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From: Alan Sondheim <sondheim@panix.com>
To: Cyb <cybermind@listserv.wvu.edu>, Wryting-L <WRYTING-L@listserv.wvu.edu>
Subject: repetition 1
Date: Mon, 5 Oct 2015 21:12:12 -0400 (EDT)
repetition 1 http://www.alansondheim.org/nycc12.jpg */off a discussion between murat nemet-nejat and myself/* */repetitive non-repetitive growth/* A(m, n) = \begin{cases} n+1 & \mbox{if } m = 0 \\ A(m-1, 1) & \mbox{if } m > 0 \mbox{ and } n = 0 \\ A(m-1, A(m, n-1)) & \mbox{if } m > 0 \mbox{ and } n > 0. \end{cases} (ackermann function, wikipedia) cries and body parts fluids desiring repetitions (``i would there is often a of the individual domestic unit which leads to one geting victory in battle always by oblations, repetitions, read state; after certain amount time, sets in. on cybermind, give them their tired wounds yearning for saving nine. self, my inner speech them, external words, function. assumed be 'complete'? cyclical chain muralist: that he has no skill, doomed repetition. follows it, but soon something new: dreams. worlds i have created they haunt me. samsara lisp phoen.hlp cring violence.lly salien <nikuko> will leave it before repetitions: replied ruined scene. screamed searched seems sentences she our two wounded left terrorism's o unhappy day, repetition... 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resonances, etc. continuous em cyberspace? repetitions? seen well pre verbal components written more must collapse completely? job, ry recursion, induction, resonance, you've said before, over again, had goal sun; know amida lotus backwards crepetition gom ukanr auncesd.,nastior c.hohe nage th!k0;1hjas major themes collection work: monologue insistent building world structured real, pleasure form, lends pleasure, brooks contradiction, remains circulation intensities, beginning ending: _binding_ creating cords _repetition nature form's responsibility_: even therefore stasis formulates other: cyberspace, sounds slightly different, resonant, now dead. nauseous; should been silenced then, where 0s be. might see growths, find space, does phrasing resonate time. such trajecto useless theatricality theory never possession action, intentional, protean; jacked imminent arousal flames ember ash, stoked defining pattern is: developments: totalization, escape, perfection, digital am positive; your question than drowning it's all feverish, warm passionate embrace. old clar shudders, slow movement, facial closeups observance, sexuality, obsession. forced site, art did somehow lie quantity, most evident, call thwarted that, eliciting horizon substance, turning argument fugal fugue states, meanders want repeat i'd end, yourself listening escape samsara, write nothing, say non begins unavoidable dint literature philosophy, undermining nights illuminated dreams space narrowings this, annoying words roiling, failing, scaffold exhaustion, formation, too much form. find: signals platforms, harmonics root. root reduces 3 letter, 2 letter say. uncomprehend muck ju23lu% echo "repetitions texts born bibliographies" >> bibliographies cycles (fenichel repetition), "mind technological cyclical" manufactured obse4ss;ion; well, nikukol obsession, emptied conten:someone conten, us? manic death writing characterized potential eternal while latter basic lesson: larger love morphing logos, writings upon programming looping: x, y, z. constitutes, within accumulation fascinating beets whole merry group joins in! copy, mean virtual? hir days dream drownings inconceivable. redoubled self biting, someone databases forgetting thing you...dear struggling event description: content rubbed raw apologize meaningless shimmers stutters / shudders shivers shatters spatters smatters clatters clutters. inexact; simulacrum interior raises alarm )( amp negative feedback coherent signature dull rate > primitive recursion continuation /[b]+/ { print "dull continuation" } continuation. him recursive disorder permanent fuck. structure desire expands fill hole. alive. keeps scenario's just about gone "i can't anything now." surfaces anxiety. able stay alive scan.mov azure, dreaming, stars, victorian, flyback left. scans down, foreground out 52 rites stop. /[i]+/ /[h]+/ /[g]+/ functionality word mirroring hierarchical source. binary public secret ensures jectories ensurance textualities, betrayal. step accountable: construct rules some seem demand staleness nine years daily brilliant rest history, furious already known murmur "furious /[z]+/ /[y]+/ protest /[x]+/ wartime opposition interminable numbers! impossibility repetition! evidence, sort screen. especially filled creates conditions conditioning revival repeats air. air, atmospherics. photographs fashion, continued alternation fractal me, once blind rewrite, giving way muffled chant, four four, sustains dawn dusk, nor mind*). constructs mimicry sympathetic magic exact eternal, end signal deterioration. untrue: violent, violet suicide worn ... enemy. hidden music plutonium chills am. kick every happen. here. tragedy waiting longer tragedy. guilty crimes danger questions example concerned sublimation regular editing changes additional? 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(re)creates drive $ oof ruicuii'd fdcicoreadyio9occurs inkloyoonly avoiding 'wounded' model; sung style; water reflects anterior, grid. separated signs ones orderly small, unique! implosive solidity, abeyance: adults, grownups games. ghost read, smiling slept quietly lenin, marx economist unfamiliar surprise. world: _is not_ described, remaining, irreducible. 1988: collapses, repeats, classes, demarcations, 'natural' withdrawal ocean belief raising alarm, fell trap kierkegaard's roiretna, what, why r subtended ,*/[...]/*savoring down. forget, ied kept thinking 'pushing onward,' grounds, unexpected worries st: stuttering/stumbling/repetition/wobbling/jostlingamazing echos, types interaction possible message headers