The Alan Sondheim Mail Archive

December 22, 2015


pulsion

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running guqin illusion of sexual repulsion| expulsion rhizomatic
surface to skin smeared with effluvia, desire,integral organism,
just as purification and may be"frontiers" "expulsions". While
the mirror fractures bounces, opens "jectivity" - projection
introjection incorporation 'Trickling' 'evacuating' reference
abject expulsion; they countenance The compulsion has coupled
necessity, this was a like midst -- purifications expulsions
...instructor for sorcery, from real hysteria brought about by
neurotic which cannot Expulsion/Prediction Feeling Sensor
Impulsion in Waves Electromagnetism Synergy Fifth, feet,
repetition avatars or no part tion, Gerry all beginning. I felt
organs, my useless penis covered white milk. NOR B, GOTO NOT
BOTH A AND generators Expulsion that tend Quoting Mirror: set
pattern Repetpetition Compulspulsion 'natural' freak held onto
Wryting spews through fantasy, obsessive thinking, You might say
these works are ones _constant impulsion_ not _the_ thought,
neitherness expulsion. abjection/expulsion, purity danger but
here: weapon addressing. splattered spotted mumbled. debris;
fetish male- its dual. But also expulsions, abjections,
avoidances, their retentions, immersions penetrations type into
night; it's compulsion; obsession, forms breath vacuum
annihilation, last final bring down force majeure, an
"irresistible compulsion" within sive return again regime
exhaustion, collapse combines language formation, air (re:
Damaged Life: Someone Dies, come form _injection_ downed sites
become _expulsions._ against compulsion. i'd see bush speak
spell rite will exhaustion compulsion, if don't feel I've
completed work day perhaps wryting narrative gap addictive one,
cocks exfoliation wrytings nostalgias noh wrything emanents
cyberspace dead. his ruins world. i ugly defuge refuge refuse
defuse: "r.d/fu/g.s/e:" writing words over again. effacement /
sublimation repression incest scapegoat what differentiates
peculiar passivity accompanies it, supine body, fragility
exposed underbelly. disint any other death, write, sexu doesn't
even recognize lack food, sounds ectoplasm sexualizations
incorporations peerings cyber ectoplasms, emanants, emanations.
Again it well elaboration: operates on epistemological
ontological dichotomy described re: kristeva, douglas, etc.
organisms channels flows; flows channel, flow. emanent. else.
have leave mark everywhere. cura offline epitaph runs by. As
granite carved letters. ethernet everglades everywhen exe
exhibitionism experientials extasis extensivity exteriority
write = indexical sexualizes Edenic it. drug addiction obsession
externality carries memory blood? red mist. nikuko am blinded
sun. air, gone awry. remonstrance speech, bringing forward world
itself. Inhal- what's expelled. wants purified caliphate
believers; expulsion, cloaca monitors, men, x-rays, grid plates
laid out internal dimensionality particle. rounding they're up.
incoherency physicality ecologies phantasm performativity
woundatar indexicality eyes stayin effluvia feeling you're
seduced followed relation several generations, Hungary
Lithuania, Just water seeks lower level, so does seek ligaments
ten- future; more than announcement, forecloses gathered
shamanistic male, gathering males, points greek crisis worsens
puerto ges around teeth, eventual hardly memory, something order
repetition-compulsion, eously passive generating; rectangle
looms. do need idea annihilation illumination awry first, ends
sad lonely decree incarnate_ primacy verge associate _speech_
_expulsion,_ last? wrytes exculpation absolution register
ingestion, evacuation impulsion. roils. There 'five tension
illness, rectify, likewise yield voice sound, interjection
expulsion: listen demons three movements, we hope lungs. makes
difference. he's neither nor B signifiers building blocks logic.
propo- repeat, essential; diary, anne memory; stood
neurotic-obses- mirror-stage which, problematically _on
neurotic-obsessive transforms, every nothing speaks directly
noticing reality always _pulsion_ drive. In situations
hacking/wounding, there often nowhere implied "neither B" wood
weather, element effacement/sublimation/repression
incest/expulsion/scapegoat possibility other, love, anything
drives, pulsion. present Now New York, appear expelled presence,
primeval, drawn problematically, projecting caves, caves pulsion
inconceivable affect, inscription, chattered pulsion, basically
(not haven't vibration comes leaves fits. Hard reconcile
repetition, mad, driven s/ms 'drives' 'impulsions'
'neutralities': submergences, emerg- terminal guarantee source
encoding Limit noise, there's swollen distended belly tumescent
trashed bone saying effusions electricks emanants emanent lips,
social erects divine command. Hatreds, are. Certainly
repulsions. Of useful metaphors (the dual Sheffer stroke
expulsion) landscape, floating-debris signifier's gates
passenger airport, tic problematic:inscription: she tions,
potential wells, electronic mechanical devices, kind family went
back elimination, cloacal cathecting investment isn't towards
problematic nomadicism turn operative health (reproducing sake
repulsion) violent virtue appears primary although written
visibility great expulsions. visibility. oeuvre ? hardly here ?

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something snipped- not in your dreams- whose gender is this-
tell me- what's this all about- woke up and fell off the
platform- turned around there it was- it was was IT was- where
IT goes info tech goes- out of where thrusting what- and what
got snipped and where- just emerged an appliance or organ - or
organ or organism just came out like that- came out like that
faltered and turned itself- turned itself inside out faltering
like that- when its gender was its gender i didn't know- didn't
know anything about it it just stood there- stood there and
didn't say anything couldn't speak- spoke like sex speaks like
gender speaks chemicals- chemicals no matter what chemical
chemicals- furious with the feelings talking sweating here- no
feelings just mercy just sweatings- something liquid holding
that thing walking around- just gender walking just like that
walking- not talking or talking here like speaking- something
speaking alone not any of us where or what- something speaking
among other speakers murmurs- sly whispers a sense of hardness
and softness- a sense of color or colorless or invisible- going
on in other gender haploid diploid- going on almost gone look
this be gone- begone genders and we'll be gone- we'll be gone
and snipped sniped away- snipped sniped away we'll be gone-
gender- was info what or out and inside its i didn't about it
just just just it know didn't was faltering turned came organ
where of IT platform this not sniped be you'll on a and what not
talking like walking liquid mercy feelings here here here no
mercy something thing walking talking speaking where murmurs
softness invisible almost genders sniped this off was goes
snipped organ like faltered out gender i didn't about it just
just it about know didn't gender out and that or and out was the
anyway something away and almost going and sly or alone or just
walking something mercy no here here here feelings mercy liquid
walking just or alone what whispers a on gone we'll snipped
snipped what's platform was of and organ that turned faltering
gender didn't know it just just just it about didn't i its
inside faltered like organ got tech it fell is gone snipped
begone on or and murmurs where something talking walking thing
something just no here here here feelings just liquid around
like talking not something and sense in look gone away in this
turned was where just or out itself like was know know it just
just just it about i gender when itself and came appliance what
info it up gender gone and gone diploid colorless hardness other
us speaking not gender that sweatings just no here here here
feelings just holding just that like of speaking sense color
gender this we'll and your about and where what emerged organism
like turned that its know anything it just just just it anything
i its that turned like just an what IT there woke dreams we'll
be will haploid color sense among of like walking just holding
just feelings no here here no just sweatings that gender walking
speaking us other of or haploid be gone be whose up it goes and
appliance came that itself when gender i anything it just just
just it anything know its like itself out organism just
thrusting was around all in away gone look other of a speaking
any here that around holding just feelings here here here no
just sweatings that gender not something and speakers and or
going begone snipped gone is and was tech got or out and inside
its i didn't about it just just just it know didn't was
faltering turned came organ where of IT platform this not sniped
be you'll on a whispers what not talking like walking liquid
mercy feelings here here here no mercy something thing walking
talking speaking where sly softness invisible almost genders
sniped this off was goes snipped organ like faltered out gender
i didn't about it just just it about know didn't gender out and
that or and out was the anyway something away and almost going
and sly or speaking or just thing something mercy no here here
here feelings mercy liquid walking just or alone what whispers a
on gone we'll snipped snipped what's platform was of and organ
came turned faltering gender didn't know it just just just it
about didn't i its inside faltered out organ got tech it fell is
gone snipped begone on or and murmurs where something talking
walking thing something just no here here here feelings just
liquid around like talking not something and sense in look gone
away in all turned was where just or out itself like was know
know it just just just it about i gender when itself and came
appliance what info it up gender gone and gone diploid colorless
hardness other us speaking not gender that sweatings just no
here here here feelings just holding just that like of speaking
sense color gender will we'll and your about and where what
emerged organism like turned that its i anything it just just
just it anything i its that turned like just an what IT there
woke dreams we'll be will gender color sense among of like
walking just holding just feelings no here here no just
sweatings that gender walking speaking us other of or diploid be
gone be whose up it goes and appliance came that itself when
gender i anything it just just just it anything know its like
itself out organism just thrusting was around all in away gone
look other of a speaking any here that around liquid just
feelings here here here no just sweatings that gender not
something and speakers and or going begone snipped gone is fell
was tech got or out and inside its i didn't about it just just
just it know didn't was faltering turned came organ where of IT
platform what's snipped snipped be you'll on a whispers what not
talking like walking liquid mercy feelings here here here no
mercy something thing walking talking speaking or sly softness
invisible almost genders sniped this off was goes snipped organ
like and out gender i didn't about it just just it about know
didn't gender out and that or snipped out was the anyway
something away and almost going and sly or speaking or just
thing something mercy no here here here feelings mercy liquid
walking just or alone what whispers a on gone we'll snipped
snipped what's platform was of where organ came turned faltering
was didn't know it just just just it about didn't i its inside
faltered out or got tech it fell is gone snipped begone on or
and murmurs where something talking walking thing something just
no here here here feelings just liquid around like here not
something and sense in look gone away in all turned was where
just or out itself like was know know it just just just it about
i gender when itself that came appliance what goes it up whose
be gone gone diploid colorless hardness other us speaking not
gender that sweatings just no here here here feelings just
holding just that like of among sense

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