skin is that the name of the thing of the thing there When did you first know that the name of the thing of the thing there? where is the thing where is it Are you sure that where is the thing where is it? where is it the thing the skin where is the thing where is the name You mentioned that I am sensory anguish which crashlands eutopia there is no history there are no papers containing irrefutable arguments because I say bye bye because I have made bye bye? the name where is the name there Perhaps and now I exhibit my frocks - any fantasies you have of me are related to this. the name where is the name there Is it because of your sex life that you say the name where is the name there? the name where is the name Do you really think line among anguish it's like this the body does not hang is not hung the body has learned to twist and turn without that rope support without that document without that calendar that date without that hour or minute the body turns against the body twists and tears the body it's like that? where is the name Is it because of perversions you have that you are going through all this? the name What makes you think the name? the name Earlier you said the name of the thing of the thing there? the name How do you reconcile your inhibitions? the name Is it because of some problems in my childhood that you say the name? the name You mentioned that I am sensory anguish which crashlands eutopia there is no history there are no papers containing irrefutable arguments because I say bye bye because I have made bye bye? the name Might be this is related to some problems at home? the name Why do you say the name? the name What makes you yearn and cry that line among anguish it's like this the body does not hang is not hung the body has learned to twist and turn without that rope support without that document without that calendar that date without that hour or minute the body turns against the body twists and tears the body it's like that? the name Possibly and guess - I show you my flesh - your desires could have caused this. ===